Cheque
"I didn't expect you still that tight, after all, Klara?" I am very attached. I know, he's starting to insult me again. "You're still delicious like before, your pussy was still firm and tight like there's no other man who wrecked it."
Because of nothing else, Logan. Because it's only you. I want to say it, but it doesn't want to come out of my mouth.
"Thanks for the compliment, if it's a compliment," I said as I closed my eyes and strained to think what she was saying.
"What is your main secret to still maintaining it? Or is it just that I'm bigger than your other guys and your customers?"
I held on to the end of the blanket and breathed a sigh of relief.
"Cat got your tongue now, Klara? Speak, lady! Tell me, how much do you need now? So, that I could ready my cheque."
I hardly stop the tears that want to appear. I got up from the bed. "Just enough for your shit insults, Logan!" I furiously stared at him then I move to pick up my clothes everywhere. "Damn that shit mouth of yours! Will you please stop insulting me? Are you not done yet?" without any response, I rushed to the bathroom to remove him from my heart as he continued to injure me with the deepest judgment of my character.
Damn! He has no right to insult me so much! He knows nothing! Damn you, Logan, for hurting me emotionally! Damn you! I hate you for this! I want to hate you.
I was pulled out of my hair by the pain she was feeling toward me tonight. I want to keep calm because my chest might be tightened in pain. But God, I can't be okay.
I was gradually weakening and slipping on the cold bathroom tiles.
God! I do not want that pain to be repeated over and over again. Please, get rid of this feeling. I do not want this. I don't want to cry anymore. Please, don't want to cry! All the pain I had experienced was enough. I don't want to cry anymore and get hurt like this.
But it doesn't make me stop the tears that I used to hold back earlier. Now it's just pouring continuously, I want to keep up but I can't keep my eyes off it. Because my chest hurts so much. All I want is to shout my pain and doubts. I want to shout at everyone and ask the world why I have been hit by so many problems in life.
First, I shed all the tears that were dripping into my eyes. I did not want to go out first, I don't want him to see my red swollen eyes.
Even though my whole body was tired and messed up, I still forced myself to get dressed. Still, my tears keep falling like flowing water in the river. I feel sorry for myself. I didn't expect this day to come when we would meet and what would happen to me right away.
I looked in the mirror when I finished fixing my clothes. My eyes are swollen and my face is pale. Like my life back then and now, out of order.
Stop crying, Klara. Don't cry at what he says. He only wrath you for leaving him. He just can't accept that you left him before. I said to myself in front of the large mirror. It was also my fault too because I left without saying goodbye.
When I get tired of crying, I wash my face and dry it using a white towel.
After drying my face, I immediately took the makeup I needed to cover my face and my swollen eyes.
I’m fixing my make up which is my expertise to cover up my broken self.
He shouldn't see me when I'm too broken. Never!
I look at my face several times in front of the mirror. When I'm sure that I am already okay, I smile a bit. I'm exposing my fake self to the mirror.
It's only Logan, Klara.
There is no reason for me to cry in front of him now. He might just think I'm trying to get some sympathy.
I one last smile as I glimpse myself in front of the mirror, then I finally go out of the bathroom and prepare myself to face him.
My heart skips and pounds so much when our eyes meet as I open the door. All the lights in the hotel room were turned on, as he sat on the edge of the bed and dressed as I was. He looked straight at me.
I immediately avoided looking at him as he stared into my eyes. Without a word I walked, I knew his eyes were still following me. I quietly put on my shoes. I would have turned away when he spoke.
"You forgot your cheque, Klara."
I swallow and I plaster a sarcastic smile then I move to face him. "You keep the money, Mr. Falcon. What happened to us tonight is really my advanced gift for your upcoming wedding. It's a free service by the way."
I saw his darkening look as he stood and then came closer to me. I slowly avoided looking at him.
"Why not accept this money?" I swallowed when he was already in front of me right now. "Just say if it's a small amount than what you expected, then I'll add more. Now, name your price, I don't care about the money, just to pay for your service!"
