“Anything?”
The more the man repeats that word, the more sinful it sounds.
But I can give ‘anything’ and everything to keep my organs intact; I have no qualms about donating, but can't it be to someone I can wish well for? Can't it be by my will? Can't I have more of a say than this?
So, I guess in this case, ‘anything’ fits.
I nod slowly to the man’s repetition, and his chuckle echoes as he bends over to collect me from the ground.
"Boss, I can carry her."
One of the men in black around him offers, but he shakes his head.
"She is my dog now."
My arms surround his shoulders, accepting his demeaning term of me because if I can survive the night, then I will clutch on to the devil himself.
The man smells good, like aftershave and a subtle hint of expensive cologne.
His deep chuckle follows when I bury my nose against his chest.
“She even smells me like a dog.”
He utters, making me jerk my face away from him.
Shit. This is embarrassing.
“Well, don't stop now, doggy. I'm your new owner; you should know how I smell.”
Were I in my usual state, I would have pushed him off and reprimanded his cocky attitude, but I need him. Worse, the adrenaline in my veins seems to slow to a simmer because, for some reason, I feel safe.
"Mr D’Amico.”
My body freezes at the familiar voice.
" I am so sorry; I do not know how my patient slipped from her room. I will take her from your hands-”
“Doctor…”
The man holding me drawls in question.
“Doctor Harison.”
The doctor introduces himself.
“Yes, Doctor Harison, do you intend to steal my dog from me?”
I can sense the doctor’s hesitation; the man holding me must have enough power for everyone to treat his words as if they were real. If he says I am a dog, the doctor, no, everyone must refer to me as a dog.
"Uhm…forgive me Mr. D’Amico. The…um dog has an owner. Miss Olivia’s husband is looking for her."
My hands squeeze his shoulders when I feel his hands loosen against me.
"I-I asked for a divorce.”
The words were supposed to be a yell; I uttered them with all the energy in my being, but they sounded like a trembling whisper: Christ, why am I still shaking?
Am I truly not safe?
"Ma'am, you are bothering Mr-"
“Did you not hear me, or are you playing deaf for my amusement? The dog in my arms is mine. I own every inch of it, including its right to speak. If you speak to my pet, I will assume you are speaking to me rudely.”
"But...she is- I mean, your pet is due for surgery, Mr. D’Amico.”
“At one a.m.? Where is Professor Green? He approves of all procedures first.”
“Professor Green is... engaged, and this is an emergency."
Shaking my head from side to side in disagreement with the words of the doctor causes ‘Mr D’Amico’s’ hand to stroke my hair and press my head firmly against his chest.
"Speak to my men. John, get his name, ID and medical licence number. My dog is getting tense. I want to tuck it in."
I hate the way he calls me his dog but if he were to ask me to bark so that I stay with him, I would.
I cannot believe the lengths Vincent is pushing me to.
"Miss James, your husband is waiting for you at the lobby; you are a married woman; what you are doing is very disgraceful."
The doctor yells as the man holding me walks away.
I want to yell something at his words, but nothing leaves me when a slapping sound fills the air.
Wait? Who slapped who?
“Shh…sleep now, cagna.”
Cagna? What is that?
I barely get the chance to ask as my body follows his command as if I were hypnotised.
**
My eyes feel heavy, and my body as well, but the sterile scent forces me to jolt upright from the bed.
"No! I didn’t sign the papers!"
I scream on impulse before taking in the expensive-looking hospital room.
The pounding of my head brings my hand to the bandage on my forehead.
Right...the fall, Natasha and…I let a stranger take me to safety.
I am safe.
"Feeling better?”
A deep voice asks all too suddenly before my heart has the chance to settle its beating.
"Christ, you..."
My breath catches in my throat as I take in the man who looked blurry yesterday.
Isn't he too handsome?
"…You scared me."
I finish as I clear my throat.
His scoff is light before he takes off his coat and uncuffs his shirt in such a sexy way that I cannot help but follow his movements.
“It is too early to drool; besides, you have guests, cagnolina."
Cagnolina?
He doesn't await my response merely walks to the door and opens it. The two people seated outside stand and rush inside the room.
How cold! I have barely stretched to dismiss the fatigue hounding my body, and he let them in?
"Livy? What is the meaning of this!"
Vincent asks loudly.
"Do you have any idea how much we looked for you? How can you be this inconsiderate? You know Vincent’s mum is in the ICU."
Natasha joins in before I raise my hand to silence them.
"I want a divorce, Vincent."
“Get..."
Vincent begins in anger before he turns his gaze to my handsome but condescending saviour and lowers his tone.
"Let's discuss that later; first, let's get you back to your bed."
"You were planning on going ahead with the surgery without my consent?"
"My mother is in a bad way, Olivia; I-I didn’t have a choice!"
“I am in a bad way, Vincent, and you put me here!"
My hands push off my sheets to further explain my point without interruption.
"My knees are scraped because I had to physically crawl away from the rooms so that you wouldn’t harvest my-"
An irritated sound leaves his throat before he cuts me off completely.
