MELANIE
Today was one of the rare days that I choose to take a walk in the streets. Sometimes, especially when I'm faced with writer's block, I just lock up my apartment and breeze about, almost always ending up at the central park.The weather was cold, which was expected since rain had only been falling few minutes ago. I tried to walk as composedly as possible in my ankle boots, avoiding tiny pools of muddy water where I could.Tucking my hands in my coat pockets, I breathed in the fresh scent of rain. It was one of the things that I seemed to love.The smell of rain.Probably because my mother and I had a ritual of playing in the rain when I'd been growing up. At least until she was forcefully taken from me by a ghastly accident.I pushed down the lump in my throat, my eyes almost instantly stinging. I'd come home from school and she hadn't been in the house the way she always was just for my sake, even though she was fully employed.My dad had returned home hours later to inform me that my mom had been in an accident. He'd been called from work that it was an emergency. She'd been on her way back home to see me.I'd killed her.Inhaling a bit of air, I forced all memories to a dark corner in my mind for when I was feeling lonely and depressed. I was about to take a turn when muddy water splashed me from my right side.Eyes widening in shock, I looked down to take inventory of my appearance. Mud was practically everywhere. In my hair. On my arms. On my clothes. All over my freaking body.Shit.On instinct, my gaze drifted to the car which had caused the mess. What kind of insane driver was behind the wheels? Luckily, he had the decency to stop the car. Anger boiling in my veins, I found myself marching to the driver's side of the car.The door opened before I could knock on it and the driver stepped out. Calming myself down, I raise my head and stared into the eyes of...Damon Trent.My heart stopped for a beat and then began racing. I could feel my blood heating once more but for an entirely different reason. He closed the door behind him, coming to his full height in front of me. Almost two whole inches taller than I was, his presence was a bit intimidating. Especially because he was standing so close to me.I stepped back, sucking in a sharp breath. I knew he was good looking from all the times I'd seen him in the news but the pictures didn't do him any justice. He was six foot of raw masculinity and sex and everything in between. My eyes roamed over his face, taking in the dark hair that called out to my hands, his jaw, his cheekbones, his eyes.My gaze lowered to his lips and for one second I let myself imagine what it would feel like to be kissed by him. Would it feel as good as I'd heard? Would he go further? Put his mouth right where I wanted it the most? Between my legs.Jesus, Mel.I swallowed, embarrassed at my reaction. I felt tingles in places I didn't even know I could feel things. It took me a while to remember why I was even standing in front of him in the first place."You shouldn't drive that fast when everywhere is this muddy," I heard myself saying. Was that actually my voice? It didn't sound like me. I didn't normally sound like a bratty high school cheerleader.His eyebrows pinched together, his gaze moving over my entire frame. I feel his eyes on every part of me. his eyes traveled up and down my body taking every inch in, i feel my body trembling in response "Excuse me?"My heart sank at the tone of his voice. It was one I knew very well. I didn't know why I was disappointed though. The rumours about Damon Trent were enough to let you know that he wasn't a very nice person. There was no smoke without a fire after all.It was such a shame all the hot ones had to come with such shitty personalities."Do you have a problem with your hearing?" I asked, irritated now. I hadn't expected an apology right away but I'd expected that he would be remorseful.Or at least try to act like it.His eyebrows arched in a way that made me think he was starting to get as annoyed as I was. He tilted his head, digging his hands into his pockets and simply staring at me."I believe the fact that I responded to your order should tell you that I do not infact have a problem with hearing," His eyes dropped meaningfully to his wrist watch. "Just actually paying conscious attention to people who have no idea how to behave."My mouth went wide open at his words. He had some nerve acting arrogant when he was the one in the wrong. I had every right to be angry. I was the one who had mud all over her."No idea how to behave? Are you fucking with me right now?" I pointed at my shirt. "You're the one who splashed mud all over me and rather than apologize you're being very rude."He heaved an annoyed sigh and then reached for his pocket. Before I could make out what he was up to, he'd already forced fifty dollar bill into my hands. "There." His voice was hoarse. "Clean yourself up and keep the change." I stood motionless for a few seconds, only blinking.What a complete bastard.Fury blinding my senses before I could control myself, I lifted the bill and ripped it into pieces right in front of him. I shook my head at angry at myself for wasting five minutes of my life on someone who was obviously not worth it."Fuck you and fuck your god-damned money," I dead-panned, trying not to yell since we were beginning to cause a scene. "The fact that you're rich doesn't give you the right to act like an asshole."Not bothering to wait for a reply, I turned and walked on the opposite direction, no longer feeling the need to complete my walk. I should have just taken a nap instead.It was jerks like him that made me remember why I didn't bother trying to make friends. I looked down at my shirt, sniffing dramatically.Damn, this was my favorite tank top.