I sat there for what looked like hours, staring at the wall as my body shook uncontrollably. I did not touch the food. I can't eat. I was extremely starving but whenever the image of the rat and the distance of the bullet from my brain flashed in my mind, my system violently shakes.
Until the room wrapped by darkness, my stomach was still churning as my eyes closed.I laid down on the floor, bringing my knees up to my chest. No pillow or anything. I do not know how long would I stay in this small room. I am sure that Dad already knew that I was held captive in here. And I am not certain if he is even planning to save me.Nobody will help him to save me. We do not have money to hire people. I woke up when I heard a glass shattering on the floor. The light coming from the small bulb was limited. I was still processing my surrounding when I noticed the man who was sitting in the corner. Even though his face is not clear from here, I knew that it was him.He threw the bottle on the floor without any care. The smell of alcohol attacked my nose. I saw him drinking straight from another bottle.I did not move. I remained in my position, hugging my knees but my eyes were focused on him.I saw a glimpse of his chest. He was topless as he was only wearing a pair of jeans.Just after a few moments, he threw the bottle on the floor again as he stood up.I noticed that he was walking with difficulty. It was obvious that he was too drunk. He went out of the room and my eyes widened in shock when he did not lock the door.I immediately pulled myself up from the floor and ran towards the door. I checked if there is people outside.No one is around.The fucking asshole was too drunk that he forgot to lock the door. Greval Vresso is wasted right now. Does he do this every night? Drinking and drowning himself with alcohol?I did not hesitate to leave the room and ran. I just realized that this is the basement of his mansion.But where are the guards? I couldn't see any. But that is not important at all.I reached his extravagant dining room. It was a bit dark but I could still see him. Suddenly, he lost his balance. His body fell on the floor. I waited for him to move but he did not.I thought that he fell asleep but I heard his low moan...Until I have realized that he was... crying. The sound of his wailing and suffering echoed throughout the house, like he could no longer hold the heartbreak. His gut-wrenching sobs tore through my chest.No. I should not feel like this. I should not feel any sympathy for him. But my feet seemed to have their own mind as they started to move towards him.I knelt down beside him, caressing his hair as he continued sobbing like a kid."Baby..." He held my hand and kissed it. I felt his wet cheek. "Please, take me away from here."I started chewing on my lower lip as my eyes welled up with tears when he kissed my hand repeatedly."Thank you for visiting me. I love you. I love you so much. I miss you. Please, can I come with you?" His weak voice was too soft in between his sobs."Are you okay there? Please, say hi to our daughter. I miss you so much. I feel so alone here, baby. I wish I could hug you right now. Are you taking me with you, baby? I will go with you. I do not want here anymore. I am always alone. You are not here. I do not have anyone to hug. I can't forget about you. I still can't, baby..."I swiped at my eyes but the tears came any way. I sniffled quietly.I do not know what has gotten into me but I just found myself wrapping my arms around him. I cried on his neck when his arms snaked around my waist."You feel so real, baby. Are you real? Did you come back for me? You are not going anywhere, hmm? Do you feel guilty leaving me alone? I love you. Do you still love me?"He kept repeating those words but I just let him. I remained in his strong arms. I laid down beside him. He caressed my body as though he was making the most out of it.I don't know what happened but the next day, I just woke up in this dirty room. It seems that they brought me back here.I fell asleep in Greval's arms while he was so drunk. I still remember how he sounded as he cried painfully last night. It sounded so... hurt and miserable. Like he was so broken beyond repair as he kept on calling Nieva's name. And I admit that something tugged in my heart whenever I think about it.I sighed heavily as my mind reminisced about what happened last night. Is that really happened? Did I really feel so... miserable because of his cry? No. I should not. Why would I? It was just probably because of the cold night. I do not care about him. A man like Greval should never pity. He is the the god of death and blood, if there is any. He is the personification of death.My eyes went to the door when it opened. One of his men entered with a tray of his hand. Like usual, he did not say anything to me as he silently put the tray on the table. I just watched him as
He was very mad. I am sure. His hands were shaking as he stood up and faced me with so much wrath written in his face. I know that I hit the most sensitive part in him again. And that is his wife. Nieva. That name is my most powerful weapon I have against Greval.I gasped when he squeezed my throat. His eyes were bloodshot. I was scared for a second thinking that he could kill me easily because of his anger. He was literally trembling.The air in my lungs was already not enough and my neck was burning in pain as he squeezed it so tightly with all his strength."P-Please," I choked in my own voice but he remained deaf."That would be the last time I would fucking hear you saying that name," he growled before he pushed me on the cold floor with so much strength.I was coughing so hard as I tried to catch my breath. I feel like my neck was too sensitive and my throat was numb. I could not even feel myself. I was literally dying few seconds ago.The doors slammed and I was left alone agai