I stared at him in the eye for a long second. "I don't need your money." Then I moved down my eyesight because my eyes were dimming again and I didn't want him to see my still broken self.
"You're going to accept this or I will let you taste the beast me. Don't try to get me angry, Klara! I don't have to be overwhelmed with enjoyment in a free service. Especially if you and your body come from it."
I shook my head as I blinked my eyes to hold back the tears that were really in my eyes. "Y-You did it already, Logan." I painfully smiled at him, and I quickly wiped away the tiny grain of tears that ran down the side of my eye. "I-Isn't that enough for you to swallow me just to taste your anger? It hurts you know. You already let me taste the beast you and I really feel it physically and emotionally. Hopefully, that's enough so I can ease your anger at me. I hope we're even now," I said and turned away.
"You still know how to get hurt, after what you did to me, bitch?"
I stopped turning the doorknob. I shook my fist and turned to face him.
"O... Of course, I know how to get hurt even if I get so much anesthesia all over my body, I still feel pain. I'm just a human, Logan. But you don't have to worry about my feelings anyway because I know how to handle them. You know me as a brave woman, I can always be numb, to escape this bullshit and unfair life and reality. I'm a strong person, whatever pain and suffering I can still handle it. You know me." Then I raised my eyebrows while smirking. "So, I gotta go now? Hope you enjoy the night… the sex with me."
"Who told you I enjoy doing it with you, huh, Klara?" He came up to me and pushed me against the closed door. I did not show my weakness in front of him. "Before, I enjoy doing it with you. But now," he insulted and stared at me from my head to foot. "... you only have your body and face, but deep down there in your core, you are grimy. So, don't ever assume that I enjoy being inside you if there is any come to you so much! "
In my anger, I could no longer hold my hand to slap him with too much strength.
"I said to stop insulting me!"
His eyes narrowed at me. His face was also very dark. "Why? Does it hurt to hear the truth? That you're a slut! Huh, Klara?" He pins me on the door, I still look at him and I do not panic. But the truth is, my whole nerves are shaking with the darkness and anger he shows.
My face just dropped as I couldn't even look at him. "Are you done being angry with me? Because I want to go home. I want to rest." I say calmly as I hold my stomach slightly tight.
"You, look at me, bitch!" He firmly lifted my face. "Why did you show up to me after four years? Damn, Klara! After what you did to me then, do you still have the courage to face now?"
I swallowed hard. "It was coincidental, i-if I only knew you were the person my boss chose me as her replacement for the meeting, I wouldn't have to accept it so that I could have to avoid your disrespect for my whole being. I-I would rather avoid you and forget you." I gasped. "I-I swear. Like you, I'll never wish to see you again, L-Logan."
Lie! Lie! Lies! Damn it! That's only a lie. I'm really a liar! Damn! As a matter of fact, I have sought anything since that time to ask him for forgiveness. Hoping he would have forgiven me. That I would beg and kneel to him just to bring back our old good relationship. Our us and our pleasant forever.
"Get this cheque and leave!" He says in an angry tone as he let go of my face. "Leave, Klara! Leave me alone! Get out of my sight!" I was even more surprised when he forced my hand over his cheque, and I was so absorbed when he shouts to leave him there alone.
Not minding I raised the cheque and looked at its value. "O-One million for a night? Hmm, this is so big for my s-service fee. You're still really that generous when it comes to me, 'yeah? You really can pay my whole p-personality. Well... t-thank you for this, Logan." My voice was pretty quiet at that time. "B-But I can't accept this. I'm sorry, please do not force me. I really can't accept your money... I can't accept this Logan... I-I can't accept your wealth. You keep it again because I-I don't need money." I crumpled the cheque in my hand and drop it on the floor.
A grain of tears appeared before I turn myself. I just cannot help but tear it into the side of my eye. I know he sees my tears falling, but I quickly wipe them and hurried out of that hotel before I got weak and helpless.
