~RUBY
My head was pounding as I raced home, trying to decipher what just happened. His name kept ringing in my head, no matter how much I tried to shut it out. Ethan. Ethan. Ethan. I was so out of sorts that I debated driving over to my dad's when it occurred to me that he was still in the hospital, recovering. I decided to head home instead. I walked absentmindedly to my door, fumbling with the lock. When the door opened from the inside, my insides lurched. "Ruby," Ella screamed, drawing my name out and I flinched. She dragged me inside, oblivious to the turmoil going on inside me. "I saw your text. So I decided to come over to wait for you. I need the full gist. Which son did you meet? Was it the badass, sexy Ash or the broody, hawt and definitely delicious Ethan?" She squealed and the tension dissolved from my body as a smile tugged at my lips. I loved this girl. Not that I was going to tell her. I rolled my eyes, concealing my smile as I eased myself out of her grip and headed to the kitchen. "Hmm. Smells nice here. Did an angel fly over to prepare dinner for me?" I gasped, my eyebrows disappearing into my hairline. She filled a cup with water and slid it over to me before ushering me to sit on a stool at the counter. "Shut it and tell me. I will not let you weave your way out of this discussion." "I can smell pasta. And oh my goodness, is that cheese?" I tried manoeuvring myself away from her grip but she held on tight. "Spit it out, you little devil." Ugh. Fine. "Apparently, I'm to marry Ethan," I said and immediately regretted it because Ella screamed and started banging her hands on the counter. "Jeez. What the fuck is wrong with you? Are you trying to get me kicked out of my apartment?" I rolled my eyes. She stood up and grabbed my cup of water, draining it. "Sorry. You just mentioned a hot piece of cake. Forgive me for trying to douse myself with lots of water," she muttered as she filled the cup to the brim and drained it again. I sighed, rubbing my temples. Did I just say I loved this girl? I take back my words. I absolutely detest her! "Okay. I'm okay. Go on now," she urged and I told her the rest of the story, starting with the date and how our conversation went well. "But. I think something is wrong," I voiced out, my initial fear crawling back. Ella must have noticed the change in my countenance because her expression became serious, and she stared at me with unnerving focus. "Breathe, babe. You look a little pale," she said softly. "I— I don't know. This may sound weird. No, it will sound weird because I know what I saw. I just don't know how to deal with it," my voice came out shaky which was pretty pathetic to me. Ella held my hands and said nothing, waiting for me to find the courage to say whatever it is. I took a deep breath. And another. And another. I told her what I saw when I wanted to return his documents. For the first time since I had met Ella, she was speechless. Stunned. Dumbfounded. The house was silent for what felt like a lifetime. "You think Ethan is mad?" She whispered. I shook my head. "I don't think so. I know." "Oh. My. God. This is very very bad." "I know, right," I grimaced. "Okay. Has he tried to contact you since you left?" "I have no idea. It was so weird and, I don't know, out of sorts. I could not concentrate. So I didn't check my phone." Ella stood up wordlessly, and started to rummage my bag for my cell phone. Her jaw dropped when she found it. "Babe. This gist gets so freaking interesting," she whispered as the screen of my phone lit up. I grabbed it from her and my jaw dropped too. Holy shit. I had a hundred plus unread text messages. And all from Ethan. "Ruby please. We need to talk...There's something I didn't tell you... Just pick my calls please... I didn't mean to mess things up..." The rest of the messages were similar so I didn't bother opening them. As if on cue, my phone started ringing. Guess who? Yeah, Ethan, of course. I groaned and walked to my bedroom, flopping on my bed. The bed dipped as Ella sat beside me. "Why aren't you picking his calls?" "I can't deal with it right now..." "Okay. But you can't avoid him forever. I mean, if things work out you guys will be married before the end of the year." I sat up. "Exactly. This is the man I'm about to marry, El. He has a fucking mental Illness." The screen of my phone lit up with new messages and Ella switched my phone off, placing it on my bed stand. She scooted over to me and hugged me, tears finally pricking my eyes. "Let's go to sleep, my darling. We'll figure it out tomorrow," she crooned. It was way past midnight before I slept. My sleep was plagued with my day's events and I would have remained stuck in them had a noise not pulled me out. It was the sound of my doorbell ringing relentlessly. I turned around and buried my head in the crook of Ella's shoulder, willing the person to go away. The ringing stopped. And continued right back. I rubbed my eyes as I stood up, anger slowly simmering as I walked towards the door. "What the—" my voice trailed off as I saw the numerous packages on my doorstep. Cake. Flowers. What seemed to be expensive clothes. Jewelries. More cake. Perfume. A Teddy bear. All courtesy of Ethan. My scream woke Ella. And probably all of New York. Ten minutes later, I was pacing around my whole apartment