Mina POV
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She didn’t dare to stop at her room. Oliver would be listening to her every move as she fled the packhouse. If she paused, she didn’t know what he would do. She ran down the stairs, barely registering what was happening as she fisted the note into her pocket and spilled into the street. The cold night air hit her in a rush that tightened her chest. Her breaths were rapid and shallow. She hesitated on the cobbled street.
The warriors stationed at the packhouse doors stared at her. Their gazes dropped to the blood on her hands, her tear-streaked face, the twist of red on her t-shirt echoing her mother’s wound. They frowned, piecing together their leader’s rejection of her and the image before them. Then, as if Oliver was punishing her for stopping, their eyes glazed over with a mindlink. She didn’t know what he told them, but their hands tightened on the daggers at their belts. Dread pooled within her as they refocused, the same hate twisting their features.
Mina backed away. One step, two. She turned on her heel and sprinted down a random street, her only goal to get off the territory. She had only just turned the first corner when both warriors’ voices rang through her mind.
‘I reject you, Williamina Skye, as the Clear blue Luna.’
Each one sliced into her, painful, cold, cutting at her connection to the pack.
Mina moved as fast as her bare feet would carry her. The stone was cold against her soles, but she barely felt it against the rising panic thundering in her veins.
As she fled through the township, more and more wolves came out of their homes. Her mother’s scream, the warriors’ rejections, they had pulled the wolves from their beds to investigate. Now, they had a front row seat to watch the fall of their false Luna.
The men and women of her pack jerked when they saw her, ushering their pups out of sight. Her appearance cemented the evidence Oliver had spread through the mindlink, and they all turned away. They closed their doors, shutting her out to the cold, to the night, abandoning her. None held back as they joined in the tirade of rejections attacking her from all sides.
‘You killed our Luna.’
‘You’re a traitor to our pack.’
‘Murderer.’
‘I reject you...’
‘I reject you...’
‘I reject you...’
Each one sliced into her, the pain unbearable as her link to the pack slowly severed. Mina would’ve screamed if she had the breath to spare.
Other wolves called out for her head, to get revenge for the Luna, and soon a group of warriors were hot on her tail. Mina didn’t dare to shift, she had nothing except the clothes on her back and the contents of her pockets, but the warriors didn’t either. It was as if they were content to simply chase her from the territory, none of them willing to actually strike her down. It gave her a weak hope they wouldn’t follow her beyond the border, a small blessing in the face of her burning legs.
She fled out of the township, across the open plains that reached to the borders of the territory. Mud clung to her bare feet as thick as tears clung to her cheeks. More rejections poured in, each one hurled with insults, their bite sharper than the cold wind whipping at her. She recognised each voice, despite their twist of venom. She had grown up around these wolves, been raised to lead them one day, but now they threw her away like she was nothing to them. No, it was worse than that. They were hunting her.
She was guilty. That was what they all thought, so that’s what she was.
Her will to keep running faltered, causing her to stumble. What life waited for her beyond the border? Living as a rogue? A Luna unwanted by her wolves. A Skye wolf without a pack to lead, that would be used and abused for her power. Maybe she wasn’t even that anymore. Not if the note was true. It was only her natural survival instinct that made her push back to her feet and keep going. It was a desperation that clawed at her, one that promised her someone in the nation would believe her truth.
Her feet ached as they sunk into the cold mud, but they didn’t falter as they carried her over the boundary. The moment she left the territory, Mina crashed to her knees, the final connection to the Clear Blue pack gone. She collapsed into the mud, as a deep, gut-wrenching sob tore from her throat. It screamed into the night, but no one was around to hear it. No one cared. She was alone. She had lost everything; her pack, her home, her friend, her mother... Her heart ached, a deep grief threatening to consume her, and she let it. It tinged her soul black, numbing her to the world.
She barely heard the footsteps approaching, but Mina silenced as they drew near. Maybe one of the warriors had decided to kill her after all. She didn’t bother to uncurl herself or try and run. She was happy to accept her fate, to be killed on the same night as her mother. She had been on the precipice of becoming the leader of one of the strongest packs in the nation, her life with Owen planned out. Now she had nothing. She had lost it all. She had nothing left to live for.
Isolation chilled at her, its edges sharp and bitter. She stilled, praying to the Moon goddess that the wolf would make her death quick. She squeezed her eyes tight, ignoring the urge screaming at her to run. She had nothing to run for. She was done.