Damn. I hate you. I wish I never had met you so that I can't feel this pain anymore. I hate you, I hate you so much. Why it is you, Logan. Why is this heart of mine choosing to love you? Damn! Why?
In the car, I poured all the pain I feel. I cried for all the pain and hurt I was suffering.
When I was able to drive I immediately drove my car home. I don't care if I'm overspeeding, I'd rather just have an accident and die immediately.
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"My God, Klara! Where did you go? Why didn't you just answer my call? I really feel so worried about--"
She couldn't finish what she was saying because I immediately hugged her and burst into my tears at her shoulders.
"B-Brii..." I burst into tears. I could feel her being shocked. "It's really hurt. It's still very painful. I want to die now, Brianna. I want to die now..." I continued to cry and groan over her shoulder. "I don't want to live anymore this time... I wish I had just died. So that I would never feel the pain in my heart again, Brianna..."
Promote "WHY are you letting him talk to you like that, huh Klara? I'm really trembling in anger for that man, as well as for you," Brianna shouts in anger. I could understand her anger because I knew she pitied me. We're just two of us working together in our life.Like me, she was an orphan too. Like me, she also experienced living alone and wandering the road. Like me, she also ran away from those who adopted him because he was also being abused by his stepfather.Brianna is half a year older than me, we have the same life story. She also worked in one of those exclusive clubs. She also admitted that the job was included as it was also needed. One is where we survive by earning easy money to live, and the second is to educate ourselves.I bowed my head while I was quietly crying. "I-I always wanted to explain to him, but I just couldn't do it, because he was so angry. He was so angry with me. He had closed his mind for me, especially his heart.""Did you try? Or maybe you just let
Fianceé I was amazed and watched immediately across the immense building in front of me. Well, the word 'huge' isn't enough to describe how big and beautiful a building is.I blow a heavy breath when I scan the front tag name of the establishment. It's 'FALCON INDUSTRIAL BUILDING' and it is written in all capital and bold letters.We're going to face each other again today. What else can possibly happen now? But at least Mrs. Salazar is with me this time, so I think I can't feel so awkward with him around. I'll just think that everything is about work. And about what happened between the two of us, I must erase it into my memories.I breathe deeply then I finally slid out of my car.As soon as I got out, I immediately saw Ma'am who was just getting out of her car. I gathered all my things and I moved near to her direction."Have you brought everything we need Klara?"I nod. "Yes, Ma'am. Even our sketches and designs are here.""Good. You, are you ready to present those to Mr. Falcon?
Lock Him I also face him too. Then our eyes meet. "It's okay for me," he responds seriously without admiring my ideas.I still feel uneasy about the way he looks at me. So I went down my head again."Sweetheart, I think we should consider a few suggestions. I also want one of the units that our company will build for both of us. To our near future, right?" suddenly I tightened my grip on my sign pen. And my heart beats rapidly. "I want to have our own unit, I want it's bigger and more beautiful than any of the other homes. And I want it to be the best for our children." My heart aches from what I hear.Is she really want it to be heard by me? Really? Why does this woman need to persuade them that they are together? Does she know about our past relationships? It's impossible. It's damn four years already. And as I remember, no one knew I was his girlfriend before, Even friends, colleagues, or any of his family except his father."Sure sweetheart," he replies.My jaw tightens and I tak
