From Marina
Happy Birthday to me, I mockingly wished myself.
My Birthday was not a joyous occasion.
Another reminder that I got to live and my mother didn't serve its purpose. I had nobody with whom to celebrate. I had no family or friends. I was just a girl living in a park, surrounded by strangers who had no interest in me.
My life was miserable and pitiful. My life was in such a shambles. I felt hollow and lifeless inside as if nothing was left for me. He treated me like a loser when I thought I had finally found someone to love me. I was so damaged.
I've occasionally thought that I don't deserve to be alive. If Natasha were here, my mother would reassure me that it wasn't my fault. It never seemed to help me feel any less guilty, no matter how many times I tried to tell myself that it wasn't my responsibility because I wasn't the one who killed her.
I shrugged off my melancholy ideas and focused on something upbeat.
I took a look around the painful area I was in. I had a bed that was raised in a room corner. The absence of recent painting had left the walls peeling. I had a full-length mirror on one side, and crates held my clothing.Aside from the clutter, everyone else had put up here and occasionally crept out at night, I had nothing else. Since most of the items up here didn't require storage, they did it on purpose.
I took a shower in one of the shared restrooms with everyone else. I always made an effort to utilize it when nobody was around.
My life stinks.I got out of bed and went about my routine day. Everyone was present because it was Saturday today. I hastily fixed breakfast and then swept the house. I do mean the entire house when I say that. I had to clean every room, which was difficult for me because they were watching me.
Finally, I finished all of my responsibilities. I didn't have anything planned for dinner, so I had the rest of the day to myself.
I had my head down and carefully avoided eye contact with anyone as I returned to my room. As I was ready to leave Benjamin's room, I heard someone utter my name.I stopped outside his door, which was slightly ajar, to hear what they were saying. I approached the door and paid close attention. I was aware that listening in on conversations was impolite, but I also wanted to know what they were saying about me.
I overheard Ray remark, "I'm going to fuck her tonight, and after I'm done, she's all yours."
Another voice adds, "I don't mind tapping that ass."
Someone said, "We could make this even more intriguing, and each have our time with her at once.""You watch way too much porn" a laughing other voice added.
The previous voice said.
"Let a dude live out his dreams."
Unbelievably, a voice asked,
"Your dream is to have a gangbang with one female and all your buddies.
"I fail to understand why the hell not? "he chuckled. Another person said, "It might be fun."
Guys, calm down. Everyone will have a turn, Ray assured.
Ray continued, laughing, "If she doesn't give in willingly, then we'll have to take what we want."When I discovered what they had in mind, I covered my mouth in disbelief. They had all along planned to eat with me. I knew that neither one nor all of them could be defeated at once.
I wasn't just going to allow them to remove the only valuable possession I still had. I was keeping myself for when I found my partner. I wasn't going to observe passively.
"Ray asked Benjamin, "Are you okay with this?" briefly afterward.
Are you kidding me, I say? My mother's death is a direct result of that b*tch. Benjamin responded, "I don't give a fuck what you guys want to do with her.I last heard "Good" as I started to leave.
I went to my room and took a used duffel bag. I was no longer able to remain here. Not that I haven't been living alone for a very long time now, but I was old enough to be on my own. Even though I lived in a house with many people, I was alone.
I chose to travel light and only brought what I needed.
I decided to pack light things so I could move more quickly and threw in only the needed goods. I tucked the luggage under my bed and decided to wait until evening to go discreetly without anyone seeing me.
I tapped my fingers nervously against my thighs as I sat in my room. Now that night had fallen, I had to get out before they carried out their plan. I stood up and put on an enormous hoodie. I zipped up the hood and picked up my backpack. I kept my head down as I moved through the hallways because I didn't want anyone to recognize me. I didn't want to risk anything. Anywhere maybe Ray and his friends. Nobody would oppose their attempt to forcibly remove me because no one gave a damn about the loser or the lonesome. They didn't even bother to blink an eye toward me. Without anyone noticing, I snuck out of the door. I heard someone conversing not too far from where I was as I walked farther down the path to enter the woods. I crept behind a tree to see who was there and peered out.Why is he taking so long? I overheard a hurried voice say, followed by a puff of smoke from the speaker. Who knows? A different voice responded. Ray. With his buddies, he was present. I then heard
Marina's POV "What?" As his words began registering in my brain, I queried after emerging from my stupor. "I'm not mine. Get the hell away from me, pervert. I replied as I pushed him away from me. He seemed upset by this, as he quickly pinned my hands above my head. He said once more after casting me an evil glance. "You belong to me! No matter how you feel about it. Mate. "He grumbled with irritation. As soon as he said the word "mate," I froze. Was he my partner? Was I his girlfriend? It was now beginning to make sense. I was aware of the familiarity in him as well as the warmth and security I had in his embrace. His odor was both seductive and addictive. He had a little vanilla scent and the smell of the woods. The sparks that flew up my arms as he was holding me should be enough evidence if his scent and comfort weren't. As a shiver ran up my spine, I had a warm, tingling sensation in the pit of my stomach. My mind was filled with a voice that kept repeating the wo
