After I finished my shower, I went to meet her.
While passing my room I feel nostalgic, and enter my room.
But what makes me surprised, my room was still the same, just like how I left it behind five years back. Even there is not any dust, too.
As if I have never left it.
I go inside and sit in my bed.
My favorite teddy is still in the left corner of my bed, where I used to keep it.
My every toy is kept neatly in its place.
I smile, thinking about how possessive I was about this teddy.
I let no one touch it, not even my brothers and my best friend.
I used to sleep hugging it every night, from the day mom gifted it to me.
I sit in the bed and take the teddy, and hug it tightly
“Tin Tin, I missed you,” I say with tears in my eyes. When mom gave me this teddy, I named it ‘Tin Tin’.
I was a big fan of Tin Tin so I named it.
But everyone used to tease me about this.
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When I went downstairs, Logan was sitting there and talking with my brothers.“Hey, kiddo. Where were you? You missed all the fun. Your mate has a wonderful sense of humor.” Ariel excitedly says, seeing me coming downstairs.“Did you meet mom?” Aries asks“Yes, I just came from there,” I say and sit beside Logan. though we are sitting close by there is a distance between us.It’s a normal routine for us.We show people we are happy in our relationship.But our heart is far apart from each other.I never get the chance to know him, to love him.And Logan, he never tries to do that, too.Because I know he despises me. He never likes my presence.Or you can say he is the reason. There is a wedge between our relations.Because he never let the distance get closer between us.“This is not fair. We meet you after so long and you sit there with your mate? You want
After talking to my brothers, I went to the dining room with them.Logan also joins us, and he may have taken shower, as his hair is not fully dry.“Mom wouldn’t come?” I notice nobody is waiting for her or they don’t take any approach to call her.“Mom usually has her food in her room. She rarely comes out from upstairs. The maid must have sent her food already,” Aries says and I become sad.“Can I call her?” I ask maybe she will come downstairs if I insist.“Leave it. She will not come. We tried many times. Just enjoy your food,” He says and I become disappointed.“OK,” I take my seat beside Logan.But when we sit to eat, I hear a voice “Luna?” A maid gasps.“Mom.” I turn and see her coming down the stairs.“You have done with your lunch? Maybe I become late.” Mom asks, and I leave my sit to help her walk.
“I missed you so much, dad,” tear rolls down my eyes.“What are you doing here?” he asks again and this time he sounds angry.“I wanted to meet you all,” I say and try to walk toward him.“Stay there where you are standing,” he says, raising his hands and my step stops.“Dad. What happened?” I ask shocked by his behavior.“I am saying what you deserve. Don’t call me dad. Didn’t you leave with your mate, right? Then why you come back?” He asked with venom.“Dad, I missed you all. You are my family,” I say with tears.“Nobody is your family here. At least I am not your family. I regret giving birth to you.” he says and I feel the floor move from my feet.“Dad, what have I done wrong?” I ask disappointed by his word.I had sacrificed my happiness for him. But now he is telling me he regrets giving birth to
After talking with Ariel, I went to my mom.I wanted to talk to her.And Logan doesn’t want to see my face, so I don’t want to go there and disturb him.When I went to my mom’s room, she was sleeping.So I close her door and went outside.I will talk to her later.Though she is behaving well, I know she is suffering like me.She had become lean from the last time I saw her.Her hair lost its color, and her face was showing wrinkles.These incidents have made her lose the will of living, I know.But, I can’t lose her.I come downstairs and went toward the backyard.This is the place where I used to play when I was a child.I used to make my small house there and play with my dolls.Mom, me, and my dolls. My tiny and beautiful world.But then reality hits and I grew up.My beautiful world is attacked by some monster, and my prince charming comes out as the
“You didn’t know then, he was your mate, right?” He asks, and I shake my head.“No, I was only sixteen then. I wanted to kill my time as I was feeling lonely, and wanted to save some money for the future, too. So when Marina offered me the job I grab it.”“Then?” He asks curiously.“Then...”After I joined Logan’s office, my days were going well.I wanted something to pass my time, and what could be better than that.The job was not very troublesome.Logan had a busy schedule, but I had to just arrange everything, attend emails, and mostly attend some meetings with him.Logan didn’t want to depend on someone, so my workload was not very heavy.And about my studies, Marina was helping me a lot.She used to pass me the class notes and help me with my studies.All the weekdays when I was remaining busy with my office work, on the weekend I used to c
After dinner, everyone leaves for their respective room.But when I enter my room, it was pitch dark.Logan came early from the dinner. I thought he would be back here.Then why is not any light on? Maybe he went outside.Thinking this, I enter the room, but suddenly all the lights turn on, and I hide my face with my hand.When I open my eyes, Logan was sitting on the couch.His legs are kept on the coffee table in a crossing manner, and he is smoking. I didn’t know he had a habit of smoking.But I never get to know what are his habits.He crushes the cigarette in the ashtray and looks at me.I try to see through his mood. But his face has no emotion from which I can get a single clue.“Where were you?” he asks calmly still sitting in the same position.“I was at the dining table just now. You saw me there eating.” I say, confused why he is asking that.“Before tha
Logan’s P.O.V.I get up from the bed, where Andrea was lying unconscious.I pull the sheet over her and get up.I know they were just hugging, but I couldn’t control myself.The anger that is building inside me is destroying us bit by bit.This always happens.I never want to hurt her. But I end up hurting her all the time.When my anger subsides, I regret every night when I see what have I done. But then I again do the same.But what can I do?I didn’t want to be like that. I don’t want to hate her.But what she did was too much for me to handle.I can forgive her every mistake.But what she has done to me is unforgivable.I know she must hate me now after what I have done these three years.But I will never let her go away from me.I still remember the day I first saw her.When she entered my office for the job interview.Marina told me before, that sh
“Andrea. Are you still in the bathroom? We are waiting for you.” I hear Ariel’s voice and came out of my dreamland.“I will be there in five minutes,” I yell from inside and step out of the bathtub.“Come quickly. You can always come back here. I know you like to make your home inside the bathroom, but that is not your home sweet home. Your mate may be waiting for you outside.” He says in a joking tone and leaves my room.I quickly finish my shower and change into a dress.When I stand in front of the mirror, I can see my entire neck is filled with purple bruises.I don’t want to be embarrassed in front of everyone, so I apply some foundation to cover them.Then I go downstairs.“Mom, you know I like it too. Give me some.” I hear Ariel urging like a child.“Don’t you dare to touch it? It’s for Andrea.” Mom slaps his hand away.“This i