Alicia's POV
After I left Nathan's office, I couldn't comprehend or understand what I was feeling or what was going on exactly. I know I'm supposed to be excited, I finally got the freedom I always craved but a part of me was sad.
Throughout the entire ride from his office to my home, I couldn't shake off the sad feeling. It kind of stuck with me for a long time even after I got home. I sat back to watch a comedy show in my room but it didn't appear funny to me.
When my eyes moved to the framed picture of Grandma Mary sitting on my bed stand, that was when I realized where the sadness was coming from. I feel like I'd disappointed her with my decision. If she was alive, my decision would've killed her. It would've been written on her gravestone that I was the cause of her death.
Tears welled up in my eyes and I quickly wiped it off with a finger to stop myself from crying. I picked up the divorce document I'd gotten a day after Grandma Mary died and dropped it off on the kitchen counter so Nathan can find it whenever he gets back home.
I walked back to my room and decided to make myself happy. I played some music, poured myself a glass of wine, and started dancing around the room. I knew all I should feel was happiness and nothing else. Feeling sad after getting what I always wanted should be a criminal offense. I should be arrested for feeling sad when I'm supposed to be happy.
I kept dancing till I was tired and exhausted. I switched off the music, turned to lock my bedroom door, and retire for the night only to find Nathan at the door, his mouth hanging open, almost reaching the floor.
My face burned red from embarrassment, I wanted the floor to open up and swallow me whole. While I was dancing stupidly, Nathan was out there watching me, thinking I was probably losing my mind or I was going mental.
My feet that were previously stuck suddenly found themselves moving towards the door.
"Goodnight" I muttered as I held the handle ready to close it.
I was halfway into closing the door when I heard him speak.
"Ahm, we should talk. Downstairs,"
I raised my head to look at him and ask him why but he was long gone just like always. I'd hoped the conversation wouldn't come up because I honestly don't want to talk to him any more till I move out of the house. He's now in the past and I would love to keep him there.
Reluctantly, I followed him. He wasn't sitting, he was standing, facing the wall, the document I'd left for him earlier was in his hands but his hand was on his forehead as if he was trying to comprehend something.
"How long had you been thinking about the divorce?" He asked, still not facing me.
"Since we got married,"
"Why?"
"It's obvious, isn't it? The fact that we didn't even know each other enough when we got married is enough reason for the divorce,"
He turned.
"I made it easier by signing that contract with you that night. I allowed you to state your terms, things that'll make you happy in the marriage and I did my best to stick to those things,"
This was my fear, my deepest fear. I feared him bringing up the contract and now that he did, I have to find a way to get him back on track.
"You already agreed to get a divorce. Why are you changing your words?"
"I'm not begging you to stay in the marriage, I'm just….. nothing makes ….."
He stopped, stared down at me and I looked away.
"You got the divorce letters behind my back a day after my grandma died,"
"Yes," I whispered. That part made me appear to be a bitch or a heartless bitch.
"Did you even mourn her a little? I thought you always talked about how she was your favorite person and how much you loved her and yet, you got divorce papers ready for her grandson a day after she died?"
How did he know that? I tell a lot of people about how much I loved Grandma Mary but I only told one person about how she was my favorite person.
"I know that sounds bad but I had to do what I wanted to do," Moreover, it was her who wanted the wedding the most.
"Fine, she was the one who advocated for the marriage so you couldn't wait for her to die before you got your hands on this, I bet you wished for her death as well,"
"What the fuck are you talking about?"
"NOTHING IS….," He yelled at first but stopped.
"I don't want to talk to you right now," he started walking away, "In fact, I don't want to see you right now,"
He stopped at the kitchen aisle, brought out a pen from the chest pocket of his suit, and signed the paper on each page that request his signature.
"I'll stamp it at the office tomorrow and send it back to wherever hell the papers are coming from,"
"Thanks," I appreciated even though the word was heavy on my tongue.
"Do me a favor by not being here when I return tomorrow. From now on, Alicia, let us endeavor not to meet ever again after we meet with the lawyers,"
"Okay,"
He didn't walk over to his room like I'd expected him to, instead, he walked out of the house. I heaved a deep sigh of relief for an unknown reason. It went well but I still couldn't stop the unidentified feeling inside of me.
I hit the spot I think my heart should be twice, trying to control how fast it was beating, and when I took in the fact that I would be moving out of the space I’d called home in a few hours, I crumbled to the floor, hoping to pick the broken pieces of my heart and fix it right back to its original position.
