"We're going back to my pack," he said out of nowhere that made my eyebrows met. Why so sudden? I mean we came here a week ago because I ran away from them and now he decided to go back like nothing happened? Can't we stay here for a while?
What if they're still mad at me? What if they still can't accept me? I don't want him to choose between me and his pack, I'm selfish, yes I am but I don't want him to feel like I'm controlling him, that's unhealthy for a relationship that just started even though destiny itself is the one who mated us.
"But blade, you know that our situation now is still complicated, I don't know if I can face them, some of them- or maybe all of them still hates me, you can always go back there but I won't" He sighed with my answer. Am I giving him a hard time? Should I just sacrifice now?
"Mi Reina, we need to face them, I promise, I won't let anyone hurt you, trust me this time my queen... Please.." he pleaded and I know that I can't stand seeing him plead, an alpha don't plead to anyone, even to his mate. He has his responsibilities and he can't run from that, even though he's heartless most of the time, he's still a great alpha and a dedicated one.
I slowly nod my head though I'm still having a second thought about it. I'm afraid, afraid of what might change when we get back there, we both don't know what's waiting for us but I hope that everything will be all right for the both of us. I just hope that no one will try to break what we have now.
"Don't worry my queen, we still have a month before going back, I want you mine alone for even just for a month, I will own you over and over again until you can never get over me" My heart instantly melt with his flowery words, he's so good in choosing words to make me feel better.
He hugged me and rested his face on the side of my neck, he then placed a soft kiss on it and I chuckled at how he acts like a baby, my baby alpha.
By the way, it's already a week since we shared that steamy and memorable night, it's been also a week since we both confessed to wash other, gladly I healed faster, but I don't know why the pain just vanished after a few hours without even leaving any trace, but the favor isn't on me, it's on him, he's so happy that he can savor me every passing night and when I said every night, I mean it. All I want to do is to steal his energy away from him but why the fuck can he easily get recharged?
That's one of the perks of a werewolf- an alpha rather, he has no limitation, I think he doesn't feel exhaustion at all as I experienced how he made love with me the whole night till dawn. He can't get off me, I know that. Well, it's just me, Aze, who wouldn't get off me? -just kidding.
"Hey! Hey! I didn't even say I can't get off of you, you're too full of yourself mi Reina!" He ranted like an in denial piece of a jerk. He doesn't seem so obvious, does he?
"So you're telling me that I'm bluffing huh Apollo Blade Lucerne? You're denying it?" I looked at him in his eyes with a serious look, and I think it's successful because I saw how his expression changed.
"I concede, mi Reina" I stopped when I heard something in my mind and it says "oh shit she's like Godzilla and a witch combined"
"WHAT DID YOU JUST SAID APOLLO BLADE LUCERNE?" he stiffened like a statue after hearing me raise my voice, all this time he was thinking of me as Godzilla and a witch? You're dead blade, you're so dead now.
"Said what?" He asked but then his face paled after realizing something.
"Don't you know?" I smirked at his nervous face, I'm enjoying this.
"M-mi Reina, I think it was just your imagination"
"Really blade? You want me to repeat it for you?" He was sweating already and I kept on acting like I am so mad at him.
"Oh hell, why did you learned that just now? " he said like he's regretting everything. Well, you'll see the consequences of your thoughts my king, it's not the curiosity that kills, it's the thoughts.
"I'll be sleeping in my room without you for a week and you can't do anything about that... My king" I winked at him before I walked out but he walked after me while nagging.
"No, I'm sorry mi Reina, please just punish me in other ways but this, have mercy on me, my queen, this alpha of yours is too weak without you for a week, please" I just laughed and didn't even glance at him, because if I did, I might lose my act and just forgive him.
"Don't even try to disobey me and open this door or else you'll be sleeping alone for a year" I threatened him and closed the door right at his puzzled face. Now watch your innocent little kitten punish you.
Yes, my king, I can be a combined Godzilla and witch at the same time but you won't like to see my bitchy attitude, because I won't even let you feel mercy.
He kept on knocking at my door as if he can't destroy it, though he really should try to because he knows what I can do and he needs to be afraid about that. His Queen is the best witch that this world has.
"Mi Reina open the door!" He shouted from the outside, his voice is raised but I still can hear a pleading in it.
"Nothing's gonna make me open that" I teased him. I love his reaction every time I'm teasing him, he's so cute.
The noise stopped so I assumed that he gave up and realized what he did, it became quiet and I'm thankful for that. Finally, I slept with a devilish smile on my face, satisfied with what I did to him. Call me evil but I really love love and love seeing him frustrated.
I woke up when I felt a heavy arm around me, as far as I can remember, I have no one beside me before I sleep, blade can't also enter because I already threatened him. Don't tell me blade disobeyed me?
I was right! It was blade who's peacefully sleeping next to me, his face looks so innocent when he's sleeping and he's so precious- he's like the most gentleman in the whole universe when his eyes are closed but when that eyes stared at you, you will find the devil hiding behind it, an evil creature that is only meant for me, mine and mine alone.