"Think about this, Olivia, before you spout any more shit about a divorce. You are in a room alone with another man, and there are several witnesses. I am seconds away from granting your ridiculous divorce request, and with this kind of proof of an affair, I can guarantee you will walk away without a cent from me. So, let's go back to your room and talk like adults before-"
"I don't need your money. I have never needed your money."
I respond, and all too quickly, his face sours into a sneer before he turns to face Natasha.
“Livy, you don't understand what you are doing or how tough this economy is. I mean, you didn't even finish school; what will an almost thirty-year-old divorcee do on her own? Vincent gave you everything, and you can't even-”
"I'll bring the divorce documents next week, Vincent. Let's meet by the Café fountain near your office.”
I say, interrupting Natasha—she isn’t saying much anyway.
"You know what, Olivia? Fine.”
Vincent says.
"You won't last without me.”
With that, he turns out the door, leaving me with a smiling, handsome devil who looks more entertained by my misery than I am.
“You broke, cagnolina?"
He asks.
“I will pay you back, I promise."
I utter quickly, trying my best to keep my tears at bay and my legs still because God help me, I still want to run to Vincent and ‘talk’ until I ‘understand’ him—maybe listen until his sob story makes me yield to his reasoning, and I wind up on that cold operating table.
"Give me your contacts; I will reach out as soon as I finalise the divorce."
**
"You seriously think you can last a day without me or the funds-"
"I never needed your money.”
I answer Vincent with ease as I play with the coffee cup on the table. I ordered one, but I can't bring myself to drink it. ‘Next week’ reached too soon.
"Did you even love me, or were you only waiting to break me, Olivia? I gave you everything I had; all I asked for was for you to help my mother. All I-”
"You need to sign before I can leave, Vincent."
I remind, cutting him off.
If we start talking, we will never stop, and the longer I stay seated next to him, the more I want to ask, ‘Where did we go wrong?’.
"Cold-hearted bitch."
I still at his cold words and watch as his hands move swiftly to stain the white paper.
Three years. Three years of ‘us’ have been reduced to a blue stain on a dotted line.
"Try not to crawl back to me, and in case you are wondering, Natasha turned out to be a match. She will be donating a piece of her liver to my mother tomorrow. She is working but took some time off. Imagine that my friend did what my wife couldn’t."
“Looks like you should have married her, instead of keeping her as your mistress.”
He scoffs coldly.
"I guess so. I will never forgive you for this, Olivia."
The words ‘me too’ do not leave my lips because ‘my’ Vincent was threatening me.
‘My Vincent’.
The same ‘Vincent’ who cried when he saw me walk down the Aisle.
How quickly he has become a stranger.
His stand from the table is quick leaving me alone in the crowded place.
He said I was waiting to break him.
Is he-
My phone rings loudly in my pocket, so rather than let my loud thoughts consume me, I answer it.
“Yes?”
"Livy, Mum heard about your divorce. Sorry, siz, she is mad-mad. She called us all home for a mandatory meeting."
The call ends, leaving me staring at my device.
'Love does not exist for billionaires.'
Mother's words find me before a black Bentley, which seems to attract everyone's attention, pulls up from across the street.
The driver walks out to open the door while staring openly at me.
I never thought I'd be going back; then again, I never thought mother would be right.
Love doesn't exist, period.
“Miss Lawson, it’s good to have you back.”
The driver says with a slight bow when I near the car.
The butterflies in my stomach seem to want to spill. My gaze lands on the first seat in the lab before I slump down, starting with the heavy books in my arms. I should have brought a backpack. A person from beside me clears their throat; she is pretty with dark hair, brown eyes and light freckles that greatly disservice her bold and rebellious make up choice. Come to think of it, weren't the people at the table noisy before I sat? Did I interrupt them? Good job, Olivia; let’s ruin our first day of university! "I'm sorry." I begin, "Was there someone sitting here?" "Yes." The dark-haired woman answers before a handsome man with dark eyes interrupts her. "Cut her some slack, Tasha. You can sit. I'm the one who kept quiet; I was...rapping. Which is probably not the most ideal thing to do in a classroom." He responds with a faint blush. "You rap?" I ask, and his face softens to a smile before his lips part, letting eloquent and somewhat raunchy lines about my eyes and lips fl
Matteo D’Amico Olivia Lawson had light brown hair that resembled honey, hazel eyes with a slight blue hue, soft, plump lips, and a body that the gods must have carved. He loved the sight of the ass that had wiggled on the floor as its helpless owner crawled desperately to safety at the hospital. She looked beautiful when she turned to him, even with her eyelids half closed and her body trembling with fear. He loved how she clung to him afterwards as if he were her beacon of hope. Of course, he was at the time. She had been interesting enough to grab his attention, and when she asked for a divorce from her supposed husband, he saw a chance with her. He could pretend to be her friend, pretend to be sympathetic, pretend to understand her until he could have her for a night and rid himself of the lust he felt around her, but Christ on a cracker, she was a Lawson. He had been looking for an opportunity to get close to the family; most ‘old money’ families feared him, but the Lawsons h