NothingI hurried out of the comfort room and walked away in Elaine's direction. It's not because I'm afraid of that woman. I just don't like the mess, so I somehow avoid her. And I am here for my profession not for Logan.When I turned right into the hallway I almost fell over because I bumped into someone with a wide and graceful chest. It was good when that person is quite quick and immediately grabbed my waist."Oh. Thank you, and I'm sorry." I said as I didn't look at it right away."You really haven't changed. You're still that clumsy woman that I know. You still haven't changed." Suddenly my heart beat faster as I heard the voice of that person. I raised my face to him then I immediately let go of our arms and walked away a bit from him. "Or is it your intention to bump into me?" he says I can't figure out if he's angry or not. "Are you that desperate, Klara?"My fist got bumped. Relax Klara, this is his territory. I sigh."Uhm. I'm sorry, Mr. Falcon, I didn't mean to. I was jus
Not ReadyI bit my lips hard and blink my eyes to stop my emotions. "W-Well..." I smiled slightly with bitterness shown in my eyes. I could not even look at him properly and straight away because my tears would probably fall from the pain. "I..I hope we're cleared about that now, Logan. I'm sorry because I-I do love you so much without a hoax. I'm sorry for assuming that you also love me like what I've felt for you just like what you're always doing for me to make me happy and contented. Hopefully, anyway..." I swallowed hard, I was holding back my tears to fall even though I knew it was nearly showing on the edge of my eyes. "...I wish I didn't fight back then, I wish I hadn't--""Klara?""Sweetheart..."I didn't finish what I wanted to say because anyone called both of our attention. On the left side of the hallway is my lady boss, and on the other side is his fiancée, Elaine who is looking down and angry at me.I gulped and make my face being emotionless. I smirk at the jealous fian
Top Floor EVEN if it is against my will but I had to follow, Mrs. Salazar's orders to go to Mr. Falcon's office that afternoon.I'm about to knock at his presidential office when someone calls for my attention."Ma'am. Klara," I turned then I raise my eyebrow when an unfamiliar person calls me. "I'm Rica, Mr. Falcon's secretary."I nodded slightly. "Is your boss here?""Yeah, he's here ma'am, and he's waiting for you on the top floor of this building," he replied to me.I frown. "Top floor? I think this is his office, right? Why you are referring me to the top floor?" I wondered and asked her."Yeah, it is. But his main office is on the top of this building, and he told me you have to go there Ma'am Klara," Rica replied.My eyebrows rose again. "So, how can I get there? I mean, what floor is it Rica?""30th-floor, Ma'am."I nod. "O-Okay."Rica assists me and took me to the private elevator that would take me upstairs. I thought Rica would go up with me, but to my surprise, she said I
Bed Warmer "You're still very generous when it comes to me, huh? You never change, you still want to spoil me. But I don't like your money, I also don't need your fancy things to spoil me, as usual, I don't accept those, Logan." Like before, I'll still reject his offer. "What I only want is to achieve your forgiveness, especially your respect for me, as a woman. That's all in exchange for the happiness you want all over my body now. And I can't say no if you keep me warm." Then I sexily move forward to his shaft.He frowns and raises his eyebrows like mine. He moved and he hardly touched my breast. I moaned and my eyes gleamed as to what he did."And you still didn't change sweetheart. You still don't want to accept my offer," he said as he continued to play with my chest. "So, do you really want me to forgive you then?"I smirked and grind at his shaft. "Ugh. Y-Yes Logan. Hmm," I moaned in response. I even hold his hands so he can mash my breast. I even lifted my skirt so that our s
Dinner with BriannaI'm not talking but I'm looking at him after our heated mindblowing wild sex. Logan and I were both quietly getting dressed in our clothes that were scattered everywhere.I feel it. I know he's still glancing seriously in my direction while I'm fixing and buttoning my white collared top and my skirt, and also I put on my shoes with long heels.Even though I feel a little shamed still I continued and hastened my moves in front of him. When I'm done dressing I slightly faced him. But still, I want to avoid his fiery eyes. I'm ashamed of myself. That's the aftermath of my twiggy body reaction.I clear my throat. "Can I use your comfort room?"He stared intently into my eyes and then nodded softly. "It's over there," he sniffed the direction of the bathroom.After I get an answer, I immediately turned around and headed in the direction he pointed.I look at myself in the huge size mirror. I sigh heavily and I shake my head feeling disappointed.Be his bed warmer? Damn!