*Logan* I am watching Hadley shoot her video. I have to admit the song is rather catchy, but her writhing on a three log wearing this pink frilly doll-like underwear ... looking like ... a living sex doll or something. Well I do not like it ... at all. But of course I have no right to say anything, she is just a friend and she is an adult, but I just have this feeling ... from our long talks and such ... that this is not really what she wants. And my wolf is absolutely not a fan either. “Don’t drool too much”. Jax pops up beside me. I shake my head. “Not really drooling Jax”. “Oh ... you could have fooled me. I was starting to think that you and little miss Lele had a thing going on”. He looks at me with one eyebrow raised. “No Jax ... for god's sake she is nineteen, she is a teenager”. I shake my head again. “I could never do that”. He looks at her. “But you really really want to ... if you weren’t so hung up on the whole age thing”. I sigh. “I am not gonna lie, you know me
*Hadley* We have just finished filming for the day and I walk up to the porch, seeing Logan is there. He appears to be chatting with Masha, who is laughing in that seductive way, her hand resting on his arm. A new heat shooting through me, like biting into a too hot chili, something burning and harsh. “Maybe you should focus on your job and remove my makeup”. I can’t hold it in, knowing I sound like a right bitch as I sit down. I notice how Logan looks slightly worried and Masha rolls her eyes. “Of course sweetie, I’ll be right there”. “Are you okay bubbles ?” Logan looks at me. I am not sure why, I just feel so annoyed now and I kinda snap at him. “Fine ... don’t you have anything better to do than hanging around here ?” “I guess so”. I can hear the hurt in his voice so I look the other way. I would not handle seeing hurt in his eyes too. Masha starts cleaning my face, not really being gentle about it, but at least she is smart enough to keep her mouth shut. I feel it eating
*Hadley* I rub a hand over my face, it hadn’t been my intention to scare him away. Why did I have to forget myself and be all ... weird ? It had been so nice, but I sent him running again. Getting up I decide to go find him, to apologise and tell him I hadn’t meant it like that ... okay so it’s a bit of a lie, but anything to make him not angry with me. I am also slightly angry with Logan, I mean he is kinda blowing hot and cold on me … that neck rub ... he should not have been doing that if he is not interested in anything. I mean it felt kinda very intimate, on the other hand I can’t really be angry with him, he is just too sweet. As I walk outside I hear muted sounds from the corner of the back porch, giggles and ... what ? heated moans ... skin on skin slaps ... part of me wants to turn and walk away, but like a moth to the flame I am drawn in. “Oh God ... oh oh ... harder”. The words make me freeze on the spot. I have no doubt at all that it is Masha, her voice is just too
*Hadley* “Seriously Ryan ... on the porch and with that nasty skank”. I am shaking my head, staring at him. He gives me that condescending look that he has perfected so well, it’s meant to make you feel like you are the idiot. “Is someone jealous ?” “Jealous ? Not at all ... but it was very disrespectful to Logan”. I glare at him. “You just can’t stand that another woman wants me”. He crosses his arms on his chest, right now he looks like an angry teenager. I can’t help but giggle, I happened to talk to Jax, hearing his story too. “Want you, please you were her third choice at best, she had tried to get into both Jax’s and Logan’s pants first, you must feel so special … what a sex demon you make”. “Well you should be making me feel special, but ever since we’ve been here you have been too busy running around after Logan, drooling like a fucking lap dog ... get it baby, he isn’t gonna fuck you ... he’s probably gay”. He looks like he just won a prize or something. I shake my he
3 days later *Hadley* “Are you trying to keep us here ?” Ryan is talking in that low accusing voice that is much more scary than him yelling ... This means he is in full control and capable of thinking up evil things to do or say. “Or are you just an idiot ?” We had gone into Austin after Logan told Ryan to leave and we are now re-shooting the whole video, as Ryan doesn't want to do Logan any favour by having the video be a free commercial for his place ... honestly I don't think Logan cares. “Sorry, I don’t mean to”. And I don’t, I do my best, but in Ryan’s eyes I keep messing up the shoots. “I just want to go home”. “I think you are hoping he comes for you. I have seen how you sit and drool over him”. His tone is malicious. “Get it into your thick skull that you meant nothing to him … Do you even realise what he is ?” I feel the lump rise in my throat. I know it’s not true, but at the same time I feel it is a bit like that. I haven’t heard from Logan at all, only from AJ who
3 days later *Logan* “Is he pouting again ?” I hear AJ’s voice from the porch. He is not talking to me, but to Jax. I’m walking along the edge of the grass.. looking out on the grounds while Luna is playing with a new toy. Once again wondering where Hadley is and what she is doing, should I have done more to stop her from leaving with him ? Jax answers, a bit lower, but I can still hear him, and he should know that. “Yeah, I am worried about him to be honest”. “Well he cares a lot about her and so do I ... I mean I had my nose broken to defend her honour. I do not get my nose broken for just anyone”. AJ does not know how to whisper. “But with Logan it’s different ... I think he ...”. “Hey guys, I can hear you ... I am not deaf you know”. I call out. “And I am fine, totally fine”. They come over and Jax pads me on the shoulder. “No you are not, you mope around, you almost don’t eat, even your wolf is moody ... you can’t go on like this Logan”. “Well, there really isn’t anythin
*Logan* I'm kinda happy Jax offered to drive as I was too shaken and scared to focus. I might have been snapping at him, calling him an old lady a couple of times and generally been rather obnoxiously the whole way. Considering if we should have changed and run in our wolf forms, but we might need the car for Hadley. “Unlocked ?” Jax says with surprise as he pulls open the front door to the address Hadley gave me. “Easier for us”. We hurry upstairs, she had said upstairs bedroom and it only takes a moment to figure out where they are, as I can hear Ryan’s gleeful laughter. He turns as we burst through the door. “You ... what are you doing here ?” “Step away from the door creep”. Jax holds up the gun, it’s just a salt gun, but Ryan doesn't know. “Back over to the wall ... Logan get her out”. I hurry to the bathroom door, knocking softly. “Bubbles, it’s me and Jax, you can open now ... you are safe”. “Is it you ... really you”. I hear her whisper with a shaking voice on the other
*Logan* “Come on darling, let’s get you home”. I have my arm around Hadley, hurrying out from the hospital. Luckily there is no damage done, she just needs to relax for a couple of days. “Thanks Logan, for staying with me and holding my hand the whole time”. She kinda leans into me. I tighten my grip on her a bit. “My pleasure bubbles”. “I still can’t believe he snapped like that. I mean I knew he was a jerk, I guess it comes with Being demon spawn ... but he never physically hurt me before … Not like this at least”. Her voice is shaking slightly. “Don’t think about it darling,he will never hurt you again”. I press a kiss to the top of her head. Then my phone starts buzzing and I pull it out. “It’s Jax, I better pick it up”. I don’t have time to say anything as he starts talking right away. “Hi Logan, if you are still in town could you pick me up ? The police have taken that idiot away and after a small talk I am free to go”. “Sure ... we just came out of the hospital, so we’l