not knowing how to feel. "You've probably worn holes in the floorboard by now," Ella teased. "What does he want from me, Ella? Why is he sending gifts to me?" My question was rhetorical, but it felt good to say it out. If I was alone in this house, I'd have probably gone mad too. Surprisingly though, Ethan had stopped calling. And texting. Which made me strongly believe that he was up to no good. My doorbell rang. "I'm betting that's another delivery. Maybe you're getting shoes this time," Ella teased as I walked towards the door. Her bet was wrong. Entirely off the chart. I closed the door in Ethan's face and turned to scream at Ella. "Code red," alarm bells started ringing in my head. "Code red? He's fucking here? In person? Not a robot?" "Of course he's not a robot! Ethan is at the door!" I practically yelled, my heart rate skyrocketing. "And you closed the door on him and here we are, screaming our brains out." "Just shut up and go out through the kitchen door. Don't go too far. I'll call you when we're done..." I winced, "discussing." Ella left, her glance bothering between worry and amusement. I took a deep breath and opened the door again. "Hi," I said brightly. Too bright. He held a bag towards me. I took it, ushered him inside and glanced at it. Shoes. Damnit. Ella was right. He was fidgeting nervously as he sat down, unable to meet my eyes. "I, uh, I am so sorry about what happened yesterday," his voice was quiet. I corked my head to the side. "What exactly happened yesterday, Ethan?" "My, uhm, episode." "Your what?" I was confused. What the hell was an episode? He said nothing, his eyes darted nervously. "If you aren't going to tell me the truth, Ethan, then I'm backing off from the wedding," his head jerked up and fear shone in his eyes. "Please. Please don't do that. You see, something happened and I had an accident. The accident shattered me, leaving a part of my brain in shambles," his voice caught on the last word as he swallowed back a sob. "I began to have mental episodes where I would lose total control. The episodes can be for hours or even days and yesterday, yesterday was particularly worse," he explained. I was still staring at him when he locked his gaze with mine and his eyes softened. "But something was different yesterday... And it happened when I saw you," he whispered. I blinked multiple times at him. "Wh— what are you talking about?" I stuttered. "You made the voices go away..." he revealed. "What?" I asked breathlessly. Ethan exhaled sharply and took tentative steps toward me. He came so close that I thought he was going to kiss me and all I could do was stare like an idiot. "The world went silent when I saw you... It's as if my brain acknowledged you as the only medicine to stop my episode instantly," he went on. I looked up into his eyes and for the first time, a strange heat came alive in my stomach and an involuntary shiver seized me, causing me to release it in the form of a shudder. "Ethan..." I managed to say. "I know this is crazy and I just met you but... I need you...I want to try this marriage thing with you..." It was too much to take in, too much to handle. His eyes were red with raw anguish and a tiny place in my heart shattered. I stepped away from him instantly, breaking away the magic that had taken over the air. "Leave. Please, Ethan. Go. I need space to digest what you just told me," I whispered shakily and as he walked out of the door, sadness weighing down his steps, I dialled Ella's contact. I needed an anchor. "Babe. Ruby. Listen to me. You are doing this for your dad. Do you want to watch him go down the drain? All his sacrifices wasted?" She asked. "I know what Ethan said is a big pill to swallow but please, please Ruby, don't dash your father's hope. You can't break because of this. You can't afford to," I could hear Ella's words, but I could not process them. What the hell am I supposed to do? "I...Ella. This is bullshit." "Yes it is. But for the people we love, we don't stop at the bare minimum," she whispered. My thoughts went to dad, broken and battered in a hospital. I picked up my cell phone and texted Ethan. Just a sentence. "When do we start planning the wedding? " Ella was right. We don't stop at bare minimum for the people we love. And for my dad, I'd do anything. Even if it meant getting married to a mad man.~ASH I woke up with a groan, my head pounding violently. I groaned, cursing the excess way I drank yesterday. My cell phone beeped and I rolled over, using my hands to search for the device. I bumped into a warm, naked body and I tensed. The blonde followed me home? I sighed as I pried my eyes open and stared down at her. Desire gripped me and I smacked her, not giving her a chance to wake up on her own. She groaned, a small little sound which reverberated all the way to my member, making it hard and ready. "Come to daddy," I whispered and she sat up immediately and straddled me, her tits bouncing. I grabbed them and buried my face in it, her moans urging me on. My phone beeped again and for some reason I couldn't decipher, I had this weird urge to check it. So I did. The notification had my desire dissipating immediately, anger making my jaw tick. Damn Ethan. I dropped the phone and stared at the blonde sitting on me, waiting for me to give her the time of her live.
