Chapter 40

~ JACOB’S POV

I have been pacing around for a couple of minutes, trying to make sense of what I just did and why I did it.

Clearly, I can not find any suitable explanation for that. I don’t know what was wrong with me or what got into my head...I just can't explain it. Something about being near Bella and feeling her breath on my skin, makes me go crazy. It’s almost as if everything around me fades away and I get completely captivated in that moment. It's hard to put into words, but it was a feeling I will never forget.

It was like a surge of electricity running through me and as soon as our eyes met, an uncontrollable desire washed over me, urging me to embrace her and explore every inch of her with passionate kisses. I wanted her so close to me, I wanted to hold her, care for her… it’s a weird feeling but at that moment, it felt good.

I wish it wasn’t a wrong feeling because I liked it; her eyes locked in mine. I wanted to control myself at that moment but just like that, my emot