But what is he doing? Didn't I tell him not to enter this room? I just shook my head in disbelief, he's such a hard-headed man.
I looked at the door but it's not broken nor open so I got up then I saw him opened his mesmerizing amber eyes. He wasn't sleeping at all, I know that because werewolves don't sleep every night, they only do when they want to.
"What the hell are you doing here blade? Di you just disobeyed me?" I crossed my arms while one of my eyebrows are raised, he then gulped and told me his excuse.
"No, you told me not to enter through the door so I pass through your window, now let's sleep" he justified then hugged me that caused me to lie next to him, he closed his eyes like he's so sleepy but he can't fool me.
Gosh, he's such a rational genius guy that I love. But that he's intelligence won't work on me, I still need him to do something right now and I won't let him rest as he wants.
"No, you need to get up. I want you to train me" he immediately opened his eyes widely after hearing it. Told ya, I can make you get up.
"Train? Train you what?" He was stunned and clueless at the same time.
"Teach me how to fight, I wanna learn how to beat you up every time I'll catch you calling me Godzilla and witch" I got up and walked to the kitchen as I left him dumbfounded. Heck yes, I'm serious babe. But that was crazy, I know, who the fuck would ask the person that you'll beat up to teach you how to murder him?
He followed me in the kitchen, I know that he'll complain, I'm sure of that.
"No I won't teach you, not because I'm afraid that you'll beat me up but because teaching you also means hurting you physically and I won't do that, I'll just let someone teach you when we get back but please don't force .e because my answer will always be a big NO" aww that's so sweet of him.
"But-"
"No buts mi Reina, I don't care if you'll hate me or you'll be mad at me, but I won't hurt you even if it cost my life" he cut me off and I know that I can't do anything about it, when it comes to me, he always takes it seriously and his serious side will always come out of him.
"I want to help you, I don't want to be a burden if something happens" I looked at my feet to avoid his eyes but he placed his hands on my chin and moved my face up to look at him.
"You will still learn next month, and besides, I can protect you, so don't worry too much ok? Nothing bad will happen to you as long as I'm here" I just nod my head and accepted my defeat.
"Let's go back to bed... I want to cuddle" he said and pouted like a baby. Oh God, I know it's cute but it's weird to see a cute face but manly and full of muscles body.
"Oh gosh, I wanna capture a video of you doing that and sell it. Imagine an alpha pouting with a puppy face, that hilarious! I can be rich in an instant!" I laughed at his face that I almost fell while laughing. He's so funny.
"Then do it but you have to lift my punishment" oh, is he talking about the one week of sleeping alone? Is he afraid of that?
"Hell no! Face the consequences given by your queen darling" he just rolled his eyes at me and gave me a sulky face. He's such a baby giant and I love him for that.
"Fine!" He said being so sulky then walked out.
I just let him go and ate but when I tried to find him, he was nowhere to be found, looks like he was affected by that, but that's so shallow, I know he won't be mad just because of that, maybe he just really have something important to do.
I waited till afternoon but there's no blade anywhere. I haven't eaten lunch yet for I'm worried about him but he didn't show up.
Is he that angry with me? I kept on standing in front of the door thinking that he'll open it but no, he's gone. I just walked to my room with a heavy heart.
It pains me knowing that he's mad at me, I was just kidding but why did he take it seriously? Blade, please...
I just took a deep breath to ease my heavy heart but it still won't work, I will only end up disappointed in myself.
A noise brought me back to my senses, I just realized that I've been in this room for hours, I heard a piece of mellow music so I took the stairs and saw him there, waiting for me like a king waiting for his Queen.
