I shake my head. Stopping is the furthest thing from my mind. Maybe I didn't plan this, but I want to experience this moment with Beck."It's going to hurt," he whispers.Beck has been so gentle. I never imagined he could be this way. It only makes me fall harder for him. I suck in a breath and nod as I mentally prepare myself for what will come next.He flexes his hips, and his hard length slides further inside me. I wince as pain blooms, becoming more of a burning sensation. He leans down and takes my lips with his own before carefully thrusting against me. When it feels like he can't slide any deeper, he angles himself differently and moves further inside my body.A whimper escapes, and he swallows it down. Our tongues tangle as he holds himself perfectly still, balancing on his elbows so the full weight of his body doesn't pin me to the mattress. It takes a few moments for the sharp bite of pain to recede.I blow out a steady breath, and he gently withdraws from my abrad
His mouth seeks out mine again. When his tongue sweeps across the seam of my lips, I open, and he deepens the kiss. It's like being dragged to the bottom of the ocean. I lose all sense of time and space. I'm unsure where I begin, and he ends. Beck overwhelms me in every possible way. When he pulls away, I'm dazed and more confused than ever. His breath feathers against my lips, and I want to stand here and breathe him in forever."Mmm," he growls, "your mouth is so fucking sweet." He presses another kiss against my swollen lips. "Just like the rest of you."A whimper escapes from me. All the doubts crowding inside my head disappear with his nearness."Goddamn, I want to be inside you again." He nips my lower lip playfully. "But we can't."My breath hitches as he turns his back on me and walks to the dresser on the other side of the room. His muscles shift with every step. It's mesmerizing. Everything about him is hard and chiseled. I know he spends a lot of time in the
An answering desire kindles to life inside me. "There's a difference between impulsiveness and spontaneity.""True." He steps closer.My breath catches when he reaches out and twirls a lock of hair around his index finger before staring at the dark strands as if fascinated by them."Don't you ever get tired of being so damn good?" He pauses. "Aren't you ever tempted to break out of the little box your parents have put you in?"Nerves scuttle through me, and goose flesh rises in its wake. "No one has put me in a box. They give me the freedom to do what I want. Unlike you, I make better choices.""You don't think I make good decisions?" His fingers continue to grip my hair as he invades my personal space."Look around you," I whisper, wanting to break the sexual tension building between us. "The answer is evident.""Hmmm, you might be right." His lips lift into a wry grin before twisting with a hint of bitterness. "You've been branded the good girl, and I'll always be the bad
My breathing evens out as my body melts into the warm plastic of the raft. After a string of quiet moments, Beck rolls toward me. The float trembles with his movements. He props himself up with an elbow, and warmth fills me as his gaze rakes over my nearly naked body.The heat of his stare lingers on my breasts, which spill from the cups of my bra. I glance down and realize that the pale pink material has turned sheer.He leans over and captures one tightened peak between his lips. The moment he touches me, my breath becomes clogged in my throat. A moan slides from my lips as my fingers tangle in his damp hair, drawing him closer. Once he releases the stiff little peak, he pulls the material aside until my nipple is exposed. Then his lips are back, sucking the bud deep into his mouth. It's as if there is an invisible string connecting my breast to my core. Every tug of his lips sends shock waves of pleasure reverberating through me. He scoots closer, giving the same attentio
Once Mia disappears from sight, everything inside me uncoils. Reluctantly, I glance toward the house, well aware I'm about to get my ass chewed out for the impromptu party. Although I can't bring myself to regret it. If I hadn't thrown the bash, I wouldn't have hooked up with Mia.Fuck, I shouldn't even call it that. What happened between us is way more than a fuck and flee situation. I've had plenty of those in the past, and they've never meant a damn thing. This feels nothing like that.It blows me away that she allowed me to take her virginity. Even the thought of being buried deep inside her body is enough to have my cock rising to attention. Instead of giving in to the urge to follow Mia, I yank on my khakis and T-shirt.Guess it's time to face the firing squad. Best to get it over with and move on with my day.Silence greets me as I walk through the first floor. This place is monstrous. I have no idea why we need all this space except that Dad likes to showcase our w
I swipe my phone from the nightstand beside the bed and read the last text from Alyssa. I fully expected her to announce that after all these years, she had her dirty little way with Colton, but that doesn't appear to be the case. Apparently, their little make-out session in the pool didn't go any further than that.I haven't mentioned what happened with Beck. It feels too intimate to share through text message. For the time being, I want to keep the news to myself. It's been hours, and I'm still in a state of shock.I'm no longer a virgin.That seems crazy.Alyssa will go off the deep end when I tell her.As I'm replying to Alyssa's text, something pings against the bedroom window. I startle, and my head whips up. A shiver of unease slithers down my spine. I stare in that direction, ears pricked for the slightest noise, but there's nothing.Thirty seconds later, and there's another plink against the glass.Someone or something has to be out there.I rise from the bed, and tipt
Sophomore year of college...Alyssa grabs my hand and drags me through the doors of the football house. For obvious reasons, it's the last place I want to be on a Saturday night. The Wesley Warriors crushed Tennessee this afternoon, and everyone is out celebrating."Can't we go somewhere else?" I yell, so she's able to hear me over the thumping beat of the music that reverberates off the walls. It's so loud that it feels like my brain is rattling against my skull. When she fails to respond, I add, "In case you haven't noticed, there are a ton of other parties."We traipsed past a dozen of them to get here."No," she shouts, bursting my bubble. "I told Colton we would meet up at nine."Yup, you heard that correctly.Colton and Alyssa are officially a thing.It's still relatively early in their relationship, so who knows if it will last.Alyssa is thrilled.And me?Shocked speechless would be an adequate description.But I have to give the girl props where they're deserved. She was
Realizing that I've been left to my own devices, I tip my nearly full glass to my lips and take a swig. Then I pull out my phone from my pocket and fire off a quick text before stuffing it back where I found it. With a huff, I spin on my heels and promptly slam into a wall of muscle.When I stumble back, strong fingers wrap around my upper arms to anchor me in place. I don't have to look up to realize who I've crashed into. The way his fingers burn my flesh is answer enough. A zip of adrenaline shoots through me when my gaze locks on familiar green eyes.As soon as the attraction flares to life inside me, I stomp it out. You would think the way he dumped me after we had sex would be enough to kill any tender feelings I'd once held for him, but apparently, that's not the case."I didn't expect to see you here." There's a pause as he searches my eyes in the darkness. "It's been a while."Fifteen months to be correct, but who's counting?I step away so he has no choice but to rele