***"You said what?" Trish exclaimed, her dark eyes wide with shock. Even with her shocked expression, I could still detect a hint of excitement in her eyes. "To Damon Trent? The Damon Trent?"I rolled my eyes at her antics. We were in my house, having homemade pizza and lemonade. She'd seen my tank top in the laundry basket and had wondered why it was so muddy.At first I'd tried to shrug off the question but she'd somehow managed to pry it out of me. "He was being very rude, Trish. He didn't apologize even when I had started walking out on him." I brought my glass to my lips."How can anyone still be attracted to him after witnessing his arrogance first hand?""So you're not still attracted to him even after the whole episode?" She teased, wiggling her eyebrows dramatically. I thought about her question, not wanting to admit that I was infact still attracted to him.Her phone beeped twice, shattering the comfortable silence. "I guess that's the problem with attraction. It doesn't need a reason to happen most times," I said by way of answering. "It just does."I raised my eyebrows at her when she began looking at me a type of way. I didn't need a soothsayer to tell me what was going on in her head. Trish had to be cupid's assistant if by any chance she wasn't cupid herself.I stood up, walking to the living room. "Don't you even dare start," I warned her as I turned on my N*****x. The last thing I needed was for her to be caught up in the idea that there could be a possibility of something happening between Damon and I.She stalked behind me, her gaze fixed pointedly on me like I was trying to hide something. "I didn't even say anything, Mel," She tried to feign innocence but I wasn't buying it. I knew her better than that.I narrowed my eyes. "I know that look.""This look?" She asked, making an attempt at being overtly natural. When I just kept staring straight at her, she huffed and her shoulders deflated. "Fine. So I think that Damon and you might be good together, sue me.""I will," I snapped at her, pretending to be dialing my lawyer. "Please don't get into any of your antics, Trish. Damon and I are as opposite as the day and night."I was still having a hard time understanding why we were even talking about Damon Trent. We were acting like Damon and I were casual friends who had a possibility of becoming something more when in reality, Damon didn't even know that I existed.Prior to today's incident, we had never met neither had we said a word to each other. I knew for a fact that he wouldn't even realize that I was the one he'd splashed muddy water with his car if I walked past him some other day."How so?" She asked.I stared at her. Simply stared, expecting that it had been a rhetorical question. I paused when I saw her expectant gaze. Oh, she wasn't joking. She really expected an answer from me."For one, he's into the whole public scene and I am most definitely not," I highlighted. The very last thing I needed was to have my quiet life thrown upside down because of any kind of involvement with that jerk. "And after today, I assure you that we do not like each other."Trish said nothing for a while, choosing to fix her attention on the tv screen. "I still haven't forgotten the promise you made to do whatever I wanted you to, don't forget."I forced myself to stay calm but inside I couldn't stop the feeling of dread.I'd gone and dug my own grave, hadn't I?DAMONI gripped the neck of the bottle in front of me and lifted it to my mouth, enjoying the way the liquid burned my throat as it rushed down. It was six days already since the day I'd found out that I had to get married in less than three months and stay married for three years. My life had taken a dive since then."It's not fair for your dad to have tried to control you like that." Shayla voiced out from where she sat beside Jake. We went out to a club like we did every Friday night. I finally decided to disclose what had gone down in the meeting I'd had with my father's lawyer.Their reactions weren't surprising to me. They didn't know the kind of man my father had been. He hadn't wanted me to make a name for myself. Luckily, I wasn't someone who could be pushed around. I'd grown up trying to live up to his expectations as the only child.It didn't take long for me to realize I would never be able to match his expectations of me. He would always see me as less than him. After It
MELANIEI narrowed my eyes, wondering why he was headed in my direction. Trish was saying something about how crowded the bar was even though we weren't exactly that late but I wasn't paying her any attention. My blood heated in my veins and I tried to remind myself that he was like any other person I'd come across. There was nothing special about him."Oh my gosh," Trish gushed beside me, gripping my arm like it was a lifeline. I turned my attention to her. Her eyes, smoky with make-up, were rounded and her lips were wide open with surprise. I already knew what had gotten her in such a state of glee. "Damon Trent is coming right this way," She reduced her voice to what I'm sure she thought was a whisper. "And he's staring right at you."I winced when Damon came to stand in front of me right after she had just finished speaking. I had no doubt that he must have heard caught onto her statement. I was going to kill Trish and then burn her dead body one of these days. There was nothing a
