The dreaded day has come. At some point today, Randell will be dropped off and this house will be his home for the next three days. This of course left Krist in an awful mood since this morning and he refuses to come out of his room, let alone, his bed. Singto has been staying with him for the majority of the time, since Krist gets very whiny and needy if he even tries to leave to go do something in another room. Having Krist be in this type of mood has made it difficult for Singto to do hardly anything.
“Come cuddle with me.” No
Slowly, he made his way over and opened up the front door to see a boy whose height was about the same as Krist’s on the other side. “Hello! I’m Harvey, Emmie’s boyfriend.” He extended his arms out so that he could shake his hand, to which Randell shook and gave him a warm smile. “Wow, it’s nice to meet you. I never knew Auntie Emmie had a boyfriend.” Even his tone made Krist’s stomach churn in disgust.
Meanwhile, Randell stood back a few extra minutes to minimize suspicion before returning back to the house. As soon as he did, he saw Sinto walking towards him with a worried expression written on his face. “Hey,” Randell spoke up giving him a charming smile.
Krist’s pace was slow and sweet. It wasn’t rough like it usually was, but Singto enjoyed it. His taste was something he was beginning to crave and his touch took his breath away. Small kisses and pecks were exchanged between them and they smiled in between each one. The amount of joy they felt was radiating throughout the whole room and made it seem as though everything was glowing. And at this particular moment, it felt like the world has stopped. As if the two were the only ones left and they were spending this crucial hour enjoying each other’s presence and appreciating the closeness they felt.
Isn’t it weird how our bodies tend to be moving forward, while out mind stays completely still? Because that it exactly how Singto was feeling at this particular moment. Before he was in a relationship, whenever guys got too close to him, he felt butterflies and a surge of panic go through him, but when Randell got close to him and called him cure, all he wanted to do was run far away and have Krist protect him. It was so strange how one boy could change so many things about his life.“Hey precious,” Krist spoke as soon as h
Relationships are confusing, especially when you’re not used to it. And since this would be the first official relationship either one of them had, it was hard to try to communicate when things got rought. “Yes, it’s more than that. Like, I don’t think I would be okay with it even if the person wasn’t Randell. Like, if it was a normal, average guy that wasn’t demon like my cousin, I still would hate for them to get close to you even if they only saw you as a friend and nothing.” Finally, the right words seemed to be coming out and Krist was beginning to express his true feelings a bit more and have it be out into t
“Alright boys, behave and please keep this house like it does right now.” Emmie spoke as she put on her shoes by the front door. She and Harvey were going off to run some errands today. “And if anything happens, Singto you’re in charge.” Harvey said this as he pointed directly towards him; it was kind of their inside joke they had going on.
Those words were starting to settle into Krist’s heart. He began to start to believe Randell in that he really was not good for anyone. It made sense to him now. All these years the reason why he has never successfully had such a close relationship with anyone was because he wasn’t someone that anyone wanted to be with. It was his fault all along and Randell’s cruel words and tricks made Krist come to that realization and begin to hate his own existence overall. If he is this horrible of a person, then people will be better off without him, He is just a burden Krist thought to himself as he got up, and started to make his way over to the back entrance of the house.
On their way back, Krist never let Singto walk on foot. He hated that he ran out with no shoes on solely because he was just so terrified of permanently losing his boyfriend. Singto was so in the moment that he didn’t even care to put on warmer clothes before sprinting outside and searching for his Krist. It was one of the gestures that gave you a warm feeling but also left his gaping void in your heart. It leaves you feeling happy, but also sad; happy because the person was willing to do anything to get you back and also sad that they didn’t prioritize themselves as much.