Chapter 1

WARNING R18_SPG

"Where am I?" That was the only word that came out of my mouth when I opened my eyes. I trembled. It's so dark here, I can't see anything. I'm also having trouble breathing, and all I can feel right now is very hot. My whole body seems to be heating up. I also felt very thirsty. I want to drink, I want to take off my clothes and most of all I want to take a shower.

It's like my body is on fire. Why is it like this? That's when I remembered what happened..

Flashback

Miles and I go to the bar together, since today is Saturday and we have no classes in school. I'd rather go with her, to somehow relieve my sadness and problems.

As anyone says, drinking alcohol is one of the answers to a broken heart. Even though Yuan and I haven't separated yet, what I'm going through is already very difficult.

There wasn't a day that I didn't go to my Part Time Job just to give my father some extra money for his dialysis.

But sadly, the money I got was not enough because he had three sessions, and the cost of the medicine he took for three days was more than three thousand.

Mama is only working by washing someone's clothes or doing laundry, just to help me for my father's treatment. My studies are still in jeopardy because Yuan's Family kicked me out of La Salle. I was planning to enter Cavsu-Indang, but I felt hesitant because their family was definitely known, their connection is wide and I know that it will reach that University as well. I might not be able to study forever. What will happen to my younger brother's future if that happens?

"Miles, do you know anyone or any company so that I can apply for a job?" I asked my friend Miles.

She looked at me as she drank from her glass of wine.

"Nothing. You know I'm not working. I will work when I finish my studies." she said in a serious tone.

"Do you know a cash loan or installment that can I borrow money?" I asked with all my courage.

"I know something, but it will make you suffer." she said in a worried tone.

I wondered.

"Why? How percentage are they?" I wondered.

"60% in every one thousand," she said bluntly.

My eyes widened in surprise at what she said. "What?!" I can't believe it.

"Yes, that's cruel. Out of the 15,000 pesos you borrow the interest per month is 6,000 pesos." she exemplified. I was depressed by what I heard. The interest seems big and will make me sink myself into the ground instead of helping me.

I am completely covered in mud. And they will step on me nonstop.

"If only I could ask Daddy for money. I wish I could have lent it to you. Dad is strict with money. He makes it even more difficult for us to work." she said seriously.

I smiled sadly. "I understand." I just said, even if inside my mind.I just realized that not all friends can help you in times of trouble. Even so, when they are having trouble and problems, we are very quick to approach. Even if how fast we act to help, they are slow to respond when we ask them for help, when we are in the situation. We just sympathize with them in every happiness. They will only empathize with us verbally and emotionally, compared to us who can hardly sleep just to help them.

I sighed and drank the wine in the glass.

After a while, a waiter came and said, "Ladies and gentlemen, this is a brand new wine. You might want to taste it. It's free to taste." he said in a genuine tone. I just smiled and shook my head.

"No, it's fine with me." I said. While my friend Miles was very happy and said "go ahead! I'll taste it!" the waiter handed it to her.

"Ma'am, give it a try, there's nothing to lose. Please give me the feedback once you taste it." he continuously asked me. Miles finished a small glass.

"Wow! It tastes so good! It's weird, it has a sweet taste and it will draw a line when it's in your throat." Miles praised the liquors happily.

She elbowed me and said "Go on, safe.. Try to Drink it, so that you can taste it, don't waste your chance while it's free!" she's urging me.

So I did nothing but get one and give the feedbacks. "It's true, it's delicious. But why do I taste something and its bitter?" I wondered.

Miles laughed at my question. "Gaga! It must be because it is an alcohol!" she said exaggeratedly.

"but..I thought you said it is sweet?" I asked curiously.

The waiter said goodbye and thanked me. He didn't answer my question.

Miles and I had a few drinks and she started dancing on the dance floor. She asked me to join her but I shook my head because I was going to the comfort room.

"I'm just going to the Comfort Room. I want to pee." I said, she laughed. Then later on she gently nodded.

While walking.. I felt very dizzy. My vision is also blurry. I can't seem to step on my feet. I still feel very hot.

Until I suddenly lost consciousness. And this is the consequence.

"Damn it!" I cussed. Could it be that there is an Aphrosidiac that I drank? I stopped in my thoughts when suddenly the door of the room opened.

Dj, my co-worker at the Cafè, came out there. He grinned while staring at me. "Do you know I've waited so long for this night? Hershey..." he said in a soft voice.

My hair stood up in fear. I trembled. I was also restless, I could barely move my hand and foot because they were tied to the bed I was lying on. Damn!

"I've wanted you for a long time, I've been fantasizing about your body for a long time. I want to hear you moan. Do you know that?" he said as if he was crazy. I was shocked there.

I felt like a cold water was poured on me. My tears started to fall first. I'm afraid and Nervous.

Where is Miles?!

"Don't come any closer! Please Have mercy! Don't go ahead with whatever you're planning!" I cried so much.

His eyes were bloodshot and it looked like he was on drugs while looking at me. Red eyes and drooling lips.

He's disgusting!

"This is the chance that Mrs. Guerrero gave me. It's a bonus that I was paid a billion just to touch you." he smiled at me.

I felt a big hatred in my heart. I didn't think Yuan's Mommy's evilness would reach it extreme. She has no heart! She will do anything just to keep his son and I apart.

"No! please.. Please have mercy.." I cried and begged here. But he immediately approached me and destroyed my clothes. It tore my blouse and left my two piece undies. I already crying hard.

"NO!!!"

He didn't listen and He slapped me with all his might. I was almost deafened by the force of its slap. I cried and begged "please, don't rape me.." until he grinned.

"I want you. And your Yuan can't do anything." he said with his raised eyebrows.

"DON'T! PLEASE TALK!" I shouted again in fear and while trembling so he punched me in the stomach. I almost salivated from the pain. I squirmed in my binding. I just prayed and wished that Yuan would have come.

He was about to take off my clothes when he suddenly threw himself on the floor. Yuan stomped on it and punched him in the face. Until he vomited a fresh blood.

"Touch her body and I will put you six feet below the ground!" Yuan said coldly.