Fiona
I grab the dress I find placed in the King-sized and immediately, I head into the closet. I roll my eyes at the encounter I recently just had with Cult. How can I stay away from him when all he does is look for me? I am so ashamed of myself and the way my body reacts to him.I step into the shower after the training I just had. I am not one to train but to live side by side with a strong alpha like him. I feel the need to use my powers will arise soon enough. In fact, this encounter proved to show me how strong he really is.I couldn't let go of his hold until I lied about being with other men. I can hear his presence in the room as I take my bath but I'm secured because I have locked the door. It is only if he were a ghost or proceeded to throw the door open with his strength.As soon as I'm done. I swathe my body in a robe, covering my neck, every skin of my body and walking into the large closet. He steps out of a study office that I didn't know existed in the bedroom and our eyes meet.I remind myself to walk away before he can even say a single word to me. I shut the door of the closet, closing my eyes and taking the last anxious breath.In an hour, I am ready to attend the meeting with Cult’s beta and the beta’s wife. I curled my hair into bouncy curls just like how Fey used to do hers, I applied make up, perfume, and lashes to make my blue eyes visible. Thank goodness, I and Fey have the same color of eyes.Lastly, I applied red lipstick to my lips and cross my fingers, hoping that I look like a Luna who is not pretending to be her sister.I step out of the closet and once again, our eyes make the first connection. All of a sudden, I fell insecure about the floral white dress I'm wearing. The dress stops a bit above my knees and it has a corset that clings my waist and makes me have an hour glass shape.I put effort in my looks but I feel as if I should be wearing something a bit long enough. As usual, his ravaging eyes is tearing my clothes off my body, literally."I apologize." He says and I look at him in shock."We are both bound to this marriage wether we like it or not."We have a responsibility of being Luna and Alpha. As much as we are always at odds with one another, we should at least be able to tolerate each other. Cult says.He is putting on a silky, white shirt and neatly ironed pants with expensive vintage shoes. His hair is jet black, neatly combed and I hardly feel any anger towards him as I stare at his tightened jawline."So, I apologize for how I have behaved towards you." It is inappropriate and it is not the respect you deserve as Luna."I forgive you." I whisper even when I'm not sure why I would forgive him so fast.He is asking for forgiveness and he looks serious about it. I walk closer towards him when I see that his tie is undone and I don't know why my hands reach for it. I guess it's me proving that I am truly forgiving him.Cult's eyes follows the way my hands reach for the collar of his neck and my hands are unstable for a second because of how his brooding eyes look at me next. I do my best to stay away from his watchful gaze as I fix his tie and take a step back after."Thank you, Fey." He says and leaves the room first. Later, I accompany him and we enter into the luxury car together. Once again, I can see what a majestic and wealthy Alpha he is. It is no wonder my sister agreed to marry him, but why is she missing?If this is the life that she wanted, then why is she missing out on it. I didn’t realize that aa I’m standing looking at the eccentric view of the pack house, Cult is waiting for me to enter into the car.I bite my lips when I realize how long it must have took for him to gain my attention. I enter into the vehicle and he proceeds after me. No word is being said between us as the ride starts and I wonder if he is even comfortable in the silence.Where is your ring? Cult breaks the silence and my heart shatters.Huh? I lost it. “I’m sorry__I was robbed when I first arrived at the airport. I only took it off for a brief moment…”It’s fine. You don’t have to attribute so much sincerity to it. It is just a ring. Cult replies.I uncross my legs and rest my back against the leather seat of the car.We are married. Don’t you think that ring means something undeniably? I ask.What could it mean to people who haven’t even consummated their marriage? Cult says and he looks at me.“We haven’t had a chance to know each other yet. Consummating our marriage won’t make us less confused as we already are.” I reply.“The Sovereign pack believes the wedding of the Alpha means a great blessing…”“We are wolves too, be it Luna or Alpha…and we have a right to be confused about our marriage.” It’s time you stopped caring too much about what they think of our marriage. I say.“Hmm, Fey, that well is said for a Luna who doesn’t carry the burden of being Alpha on her shoulders.”Cult…being Luna is to share your burdens isn’t it? I ask.“I guess…” Cult says.Then, let me do that. I say, swallowing a lump in my throat. How long do I have to pretend to be this person to him? Long enough until I consummate the marriage? The idea of it makes my mouth water…“More than anything…I want to nib his lips in a gentle, yet masculine kisses.” It is a shameful thing because he is not mine.“I have to hold myself…for as long as I can.”Fey? Do you hear me? He says and I close my legs tightly to face him.What did you say? I ask.“We have arrived.” He says.Alpha CultI fix my shirt as I look at Fey once again. It feels abstract to think that we are actually a couple or more so, having to pretend that we are one. I have to be on my best behavior because she's actually my wife and my Luna. If I do not give her the respect, how will my pack members give her the respect and how will they even respect us as a whole.So, whatever reason my part lion is going to be angry about. I want it to end before it even begins. We enter into the dashing restaurant, walking side by side, next to one another. I feel the need to hold her hands but I do not know if she's even comfortable enough with me. I may have apologized but it’s only hours ago.These past few days…we've done far worse than holding hands. I don't know where to start naming or remembering all of the events that has taken place. If I have to remember, it will lead me to her sensational scent and that will just make me awaken a set of desires that I've never felt before. So, the moment we
