Chapter 87

~ BELLA’S POV

I was getting a hell lot of nervousness. Austin was taking too much time downstairs and I was basically just walking around and about the room trying to wave off the unshaken nerves growing inside of me.

I do not think I have ever been this anxious and nervous at the same time. It’s almost as if I can not even think or do anything else that isn’t being nervous. My mind is just going on and off about one thing; Austin and I sleeping together. One mind kept telling me it was a bad idea and it was like cheating on Jacob while the other mind was basically telling me otherwise; It’s a good idea and I just have to do it if I want Austin to survive.

Certainly, I can not think of anything more than saving Austin’s life. He saved Layla’s life by getting her admitted to the hospital, paying all her medical bills and even allowing her to stay in the comfort of his house. I can not be any more grateful for his help and I believe that I should do the same to him, let him mark me an