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8| He Wants To Do What?
Emily's POV:
I felt horrible and disgusting. I closed my ears, trying to stuff a pillow but to no vain. Man, Edward really had some balls to have sex with Lara when I was in the next room. The walls were much of a negative soundproof than I could ever comprehend.
I closed my eyes, trying to sleep but Lara was moaning literally loud. I had to bite my lips to stop myself from shouting at her. I knew Edward was experienced in this field but did she really need to make it this obvious.
Damn her!
I sighed. It was always there, that hopelessness. It came and went but never left me.
I had always been a happy-go-lucky girl, some called me goody two shoes, some tomboy, some nerd
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