Alicia's POVThe next day, I moved out of Nathan's home, and out of Lancaster's empire forever. I had some money saved up from the jobs I did before I got married to Nathan and I used some of that money to rent an Airbnb before I started the search for an apartment and a job. After getting married to Nathan, I wasn't allowed to have a job because women in the Lancaster family don't work but we get a black card from the family to pay for all our clothing, trips, and other expensive luxuries of life. While I was living the simple life, the other female in the Lancaster's house lived an extravagant life that was splashed all over social media making other people drool and wish for their life. Since I never got to use the black card, I dropped it in my room before I left Nathan's home. I was going to survive on a savings of less than ten thousand dollars. First off, I needed a job. Going out to search for a job might not pose a problem because my marriage to Lancaster wasn't public and
Chapter Six Nathan's POV Two months ago, I got a divorce letter from my wife, and still, no one in my family knows that I'm divorced. I was waiting for the right time to tell them, maybe tell them all at once that my marriage was over or maybe I was just not ready to let them know about it. The Lancaster family is large. They come from old money so they had no choice but to stick together except for me who decided to build a name for myself outside the Lancaster's name. In the first few years of my startup company, I didn't use my father's surname, instead, I used my mother's. Things didn't come easy but after a while, it all smoothened out. My family still wants me involved in the family business and they won't stop trying to talk me into leaving my company and focusing on the family business. It never worked and I know it still won't work tonight. I've been invited to dinner by my father, I know it's going to be as crazy as before but I'll survive like I always do. Getting cl
Nathan's POV "Good morning, Board Members," I walked into the board meeting as nervous as possible. I received a call from my secretary that we had an emergency at work. I asked her how terrible it was and she told me it was enough to run the company down.I'd worked so hard to build my company from scratch ever since I graduated from high school, watching it crumble right when I'm alive is not something I'm ready for. I knew I was ready to move the earth just to avoid this problem. I told my secretary to call all board members to an impromptu meeting by twelve and to my surprise she called ten minutes later and told me I needed to be at the office immediately. "What happened? What's going on?" I asked as I took a glance at the board room. All board members were available and I realized the matter must be more serious than I'd thought. "Our biggest investors, Silicon Internationals, pulled out last night" my secretary replied "Why?" "We don't know anything about that yet. We on
Alicia's POVThe last time I set my eyes on Nathaniel Lancaster was the day we met at my lawyer's office. So, why is a man who looks so much like Nathaniel standing outside my door? "Hi Alicia," I blinked, not once but twice. I wasn't ready to believe my eyes that it was him. Nathan Lancaster was standing in all his glory in front of my door, a gentle smile on his face and wrinkles on his forehead. He looked like he didn't agree a bit from the day I first saw him. Still a heartbreaker, uhn? Ever since we divorced, I tried my best to stay away from media and anything 'Lancaster'. One time when Grandma Mary's secretary called me, I didn't pick up the call because I knew she might have wanted to talk to me about the divorce.I got a job two weeks after we finalized the divorce at a local, small architecture firm. The salary wasn't anything much but it could keep my clothes on my back and a tiny roof over my head. I work mostly from home, not because of anything other than the fact that
Alicia's POV"What else did he say?" "That was all he said," I replied. I was at Francis', who is my lawyer and my friend. We've always been good friends who meet up at family events but now, we're almost best friends who meet up at restaurants and even his office sometimes. After I told him about what Nathan had said, he stared at me as if I grew two heads for a minute. "So? What have you decided?" I swallowed the chicken rice in my mouth and gulped down the water. I was so hungry I could eat a whole house and still not be satisfied."Nothing yet. I decided I'll see my lawyer before I make my final decision," "Who's your lawyer?" He asked, raising an eyebrow.I glared at him and laughed. "Come on, Francis," "Let me get into my legal mode. I've been activated into friend mode until now so this might take a while," He closed his eyes, placed a finger at his forehead, and pressed it in. He made some funny robotic noises and suddenly stopped. All through, I was laughing so hard I
Alicia's POVWeeks after signing the contract, I moved in with NATHANIEL on Christmas Eve, the same day I would be attending the 'stupid' Christmas party his family was organizing. I wasn't looking forward to anything at the party so I'm nervous.I'd attended different events organized by the family but nothing as intimate as this. I always tried to avoid their Christmas parties because of the drama and all. Nathan texted me earlier, telling me he would meet me at the gate since he would be attending the party from work. As the driver drove towards the street leading to the Lancaster estate, my heartbeat increased rapidly. I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself. As we spotted Nathan's car waiting outside, I got down from the car and walked towards him. He opened the door and I took a seat beside him. "Are you nervous?" He asked, before starting the car."No!" I lifted. "It's okay to be nervous, Alicia," "I'm not," I stubbornly said. "Did you move in okay?" I nodded. "I don
Alicia's POV"You must be Alicia," My head whipped up to the man at the mention of my name. I turned to look at Nathan but I realized he wasn't even looking at me. He had a hard glare on his face which I'm so sure isn't for the plate of food he was staring at. "Yes, I am," It was at the tip of my tongue to ask who he was but I held it in. He must be the man Nathan talked about. "I'm William Cadry, it's so nice to finally meet you," I gave him an awkward smile. "You must have heard about me from Nathan," "Ah, no. I heard about you from Mary. She was a lovely old woman who wouldn't stop talking about another lovely young lady," Oh! I knew that was possible. Grandma Mary loved me too much more than I deserved. "I hope they were all good things and she left the bad things for me to tell you all about," Surprisingly, he laughed. I hadn't said that to be funny but I'm glad he found it to be funny. That eased the tension that was building up in me. "She told me all good things about
Alicia's POVYour father is an asshole! He's a tramp! Is that even your dad? Are you sure he's your biological parent? Did he hit his head somewhere as a child? How did I miss his ridiculousness all this while? I mean I know your family is ridiculous but your father is in another great level of shitness! "Should we stop at a restaurant for dinner?" I looked away from the car's window as Nathan's words brought me out of my thoughts. I was busy cursing his father out in my head. "What?" "I asked if we should stop by for dinner," I studied his face to see if he was still angry and yes, he was. His hold on the steering wheel was enough to show he was still mad. He was clenching his teeth so bad I know it'll hurt now if not later. "No, I'm good. Are you hungry?" "No! I lost my appetite," he answered and continued driving. After we left his parent's house, I wanted to ask to drive but then remembered it's been a while since I last drove. Silence regained itself in the car and I turn