(38) - I'll Hold Your Hands

"Open up Aria... You should be eating.... Or else you would just lose a huge amount energy just to be starved... You need a lot of food to recover well..."

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"I don't really feel like swallowing food at all, you know..."

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"It's been two days since your last meal, all you did was drink liquids. It won't be helpful for your recovery..."

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"Sigh... But... Everything hurts... Even when I'm only swallowing food... Even swallowing porridge and other soft foods hurt..."

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"It might seem torturous but you need to help yourself, nobody can help you but yourself..."

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"..."

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"Do you still want to find Amy, or not? The more you do things like this, the less time you will have to do it. Time is running out."

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I quickly shifted my eye sight to another direction. I could not possibly look at Noah when my eyes were already watering so bad. I was already feeling so down, and definitely nothing could change my mind to even eat a single spoonful of food. Furthermore when Noah mentioned Amy's name, it