There is a table for two, candlelight in the middle of the table, food, wine, and a man playing the violin just beside where Blade is. It looks like a romantic dinner date, the date that I've been dreaming to experience since I became a lady that only he can give me, and here it is.He's wearing a formal suit, which made him more manly and handsome even though he already is, I never saw him in this attire before but he looks good in it, it suits him and I can imagine making love with him with that attire of him on, but I immediately erased that thought as I know that he can always read my mind.He met me at that stairs, looking at me with his glowing eyes, I'm just wearing a simple t-shirt and shorts because I didn't know that he has this plan. He then held my hand to help me walk down the stairs without leaving his eyes on me. He's such a gentleman, my man."Flowers for my beautiful mate" he gave me the bouquet of red r
Three weeks had passed and the blood moon will now come out after a month of waiting, time flies so fast, right. It seems like I've just read that book yesterday although it was actually a month since then.That's why I'm afraid of time, it can change anything and you can never fix it when time doesn't want to, if everyone was afraid of creature like us, then I'm afraid of how time work because you can never turn it back the way you want to, you will just find yourself reminiscing but not going back in time to change everything. I admit that I sometimes wish to turn it back then I'll realize that it's impossible. Now look at me now, waiting for a useless thing.I was actually waiting for it, the blood moon and I still don't know the reason why, I'm just really curious, though I won't witness the vaewolf with my own eyes since I don't know whom it will be, it could be more amazing if I'll watch that myself but let's just wait, maybe there'll be a sigh or something on wh
Blade came back like nothing happened even though there are many things that he missed including who I truly am, and there is much pain that he failed to stop, pains that can probably change me to life, but I hope not. He promised to protect me from any pain and to not let it go through me again, but where is he? Gone for some fucking reason that who knows what and I also don't want to know it anymore. I know it's not his fault, it's never his fault, but I wanna know why he wasn't here last night. I wanna know why I suffered alone, again. I'll be so inconsiderate if I'll blame him because there's no one to blame but me, it's always me and it has always been me. "Good morning mi Reina! Rise and shine my sunshine... I missed your smiles already, hey, wake up my love" I don't wanna open my eyes even though I ain't asleep. I don't want his smile to vanish just because I have no strength to smile at him back, I don't want him to feel guilty just because I failed to pr
"So, where were you last night?" Did he think that I already forgot about that? Well I didn't, I was actually thinking of that a while ago but I can't find my timing and now I found one. I've heard somewhere that your mate doesn't have any responsibility to inform you anything that he'll do, it's actually ok for me if he's not comfortable answering me as long as he'll not lie to me, I would rather accept him keeping his privacy from me that lying to me, though we don't have privacy if we'll keep both of our mind open.I actually like it to be open if there's something important for us to talk to and not just because we're afraid that there may be something going on because that means we don't trust each other. After all, doubt is winning over trust and I hate that kind of toxic relationship. Though I must admit that I'm sometimes toxic when I know that I'm the one who's right."I-i just, Uhm... My pack needed me last night so I came there" is that it? Then why do
"Aze! Aze! Let me in! oh fuck you all" I heard a familiar voice shouting outside like a pig that is about to give birth. I think I know who has the most annoying voice, my best friend, Carmen. Hell, I miss that bitch! But gosh, I can feel the secondhand shame because of her but she looks like she's not ashamed, what a thick face that she has! Hell, is she really my friend. I can't remember her now, who is she? Just kidding!Can someone please make her stop? Her loud voice is now echoing in the whole forest and she's still not even planning to stop. For goodness' sake! I want to shout at her to stop it already but I can't I might end up laughing my ass off because of her stupidity."If she weren't your friend, I will surely cut his throat open for causing noise in my palace, she has the guts to shout outside an alpha's place? I'm starting to lose my temper with her my Reina, help me" I heard Blade talked beside me, how long has he been there? So he also feel
"She's my best friend blade! She was the one who was there for me during the time that I needed anyone that most and you can't just tell me that I need to avoid her just because of a reason that you can't even tell me! What is your problem, really? She didn't even do something wrong to me for you to react like that! Are you out of your mind? Or are you really jealous of her?" I confront him after we arrived at our room. My breathing ragged while shouting those words at him. I really can't understand his point but he can't even make me understand it! He's such a psycho!"I just don't like her" Anger took over me after hearing his response."JUST BECAUSE OF THAT FUCKING REASON? YOU'RE BEING UNREASONABLE BLADE!" I was almost out of breath, huffing, and don't know how to let go of the anger that I'm feeling. He's so unbelievably, he's not even the same blade that I met a month ago. What happened? Why is he acting like this?"Your mouth Mi Reina" and now he wan
"Carmen? Where are you?" I shouted the moment I entered her house. Blade already permitted me to visit her though I don't need his permission, I will still go here on my own, who told him that I'll let anyone stop me?it was locked but thankfully, the keys that she gave me years ago are still in my possession. I made sure that it'll be with me in case that I'll get back and I really did. The whole place is so unusually quiet, the surrounding was tranquil and it made me more nervous than ever.Where is she? I bet she is not here because if she is, she'll surely welcome me and ran towards me the moment she heard my voice, but I saw no one.I walked up the stairs to check in her room, maybe she's having what she called beauty rest and is lazy to get up, but she's still nowhere to be found. I checked the bathroom, kitchen, and every place that she might be but she's not there.Where did she go? As far as I can remember, she's not going out in time
"Good day milady" a familiar voice greeted me, its Dash. He was wearing his usual grin just like how every playboy is, never thought that werewolves have that kind of man. He was wearing a plain white t-shirt and black shorts.I was taking a walk outside the palace to see how beautiful the surrounding is but he called me and started walking with me. Is he up to blade? Then why did he approached me instead of just walking himself to Blade's place?"Oh, hi. Are you up to Blade? He's not here, he has some important errands to do, but you can just come back later at night, he'll be home hat time" I turned to look at him while speaking but he was looking at the path that we're taking."No, I was just wandering around and saw a gorgeous woman alone, I just assumed if I can join you, you seem so lonely a while ago so I decided to just walk with you. Can I?" he asked politely, there's nothing wrong with it right? Besides I'm so bored in the palace, I don't want to