By the time I turn my attention from Elizabeth back to the armed man, he is gone.“What kind of ninja bullsh-”My mutter is cut short by the feel of liquid on my fingers; there is still some blood on my wedding ring from when I slashed Mr Simmon’s earlier.I should have returned the ring; I must have gotten so used to wearing it that-“Seriously, Livy, let's go!”I roll my eyes at my younger sister’s impatience, especially because she was the late one; still, I walk towards her car and enter before more vehicles cue at the pickup/drop off point.Elizabeth's car is packed, stuffed to the brim with suitcases; some still have their seal from the airport, perhaps from her last vacation."Shouldn't you have taken the essentials? I can barely see the cars behind us; driving like this is unsafe!”"Relax. It's fine."She says as she fiddles with the radio before setting on a pop station and driving us off."Were you having dinner with a friend or looking for somewhere else to spend the night
"Livy!" "Vincent, I'm serious; he grabbed my-" "Livy, I didn't ask you to cook this dinner so that you can pick apart my coworkers. This night is important for me. If I get this promotion, we can move to a bigger house and go on fancier dates." "I don't need-" "There you two are! Slithered away, have you?" Vincent's hand snakes around my waist as the newly retired general manager of Vincent’s company swaggers in the kitchen where Vincent and I are having a private discussion. He doesn’t seem to care that he is interrupting us, but that could be because his cheeks are flushed from the alcohol I served. "Yes, I am just giving my wife a few notes on the hors d'oeuvres she has served." Vincent defends as if we have no right to be in our kitchen. "Mrs James, you have done a fantastic job. Thank you for hosting my retirement party." Vincent’s former boss says. I didn't want to host the party; he has a wife who can do this for him! "Ah, it's nothing, Mr Harris." Vincent answers on
My hand reaches for the pitcher of water at the centre of the table; it's cold and frosty. One girl out of the three seated winces as if I am about to douse her with the cold water, but instead, I pour the liquid into her half-full glass. “There are a lot of things on my mind, but guess what takes the cake?” I ask, but none of them answer; they only look at each other as if they want to run. “‘How influential and important to my company are these three ladies to gossip about their boss openly and loudly.’ Really, I can’t wrap my head around it. How can I not know your names and how important you must be for me to overlook this?” I press the question, but again, none of them says anything. Finally, after what feels like a full minute, one of the ladies gasp when the cold water overflowing from the glass to the table finally drips onto her skirt. She stands abruptly with her eyes widened. "Sit. Down." She does as I command. Like a scared puppy, she sits on the now wet chair and co
"Olivia Lawson...Olivia Bethany Lawson." Vincent repeats as if he is trying to familiarise himself with my name. “The Olivia Bethany Lawson.” He finishes with a cold laugh as I close the doors to the private balcony right next to the main hall. I agreed to give him the five minutes he demanded, with Hugo standing outside, keeping watch to avoid eavesdroppers from paparazzi posing as guests. Vincent reaches for a flask inside his jacket and takes a swig. He likes rum, but since the liquid in that flask smells like nail polish remover, it must be cheap vodka. "They say three years is enough to know a person, but boy, did you elude me. Was it funny? Were you laughing when you were trying to find out how commoners live? How they struggle? Was it easy playing pretend?" He asks as bright pink patches paint his cheeks. I don’t remember the last time I saw Vincent tipsy from one shot; whatever is in that flask must be strong; it's best we finish this quickly. "Pretend?" I repeat wit
The tears stop, but the hollowness in my chest persists until I notice the paleness of his hands as they grip the steering wheel so tightly that I fear it may snap from its slot in the car. Crap, he is actually angry. The car takes a sudden and most definitely unlawful sharp turn, causing me to hold on for dear life on the seat. Sadness seems to escape me, replaced entirely by the fear curling in my veins at the sudden hoots that follow his dangerous driving. “Have you lost your mind?” He doesn’t answer my yelled question, and for some reason, I can’t bring myself to force him to answer because my eyes are drawn to the veins lining his arms, settling snugly next to the firm muscles on his upper arm. My pulse quickens, and no, it's not fear but exhilaration that drives it: I made a man this gorgeous jealous! I can't remember the last time Vincent felt jealous. To him, I was always the obedient housewife who couldn't say no to him, someone who would always choose him, so there was
“No…uh, pretend I didn’t say anything. Okay, here!”I fumble with my dress’s zip hurriedly to dispel the awkwardness I caused with my outburst, but it seems caught on something.“I’ll get naked.”I add that because taking the dress off is taking longer than I thought, and I don’t want him to think I'm hesitating.Fuck…this is not how I imagined foreplay would feel like, and what the hell is wrong with this dress? Why won't it get off me?The sound of fabric tearing makes me stop tugging and instead cringe at my actions."Turn around."Matteo says softly, but at this point, shouldn’t I just go home and scream at my pillow?He is perfect, while I feel like a clumsy fool!“Turn around, Olivia.”He says again, but this time, it feels more like a command than a request, so my body complies as if it has been trained.I hear him stand from the couch, and within a few seconds, his warm hands lift mine to expose my zipper. He tugs it gently, and it gives way completely after he pushes my hands