Only means

CARSON’S POV

I wanted to scream to relieve some of the tension I felt hoarding in my chest. These past few days had been one of the worst ones of my life. I thought I was going to go crazy. Thought I was going to run mad.

My emotions were all over the place but I didn't say a word to anyone. I never thought I'd want something so bad that'll make me pray to the moon goddess. But I did pray. I prayed to her over and over again to save Anne, cause if anything happened to her, I would not be able to live with the guilt.

After Emily had brought her back to life which was still a surprise to me and everyone else. The doctors said everything was normal. Her pulse, oxygen level, hear rate, everything was very normal. And color had returned back to her skin.

She didn't wake up though. We were all in despair. I knew that Nicole was blaming herself for what happened to her. I could see it in her eyes, each time our eyes met. I wanted to comfort her, but I couldn't. I couldn't bring myself to do