~RUBY Ava Max was playing somewhere, dangerously close to me. The sound of her singing was disturbing my sleep and I turned over, pulling my pillow to cover my ears. She continued to sing. I'm going to kill Ella. I sat up with a groan, stretching, my body deliciously sore as I searched for Ella. She was the only one who tortured me with loud music every morning. Apparently, this morning was not exempted. As I looked around though, unfamiliar furniture stared back at me when I remembered that I was no longer at home. Memories of my wedding floated past the fog in my head and I gasped. If I was married, then it meant that I was in the Riverstone's mansion! Then that sound...my phone was ringing. I scrambled out of the bed and grabbed my phone from the bedside stand. As soon as I saw the caller's ID, I groaned. Yeah, my decision to kill Ella still stands. I'd gladly accept my jail term. "Why on earth are you calling me this early? I have a beauty sleep to c
~RUBY The silence in the room was loaded. The air became tense and strained. Or maybe it was just me. I had no idea why I was reacting to Ash this way. It was probably because he was a jerk to me. Ethan said nothing, he just corked his head to the side as he watched his brother. "I uhm," Ash cleared his throat. "I think I might have done something bad last night," he said. The way he glanced at me and then at Ethan made me immediately suspicious. What have you done, you agent of devil? Okay, probably not devil. More like agent of confusion. "Just get on with it, Ash. Suspense is bad for the health. Keeping newlyweds in suspense is bad etiquette," Ethan said and I smiled. His sense of humour was top notch. My sweet, funny husband. "I think I might have booked a hotel reservation for your honeymoon," he said sheepishly. I snorted. I did not believe his act for a second. He was a pretending jerk. His eyes glinted with amusement when he caught me glaring at
~RUBY "Ruby? You okay?" Ella's voice floated to me from my phone speaker but I was too distracted to give her a response. I hung up and placed my phone in my pocket. Ethan hadn't noticed me yet, he was shaking the water out of his hair. "Damn, man. You look really delicious. I want to sink my teeth into you," I crooned as I looked him over and he yelped, stepping backwards. "Ruby! What are you doing here?" His voice was hoarse and his cheeks turned beet red as I continued to ogle at his perfect, delicious, definitely eatable body "Darling husband. What do you mean what am I doing here? This is our bedroom of course," I teased as I took a step towards him. He immediately took a step backwards and I chuckled. "Come on. Don't be shy. We are married, after all," I said as I continued to tease him by walking closer. "Don't come closer." "Make me," I purred and his whole face went kaboom, redder than a tomato. "Stop. Just stop. I'm embarrassed. I forgot to take
~ETHAN "Ethan. How do I look?" She asked. And I turned away from the wristwatch only to come face to face with her. Her. Mine. Her. A screeching sound immediately began to disturb my sense of hearing, and sight, and common sense. No. No. No. Who is she? Her...dead. Alive? Standing right before me. Bleeding on her car seat. My bedroom. An hospital room. Tears. Laughter My heart began to pound as I tried to concentrate on the lady standing before me. She looked worried, her eyebrows pinched my concentration as she tried to talk to me. But I could not concentrate because she split into two, her doppelganger dressed in a short, pleated skirt and a cashmere cardigan, a bow on her lush, black hair. Black hair. Red hair. Same face. Same body structure. Black hair, red hair. "Ethan? Ethan. Oh my goodness. My God. You're scaring me. What's going on?" She asked, panic creeping into her voice as I stared at her, my eyes twitching. Two univers
~RUBY My heart was pounding wildly in my chest. I somehow felt that what happened with Ethan was my fault. All I wanted was a compliment. I didn't expect him to lose it when he saw me. So yeah, the guilt was eating me real bad. I made sure he knew none of this though, as I continued to pat him on the back. His shoulders heaved softly and I knew he was crying. God. I can't even imagine how hard things must be for him. My poor boy. I started to hum a sound I don't remember recall listening to, but it stuck by me all the same. His breathing seemed to become easier as I hummed and I held him close, trying to convey that I'd always hold him whenever he was down. After a while, Ethan sniffed and pulled away from my embrace. "Hey. You okay?" I asked softly but he looked away, his cheeks becoming slightly red. He didn't look at me. I moved closer to him, not minding my dress and his nakedness. "Ethan? Talk to me. Are you okay?" I asked again and Ethan jerked his he
~ETHAN Ruby was silent for the rest of our drive to the airport. I have no idea how to deal with what her friend just said but it was obviously not a good thing, as it made my baby sad. I didn't say anything though. I just placed my hand on her knee to remind her of my presence. We got to the airport and packed, and I alighted to get our luggages. We were halfway through the reception when someone screamed Ruby's name. "Ruby," the shrill voice cut through the crowd and Ruby whirled around, immediately spotting her friend. They rushed to hug each other, tears pooling in Ruby's eyes. "Oh my god. You're leaving. You're really leaving," she sobbed on her friend's shoulder. Ella was no better as tears dropped down her face too. "I'm sorry. You know how sudden these things are." "Jesus. Ella. The last time you were gone, I didn't see you for six months. Who knows how long you're staying away for now?" "I don't know too, okay? But from the looks of it, I'll be gone
~RUBY Ethan didn't come back inside. My stomach started to knot into tiny, little worry clots as I waited. And waited. And waited. My swimsuit stuck to my body like plaster and my body was aching painfully. Where the hell was this man? I was about to throw caution to the wind and go downstairs to see whoever he was talking to that kept him waiting when the door opened and the lights went out immediately. He strode into the room, still in his pair of shorts. "Ethan?" I called out. He said nothing as he walked up to me and grabbed my waist, pulling me against his body. "What took you so long? Who was at the door?" I asked as he began to trail kisses on my neck. I chuckled as I angled my head to give him further access. "You made me wait. I was this close to losing it and storming downstairs to drag you away from whoever it was," I whispered as his hands found my nipples. He tugged on them, and the suddenness of the gesture made me gasp. His hands were rough as