I let up a little when I realized he wasn't taking me back to my pack. But eventually, it became clear. I kept thinking , "I never want to go back to that pack," While I dealt with the rejection and shame. North Pack. The world's most potent pack, to be exact. The pack's leader was rumoured to be ruthless and heartless. Trespassers on his property were promptly laid to death. I wasn't ready to be his next victim because I had heard all the stories about how many people he had murdered. Nobody outside of his group is aware of his appearance. I heard that he liked to keep his appearance a secret whenever he left his pack. I don't have my sights set on his as, well. "Just let me out, please. I didn't mean to trespass; I wasn't trying to cause any issues. Don't take me to your alpha, please. I cried out, "I don't want to die. When the word "alpha" was mentioned, he momentarily became stiff but soon became comfortable. Please. Marina replied, her voice filled with dread and a deep
Marina's POV II remained in the room. My asshole of a friend had abandoned me. I got to my feet and looked around because I had nothing else to do. The room appeared to belong to a friend, and if the stench was any indication, it was his room. I could only make out the shades of grey and black. The color was not at all his thing. His place was so gloomy like it lacked any personal touches. Just a few touches of paintings were added after he had everything he required. Even though this room may have seemed gloomy, it was nothing compared to how sad my "chamber" actually was. It was the most luxurious room I've ever had the pleasure of inhabiting that didn't require cleaning. When I heard a voice say, "Hello," I turned to face the entryway. It wasn't until now that I noticed someone had entered the room. A girl with dark curly hair and caramel skin was standing in the doorway. She was probably 5'4" tall. She had pouty lips, a straight nose, and honey-brown eyes. She was l
Sophia reprimanded Luna, saying, "Luna, you know you shouldn't talk that way to Marina." I can do anything I want, she said. Snapped. Luna stood up from the stool she was seated on and approached me. As a predator would do to its prey, she surrounded me.Luna spits out "Pathetic human" in disdain. I muttered, "I'm not a human. "And what was that? I had trouble understanding it, "She remarked with a sly grinI declared that I was not a human. Right, she said stutteringly. "He is not what you deserve! Do. You are pitiful and feeble. You can never satisfy him as much as I can, "Luna murmured. My heart felt like it broke into a million pieces at hearing her words. She had slept with Alpha Ryan. And here I was, saving myself for a partner who couldn't maintain her underwear. I woke up with wrath; I've never felt so angry. I suddenly turned around and threw her to the ground, as if something had taken control of me. I jumped on top of her and punched her repeatedly. She was prese
Marina's POV I tried to get everyone away from me by saying, "I need some space, " so I could treat the youngster. As they moved away from me, I checked the youngster to see how seriously hurt he was. I gasped in horror as I observed the child's features. On his hip's left side, there was a terrible bite. Even a piece of flesh was missing from there. I quickly sprung into action, covering his wound with both hands while inhaling deeply. I tried to concentrate on mending the boy while I closed my eyes. My hands felt warm and tingly as my flesh burnt, but not in a way that hurt. When I opened my eyes, I saw the youngster illuminated by a yellow glow from beneath my hands. As the power poured from me into the boy, I could see the swirls of gold in my palms as I looked down. I looked at the boy's skin and noticed the wound was gradually healing. It was effective. At the same time, I was shocked and amazed. Since I haven't cured someone since I was six years old, I wasn't sure if it
"You are an angel with both good and bad qualities. Every hundred years, angels just like you are born. Your mission is to spread peace throughout the world. You appear to be a very pure being based on what I've observed, yet at the same time, darkness is engulfing you. Never give in to your evil side since doing so could mean the end of all life as we know it "She spoke. "An angel?" I questioned in a daze. "Yes. That is why your wolf is white; it symbolizes your angelic side. In the entire planet, you are the sole white wolf." I muttered. "I've never seen my wolf. "Oh. Allow me to assist you with that "She grinned again as she moved forward. My head began to speak after she touched my forehead. My wolf was there. "Now keep in mind Marina, you are no longer with that nasty gang of undesirables. You shouldn't hold yourself responsible for your mother's passing. The sooner you realize this, the more control you'll have over your abilities. I'm wishing you success "She hugged me b
Marina's POV We were now by ourselves in the space. He looked at me intently, examining every detail of my wolf. My wolf retreated when he took a step forward. Now what? As I conversed with my wolf in my head, I remarked, "I thought you were eager to meet our partner. "He betrayed us!" She provided a response huff. Since I was aware that Stella's earlier comments had hurt us both, I refrained from saying anything further. I'm not sure if what she said was accurate or if she was just attempting to provoke me, but it seemed to be having an effect. I was astonished when I slapped her at first, but that disbelief soon gave way to anger as I vented my aggravation on her. I believe that I had become weary of people always passing me by and making fun of how pitiful and feeble I was. In addition to wanting to show my partner that I was not weak, I also wanted to disprove her. I wasn't sure what would happen, but at this point, nothing someone could do to me would be different from wha