Fear crept in my skin when I saw the rage and disgust in his face when he looked at me. I swallowed, not being able to know what to do. Suddenly, I lost my ability to produce any words from my mouth as my eyes remained on his hard feature. His steps were heavy and full of authority as he walked towards the man."I-I am sorry-"Before the man could even finish his sentence, Greval pulled his gun from his pocket and shot the man in the head. I gasped as my eyes widened when I saw the blood spurting out from the man's head. I was beyond horrified as I watched the scene infront of me.Mindlessly, I took a step back slowly, scared that I would catch Greval's attention. I was trembling miserably as I watched the man fell like a paper on the cold dirty floor.Tears fell in my cheeks as I screamed loudly when I saw the man's eyes. They were opened and they were looking at me! His lifeless eyes were looking directly in me!When I glanced at Greval, my body shook excessively when I saw how his
It took me awhile before I realized that a bloody dead body is here in this room with me. My eyes widened in horror when I accidentally glanced at the man lifeless on the floor.I stood up and with a shaking legs, I ran towards the metal doors but the guards have locked it already just when I was few meters away.I cried as I slammed my hands on the door. "Let me out! Please! I do not want to stay here! Please! Just remove the body!" I begged. I am not even sure if there is someone outside but I kept on making noise."Please! Help me! I am scared! Get this body out of this room!" I yelled as I continued crying but no one came.I helplessly rested my head on the metal doors as tears never stops falling in my cheek. The image of the dead body kept on flashing in my head like a movie. The blood, lots of blood was gushing out from his body.I sat near the doors and continued slamming my hands on it. I stood up when I heard something from outside. They are trying to open the door!I waite
The door shut loudly. I remained sitting on the floor. I glared at the door where he vanished. That asshole. He thinks he can the rule the world. He thinks he is better than anyone. He is so full of himself. If I was crazy over him before, well that was before! I feel nothing but hatred towards him now. I do not even know why he thinks I will let him touch me, let alone fuck me.He just wants to feel me because I look like Nieva. He is holding into that fact. He is only keeping me alive because of my face. And I do not know if that is a good idea or what.I fell asleep on the floor without me even realizing it. I woke up with a sore body all over. I winced at the pain as I tried to stretch my body. God, I need a bed. Even a small fucking bed with a thin mattress. Or even if it is just a matter alone! I do not know how long I can take this. I always wake up with a sore body every damn morning. It feels like I have been in an intense fight!I was shocked to see few clothes on the table.
They brought my lunch. I did not touch it. I did not even open it. I have not seen Greval for a week. It has been a week since the last time he went here. That is a good thing. I just hope this will continue. I just hope that he will never come back here again. I do not know if what will he do the next time he sees me.I am always anxious when I think about my father. What if the killed him already? What if Greval found him? What if he tortured him? God, no, please. Save my father. I do not know what will happen to me if he is... dead. I will never going to accept it.There is a huge possibility that Greval had already found my father. But why he has not yet showing up here? It has been a while since he went here. What is making him busy these past few days? Is he planning about something? What is then? Is it about my father?But no. If he has ever caught him, he should have told me and used my father to make me tell him the truth. He should at least let me know that he is holding him
I cried silently as I hugged my knees. The throbbing pain in my heart was too much for me to take. I know that he is evil. Why am I still... disappointed to what he did? He was thinking about his wife while he was thrusting his dick in my mouth. He was thinking about her while I was the one who was giving him pleasure.I do not love him anymore. No. I am not hurting. This is just my ego talking. He just crushed my ego. Not my heart. I do not care about him at all. Whatever I am feeling is definitely not because I still have feelings for him. This is just my pride. And he ripped it. He ruined it. He made me feel a disgusting whore. He used me. He was such a fucking asshole.My love for him was long gone. The day when he did not believe that the child inside me was his, I felt nothing but hate towards him. He threw me like I was a fucking trash when Nieva entered his life.I admit that I tried to make him love me even though I already knew that he was obsessed with Nieva. I was too blin
Greval left as soon as I finished eating. His men cleaned the table. As usual, the whole day, I did nothing but to stare at nothingness. I sighed as I think about what happened last night. As much as I wanted to forget about it, I can't seem to do that. It seems like the image of him was already in my mind for the rest of my life.But I know that it means nothing. He was just horny and I admit, he made me so fucking horny last night. It was normal for a human body to feel such pleasure even if you do not want it.I just woke up with a palm caressing my skin. And I even thought that I was dreaming. It has been awhile since the last time I ever fucked someone so it is normal that I got easily horny by his touch.I walked over to the door and tried to open it but of course, it was locked. I just assumed that they forgot to lock it. I sighed heavily. How would I leave this place? It is nearly impossible for me to do that, I know but I need to at least try. I need to do something. Doing so