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31~ Restraint
Naomi's point of view
I removed the blanket over me, flinging it across the room. His words kept repeating in my head and I couldn't hear anything other than that.
He called me a desperate woman! I felt ashamed I let him touch me easily after the promise I made to myself. I felt ashamed because I didn't think that it could be a plan, I felt ashamed because I proved him right. I felt ashamed because I enjoyed his kisses and mostly I felt ashamed because i was ready to give him all of me.
I wasn't desperate of any man's touch, although I loved when he touched me but desperate? I wasn't.
He was the one who left me for his girlfriend, he abandoned me and didn't for once consider me. I felt stupid wondering how all this situa
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