Mina POV - As the mud cradled her, its chill seeping into her bones, preparing her for the sweet kiss of death at the warrior’s hands, Mina couldn’t help but wonder where everything had started to go wrong. The obvious answer was the moment she let her pheromones free at the choosing ceremony, exposing herself to doubts when Alastor became her mate, but she couldn’t help but feel like it went further back. For years she had been trained by her mother to be the perfect Luna. She couldn’t look in a mirror anymore without correcting her form as if her mother’s critiques always rang in her head. She kept a respectable distance from the pack and always did her duty, but Oliver was right. It didn’t come naturally to her. No matter how many times she was corrected, her posture would slip. No matter how many times she would be reminded, a carefree smile would slip past her composure when the sunlight warmed her face. No matter how much she practised, she didn’t have the grace of the oth
Alastor POV - If it wasn’t for her scream, Alastor would’ve walked right by Mina. She was curled tight on the muddy floor, her body muffling her weak sobs. Though he knew she was running, he hadn’t been able to envision her as anything but her usual composed perfection. He had been searching for the woman who had attended the Luna court only a few days ago. The woman who had managed to wrangle the tidal wave of feelings attached to their new bond, when it had him wanting to carry her away from prying eyes and claim every inch of her body. The woman at his feet was neither. She was broken, she was a mess, she needed help. Mina only roused when he covered her with a blanket. Something in his chest unwound when she spoke his name, but the tension returned when her eyelids fluttered shut. She slumped against his chest and he hel d her tighter. He had to move her, to get her to somewhere safe. Before he could consider a plan, a mindlink pushed into his thoughts. He almost ignored it.
Alastor POV - The late hour made it difficult to find a safe place to stay, so Alastor didn’t take Mina far. Though they were now rogues, he knew the territory around the Clear Blue pack and chose to stay close. On first look, the flat land didn’t leave many places to take cover, especially when he wanted to stay hidden from the pack and the wilderness alike. However, he knew every divot and weave of the land and found a slight hill that would cover their position and give him a wide view of the open space. It wasn’t perfect, but it would have to do until morning. Thankfully, the rest of the evening was quiet, but Alastor moved at first light. Mina was still sleeping, so he carried her again, taking her far away from the place that broke her. As an accomplished member of the Hayre family, he had travelled more than most, accompanying the Luna and his father on trips from the territory. He had made friends in other packs, building his own connections to wolves over the nation. A few
Mina POV - As an original three Luna, Mina was used to finery; her pillows were always plumped, her mattress soft, the warmth of home surrounded her each morning. However, she had never woken up so comfortable in her entire life. The bed beneath her was warm and cradled her like it was personally built for her body. It moved with her breath and purred as she nuzzled further into its comfort. It was heavenly, and she enjoyed every second as she was lulled from her deep sleep. Her stirrings awakened something around her, blooming a fresh scent that coaxed at her consciousness. It drew her from the dark, so light and clear. Her eyes fluttered open as she inhaled the breath of fresh air. Her nose chased it, pushing into her pillow. It tickled against her cheek, soft, teasing, drawing a smile. Light brown fur swayed in her vision, dancing in a breeze she was too warm to feel. Mina spread her hand wide in the fur, humming as it played through her fingertips. A rumble answered her, deep a
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Mina POV - There was peace in the night. As much as Mina loved the warmth of the sun, and the bright colours it spread through the nation, the night brought its own calm. She was certain most wolves felt a deep connection to the moon, finding comfort in its light as if it held the Moon Goddess' love, but it was slightly different for her. Back home, the night had meant a time to rest. A time when she was alone. A time when she was nobody and nothing more than Williamina. The responsibilities of her future title slipped away and she basked in having nothing to do, no orders to follow. Spending the day building the shelter had brought her that same peace, but with Alastor at her side, she hadn’t been able to fully calm. He was asleep now. His steady swells of breath broke the crisp air. She felt them as much as she heard them, pushing her body to rise and fall in a rhythm that tried to lull her to sleep. Mina resisted. She had told him she would be the one to stay awake, to keep watc
Mina POV - The night didn’t seem as peaceful anymore. Each sound jerked through Mina in a violent pull that snatched her attention and held it for a heart stopping moment. She tried to soothe herself, knowing the nightlife returning was another sign that the enemy had gone, but she was on high alert. Her heart stuttered at each snapped twig, adrenaline slicing hot through her veins at each rustled leaf. Each one made her breath freeze sharp in her chest. She waited. She listened. When she was certain there was nothing lurking in the darkness, she continued. Mina had never appreciated how heavy a body could be before. She hadn’t lugged another wolf around since she was a young pup. Playing was unbecoming of a Luna after all. Or so her mother had often scolded her, when her and Sam escaped the packhouse to play with the other pups. Alastor was a big man, taller than her, bulkier, heavier, weighed down with muscles that were easier to appreciate than carry. It wasn’t simple to move h
Mina POV - “I don’t understand.” Mina couldn’t keep the edge of panic from her voice as she looked over Alastor’s wounds in the morning light. “Why aren’t you healing?” She glossed her fingers over the claw marks on his back, the bite on his leg and the stab wound in his shoulder. Though they had stopped bleeding, they were still open wounds, the skin purple and swollen around them. They should’ve been well on their way to healing after she cleaned and wrapped them last night. Her unease had grown as she watched him sleep, gently checking on the healing process as he rested, but now it struck sharp in her chest as she tried to figure out what was wrong. Alastor tensed under her touch, a muscle flickering at his jaw, his lips in a firm line. “Now you’ve established they aren’t healed; can you stop poking them?” “Sorry.” Mina forced her hands to her side, fisting the t-shirt she had claimed from Alastor. It eased the urge to touch him, to explore his wounds again, however, her ey