ALPHA ZADE“You are going to attend,” I don’t look up to face my father. He is standing by my office door, a serious expression on his face.“No, I don’t think so.” I reply with a small scoff. He knows I don’t attend the bonfire, the last time I attended was before my mum died, that was more than twelve years ago.“Your luna is there and you owe her that courtesy,” he states, his tone giving no room for argument.The mention of her has me thinking of when last we saw each other, I remember the bathroom scene and immediately push every thought away.I would like to pretend that never happened.“I owe her nothing,” I growl out, glaring at him. He invited her to this, brought her to this pack but there is no way I’m going to bend to his will. I’ve told him even before he did this that her being here is not going to change anything. They can name her luna all they fucking want, I’m the only one that can bind her to the pack and I’m not going to do it because I won’t mate with her, no mat
FEYREMy breath catches in my throat at the sight of Alpha Zade, I tell myself the reaction is because this is the first time I’m seeing him since our hallway run in—another memory I’m trying to convince myself never happened—and not because of how his dark hair looks tousled. Definitely as a result of running his hands through it. The sleeves of his shirt are rolled up, exposing his tanned and toned forearms.He looks like he just walked straight out of someone’s wet dream.No! I shut that thought off. He probably looks messy because he just finished terrorizing another innocent and unsuspecting female.I’m unable to tear my eyes from him. The reaction of his pack shocked me, you can hear the joy in their voices as they cheered him on. It makes me frown, because what is so special about him coming here, more than two hours late.I mean I was almost an hour late too but mine is classy and cool, like Delilah said.Dylan is almost jumpy as he waves his alpha over, I feel like I’m forgot
ALPHA ZADEFeyre’s words struck me in a place I never thought possible. A growl rips from my chest before I have a chance to control my reaction to her words. My wolf is upset by the words she said and he wants to put her in her place, show her that she could be everything he wanted. I still have half the mind to push him away, I know very well it won’t end well.My muscles are bunched up under the shirt from the effort it is taking to control both myself and my wolf.I bring my hand up off the table and wrap it around her throat, she growls and I feel the vibration. It makes my already hard cock throb in my pants, I feel myself move forward and I press into her back, she stiffens but doesn’t move forward or backward. I don’t know what I expected but I’m disappointed nevertheless. That is why I said I didn’t like her here.I’m someone who likes to be sure, I’m always sure of what I do, what I say and who I want but with her, I want to bend her over this table and fuck her till she sub
FEYREAlpha Zade and I are doing a good job of ignoring each other. He keeps himself busy doing whatever he is doing by the sink on the opposite side of the counter, probably poisoning things or whatever. I don’t care. I stand here trying to figure out where everything is so I can make something to eat. Like a curse, no one I could ask how to help myself walks into the kitchen which just leaves the two of us and I would rather stab myself in the eye than walk out and make it seem like he intimidated me.After what happened at the bonfire, I know he has it out for me. He is that type of petty loser so I know he is planning his revenge, if he hasn’t already gotten started on it. That thought has me looking around the kitchen in suspicion, everything doesn’t look innocent anymore.When I bump my head against the counter for the fifth time, I decide to call it a day and just leave. If Alpha Zade doesn’t kill me first, I’ll probably get a brain bleed from how much I’m hitting my head.I tu
FEYREI slept great last night, with a smile on my face. It felt like I was floating on clouds or something equally dreamy and out of a fairytale, way.After feeding more than seven guys and making sure both jars were empty—I didn’t eat from it in case you were wondering, that way, if he did poison it, I’ll know—I went to bed. All the guys were grateful and they now like me a lot, this I heard from Delilah. So really, it would be a shame if anything happened to them. Although no matter how much he hates me, I doubt he’ll go for the kill which still works in my favor.I wonder how his day would go if a number of his guys all fall sick.And now, I woke up with a smile and after staying in bed for a few minutes just lazing around, I decided to start my day.At the bonfire, before Alpha Zade had joined us and I found escape, Dylan offered to show me around the pack so I could familiarize myself with it. I wanted to say no, because I’m not saying for long and I feel like it would be treaso
FEYREI quickly push off Damien’s shoulders. He chuckles, raising his hands up in surrender.I stand straight and put on a pleasing smile on my face, trying to steady my beating heart. I have no idea why I respond to him this way when I shouldn’t feel anything towards him.“Just kidding,” he adds, still chuckling.I nod and clear my throat, trying to find my voice. “I figured,”“What are you doing?” he asks, then tips his head toward the closed door. “Aside from eavesdropping.” his lips stretch into a breathtaking smile, showing his perfect teeth. Some people’s perfect looks should be illegal.“I wasn’t eavesdropping,” my cheeks heat as I weakly defend. I was eavesdropping and I didn’t want to leave until I got annoyed. “I was just passing by and I happened to bump into the conversation.”“Bump.” He repeats, laughter in his voice.“Yes, almost literally. Just like I bumped into you.” I explain, giving him a blinding smile. I’ve almost forgotten why I came here in the first place.“I’l
FEYREI smile awkwardly and move out of Damien’s hold, not for anything but because I liked the way he was holding me, a little too much if I’m being honest.“Shall we?” he motions, that boyish smile lighting his face. I feel my cheeks heat and it takes everything in me to not bring my hand up and try to rub at the skin to clear it.“Sure,” I found my voice.“After you,” he winks and I get in step beside him. We walk for a minute in silence before Damien speaks again. “How does it feel being away from your pack? I don’t presume it has been easy.”I shrug my shoulders, thinking of what to say. I haven’t given it much thought yet since it is not as though I’m doing anything, then there is that voice in my head that keeps reminding me that all of this is for a month. Knowing it is not permanent makes it easier for me to cope. Since I can’t exactly tell him that, I go for the next best option. The half-truth.“Right now, I can’t really tell.” He nods for me to go on. “I haven’t started an
ALPHA ZADEI’ve been in a shitty mood since I woke up, only to go to the kitchen and find out she gave out my peanut butter and jam. Like that is not enough to ruin my morning, my father had to come and start spewing shit like he usually does. The conversation ended with me slamming the door in his face and walking out. I know it sound like a teenage girl throwing a tantrum but they are all just so fucking frustrating and they make me want to pull my hair out.“You don’t look happy,” Dylan comments unnecessarily when he sees me walking to my car.The weather is a bit warm and it would be nice to go for a run, let my wolf out in the wild, he has been on edge and that would be great help but I have things to do this morning. I didn’t have time to talk to Damien last night since he insisted he was tired from traveling and couldn’t talk about work.Like the private jet he had me fund so it could be easier for him didn’t offer much comfort. He also had the energy to flirt with every woman