Damon"She doesn't want to have kids yet." Jake stated bluntly, running his hand through his hair, a frustrated look on his face. My eyebrows arched in surprise at his words and I watched in concern as he lifted his drink by the bottleneck and drew it to his mouth. I released a deep breath, not quite sure how to respond to that.He'd messaged me earlier and asked if we could meet up for drinks. I had known just from how curt his text was that he wasn't meeting up to just drink. There was something going on. And I'd been right. I had thought that Shayla had already discussed whatever her problem had been a week and half ago with him. It appeared that I had been completely wrong and she was only just now opening up.I tilted my head to the side, trying to mull his words over in my head. If there was anyone I knew who was going to be a wonderful mother to her kids, it was Shayla. There wasn't a woman I'd come across who was as amazing with kids as she was. I'd seen her with Jake nieces a
MelanieI was a bit reluctant to answer that final question and I wasn't exactly sure why. Shayla had already put me through every single thing that I was apparently supposed to do. I didn't think I was incapable of reason but she must have thought so with the way she had been behaving while trying to prep me.I already told myself that I was not going to take the contest seriously. Why should I? I had no interest in getting married to Damon Trent. And I didn't think that was ever going to change. Then again I've never been one to do something half-baked. If something was worth doing, then to me it was worth doing well.Especially since I could tell that Damon Trent didn't want me here."I guess I could just tell you the answer I'd been prepared to give earlier," I heard myself saying, deciding to be completely honest at the last minute. "But I know that's bull." And Damon would definitely know it too. I raised my shoulder, trying to be casual. My eyes cut to Damon and unsurprisingly,
*Damon*I found it really funny that I could live for almost five years in a city and not so much as hear about someone but suddenly I meet them and I can't seem to stop seeing them wherever I go. Especially since I desperately wanted to. She was following me. Or maybe I was the one following her. The point was that one of us definitely had to be following the other.That was the only explanation.There was no way she could suddenly start showing up everywhere that I was. I had frequented this gym for the past three months and not once have I laid my eyes on her. I would have known it if I had. I wouldn't meet someone as intriguing as she was and then forget about it. I hated it. The way she seemed to suddenly barge into my life and start popping up everywhere that I turn to.I inhaled a calming breath and fisted my hand at my sides. I threw my arm and punched the boxing bag in front of me, trying to not take a glance in her direction and failing woefully. When had she registered her
*Melanie*I stared at my phone, not sure what it was that I was looking at. I had been sent an email about some readjustments in the contest rules. Something about not being in any entanglement or relationship while we were still part of the contest. I wondered if Damon instigated the new rule after what happened the other day at the gym.I had no doubt he probably thought that I was following him. Even I was confused as to how we had managed to live without so much as bumping into each other but now it seemed like it was all it could do. I decided that I was going to add some activity that was going to ensure I got out of the house and the best I had come up with was securing a gym membership.I figured that a gym was probably the most social place I could find where people didn't actually interact and chit chat. Not to mention the annoyingly huge amount that I'd paid was sure to get me out of the house thrice every week.I dropped my phone on my bed and continued with folding my clo
*Damon*She was doing it again. Buttering my friends up. This time it was just Shayla. I narrowed my eyebrows at Shayla, trying and failing to keep my irritation in check. She wasn't doing anything wrong. If anything she was probably doing something right trying to know the contestants on a more personal level. It just irked me that she would become friendly with this contestant out of them all.I felt like Melanie was getting relaxed and familiar with them in a way that she never would with me. I felt her letting her guards back up as if to prove my point. The smile that had been on her face just seconds ago was suddenly nowhere to be seen. She seemed to instinctively take a cautious step backwards and stand up straighter."Help me with these would you?" Shayla said with more attitude than she was used to displaying. I arched an eyebrow when she literally dumped the files she'd been holding on my arms. She gave me a smug look, turning to fix her gaze on Melanie. "Damon will show you
*Melanie*I was losing my mind. Yeah, that was it. I was absolutely going crazy. That would explain why I've been hearing Damon's voice echoing somewhere in my head on fucking repeat. It was so annoying. I wanted to just reach deep inside my head and yank his stupid voice out before it turned into some kind of catchy sound track.Your eyes are so fucking beautiful.Why exactly had he felt the need to say that? He could have just kept his damn opinions to himself. At least then I wouldn't be constantly hearing his voice inside of my head. Wouldn't be feeling like a thousand butterflies had erupted in my stomach. Because his confession had gotten to some part of me I didn't even know existed.I released an angry breath and then rubbed my forehead. I didn't need him to start complicating things and putting me through an emotional rollercoaster. It would definitely make my life a lot easier if I felt nothing for him but dislike. If his touch didn't make me hot all over. If his voice didn'