Fiona. I reply Sarah with that remark and the circle is quiet for a short while. I look back at Cult as he begins to have a conversation with Sarah's husband, Irish. "Taking my attention away from the and focusing on my own problems, I feel like there's not even much that I can do to find my sister." Honestly, it feels like I'm just trapped in my sister's life and the sooner she gets back and arrives, the sooner I'll be gone from this particular whirlwind that I'm not familiar with. How long will I be pretending to be his wife? The man is something else and I'm pretending to be something else to. Honestly, after seeing the kind of person he is on the deeper attraction, I have realized that being near him is a dangerous call. "Oh, you're still in love with him? Sarah says and I look at her wondering what she's talking about. What? I say to her. "I mean you know, some people talk about how Cult was forced on you and it was a betrothal. The pack believes that you both are not in
Alpha Cult“Obviously, there's something different about the situation and I need to understand why she is feeling the way she is feeling. I may not know much about her or enough of her but I can see clearly that there is something at stake.I need to find out exactly where it's coming from. Are you going to speak to me? I say as we enter into the house.I'm quite glad that my mother isn't even around currently. If not, we would not be able to build an argument in front in front of her. Right now, I need to say something to her because if I don’t I will never be able to say no anything. Did I complain to you at any point in time? She says to me and I shake my head in disapproval. “I don't know that Sarah told you or if it’s because something you are uncomfortable because they were my friends.” You nothing about them. I say to her, and she's about to walk away when I asked her that question again. Is there any issue? I asks.She looks back at me. “No, Cult, there is nothing.” Plea
Fiona I'm thinking if it where my sister that he was speaking to, would she give herself to him? Right now, what he said about when my sister she throwing herself at him meant Fey wanted him. So, this means that my sister wants to be with him. This means Fey has been begging for his affection and attention all of this while. I know my sister, but if I say no, what would he do? Will this make him go the marriage to be with someone else and to cause calamity in the marriage? "It's not my marriage." It's my sister's marriage and I do not meat to ruin it but I can't cross the line. I'm not even supposed to be here at all. Also, the bitter truth is that I want to do this with him. But I don't want to destroy my sister's life. It is already written clearly in my heart and I just have to proceed with it. I've never been with a man before. I've never gotten close enough to a point where I am in close contact with a man. Cult is the first man that I have been with and this may be the
Alpha Cult I did not imagine we would end up here when I told her that we have to get to know each other. There is a smug on my face. I grab a hold of the counter. I take off my shirt as I watch her red cheeks, and how she shyly puts her hand over her body. I've never been that kind of person who was interested in the anatomy of a woman. But right now, everything about her drives me crazy. She tastes like strawberry and I could devour her throughout the night. In fact, that is the exact plan I have... to actually devour until we spend each other and couldn't have any more again. I take off my shirt and I begin to un buckle the belt of my pants until I'm naked in front her. I see the look of fear in her eyes when she sees me naked. My member is protruding out and it is long, the veins of my manhood are ready for her. I pull her closer to my manhood so that she can feel how aching I am for her. She looks like she's trying to wander away and she cannot imagine the weight and gravi
Fiona. I want to be anywhere except near Cult. I can't seem to think after that ordeal of last night between me and him. I know that I'm definitely not ready to face him once again. I don't know...it's not about the aftermath—it's the fact that I let myself get so accustomed to everything that was happening to me. In that situation, I have already crossed the line and there is no going back if my sister were to appear right in front of me. Right now, I will be found guilty and that will be the rest of it. I don't know. Maybe, I just have to walk away from my thoughts at some point. I can't look back but I kind of want to call it something else. The moment I woke up this morning, I took the initiative to leave the bedroom. My feelings for him makes no sense. How can I fall for him in such a amount of time? How can I let him touch me that that? "I guess since he is my husband or whatsoever." I did not expect us to partake in such an act. I still remember every bit and particle
Alpha Cult My friend and Beta looks at me one more time as I complain about the same thing. I guess it's the fact that he cannot believe what I'm complaining about. It makes no sense. I used to complain to him all the time about my emotional failures, and how I was tired of cleaning behind and trying to make Fey a Luna that she already is. In fact, many times I've talked about my disdain and how when I was younger, my parents made to be in charge of the pack. Well, it's no secret to my Beta in that I have a curse. And because of that, it is only the moon's goddess destined bride that can break my curse and allow me to feel what it is like to be a man that is attracted to his mate. "Irish, are you able to listening to me? I say to him, he places his hands on his chin as we train in the private gym which is open to the most exclusive pack members." This is the gym that the most wealthy and most prominent in our pack go to. There are other public gym but this one has a private me
Fiona After I get back home, I go straight to take a shower. There were a lot of complaints that were laid before me and at some point, I had to extend it to a different day because Alexa understood that I needed to rest. I walk into the room, and I'm quite glad that Cult is not here because I am expected to have some sort of confrontation with him. I know that will happen so I need to stay away from him. In fact, I need my own bedroom right now. I don't know if I would ever be getting that. So, it's a really a confusing thing. I head over to the cinema room in the pack house, it is one of the most amazing sectors of the house. I bless the day that I learned I could literally use this place to hide from Cult. As long as we are still in this house, I really need my space away from him. Although, that is also hard but what is much harder is his mother. She is interfering with our relationship too much and I think this is the part where I do not know whether she's smart or not. I