49_ Sorry love

Vincent"

I don't want to stop myself. I love her so much. I think I'm going to lose my breath if I will keep on ignoring her. I'm almost losing my sanity and this is the evidence I got here without me noticing.

I sit down and lay my back at the cold cement wall beside her room. I don't care if my shirt and pants get dirty. I stoop my head. I think my drunken state is disappearing little by thinking that she's only steps away from me. I sing but I can't sing louder cause I feel so weak.

I'm so shocked when she called me. I thought she was already. I stand up immediately. Lately, I got used to her calling me my abbreviation name. I really don't know that calling me like that will sound so good to my ear. She