Chapter 19

Raven and I went out and went to the bar we own. We used to like to sit and just listen to the noise of the environment, but now I want to get drunk. I want to try to get drunk and forget everything that ran through my mind.

Raven brought a woman with her, and she is now with us at the table. That's exactly what Raven is like—not a big girl; of course she's beautiful and white, but most of all, she's naughty. They kept flirting in front of me, so I got even more annoyed. They know I'm broken, and then they'll cry in front of me.

Lettuce.

I just drank until I finished one bottle and asked the waiter for another. The two didn't stop me because they were busy with each other. They just need to undress in front of me. Because they are holding each other.

I must have had four bottles of wine when I heard the good music, so I went to the dance floor to dance.

I just danced along with other people who were dancing, some with their partner and some with their friend; they were nervous about t