THE BEAST UNLEASHED

Now with passing time I was getting more and more close to Andrew, and we were sharing a really great bond, he always used to listen to me calmly even though I talk nonsense, he never used to get angry on me and used to make me feel special always and his cutest habit was that he always used to ask for forgiveness even though it's my mistake, now my feelings for him started changing as in the beginning I was only attracted to his physique but now I was getting attached to the beauty of his soul, the purity in his nature and the intensity in his care 

 I wanted to convey my feelings for him but at the same time also wanted to know what he actually feels for me as I didn't want to offend him in any way as he was too sensitive to handle sometimes which was quite complex behavior of him, well as our partners were changed but still he used to help me on the field but unfortunately I was unable to take the fact that he is working with somebody else on the field even though he told me many times, but still I was unable to understand such a small fact most probably because of my possession towards him which resulted into quarrel between me and Julie on the fifth field trip itself in Thailand 

   Which soon transformed into brawl because of which I left the field trip in midway and came back to hotel as I was enraged like a burning fire that day and because of the brawl field trip of the day was also cancelled and as soon as we reached hotel Andrew was angry enough to confront me with his burning questions,” What the hell was that which you did on field trip with Julie ? , Are you out of your senses ? , What the hell is your problem ?” , He inquired me to which I didn't reply anything, but then he held both my hands tightly,”Oh ! Andrew leave me, you're hurting me”, I asked him 

     But he was in no mood to listen anything and countered me,”I won't leave you unless you answer me, every time I let go your behavior believing that you'll understand everything soon but today you crossed the limits by slapping Julie in front of everyone”, and caught me so forcefully that I almost started crying with pain, but he was in no mood to leave me holding my arms even tighter to which I even begged him only to end up slapping him hard which was only option left before me to free myself from his clutches and soon ran into washroom but no sooner he too entered in washroom by breaking the door and pulled me out of washroom which scared me to give chills to my spine

     As I never saw him in such condition earlier, his ocean like eyes looked like lava with the intensity of his breath as that of dragon, that day he was in no mood of sparing me as he again started asking reason for my behavior and as I didn't reply again, so he punched his hands on wall so hard that the wall almost cracked leaving his hands severely damaged which scared the hell out of me shouting hardly,” oh my god ! What have you done .....” But before I could complete he held my face and stated with pain in his tone,” That's my punishment to me for being with you all the while as today you not only embarrassed but ashamed both of us in front of everybody” 

    And before I could say anything he threw me out of the door locking it from inside,” Please Andrew open the door, I swear I won't do it again, please I beg of you don't punish yourself for my mistakes, please open the door, please I beg of you, please Andrew”, I started banging the door, but he shouted from inside and stated, Go away or else...” , and started banging the wall again with his hands because of which I went directly to the medical department of hotel and brought doctor as well as master key of the room as he might open the door and just stayed out of the room and told doctor to get inside for treatment 

    After a while doctor came out to inform me that he is fine now and that he have dressed him and given him an injection and some medicines which should be given time to time for faster recovery, but now I was scared to face him but anyhow collecting guts I got inside after a while only to find him sleeping most probably because of effect of injection with both his hands dressed in bandages which made me realize my mistake and the fact that it was his anger on me which came out in such a way that he harmed himself because of me, I got nearer to him to take a look at his hands and unable to control myself I started sobbing seeing him in such condition which was all because of me and I sat on the floor next to his bed and soon fell into deep sleep 

   Only to wake up in the morning to find Andrew seating on sofa while I was still seating on the floor with my head on the bed and as soon as I saw Andrew I began,” I am extremely sorry for my behavior last night, I didn't know that it might result in such a way, I am really very sorry and please forgive me, I won't repeat anything like that again”, I completed everything in single breath still seating on the floor responding to which he didn't say anything but just got up from the bed and was about to just move out of the room only for me to catch him by his hands because of which he groaned in pain,” What the ....”, But before he could complete his statement I interrupted,” I am sorry, but we really need to talk as I just can't take this anymore whatever is happening”

    Even I am also not liking whatever is happening between us but that is necessary for whatever you did last day because that will be the lesson for you”, he replied while still in angry tone, to which I spoke in my defend,”I know whatever I did last day was illegitimate and I also accept any kind of punishment what you will give me but please just speak to me because I can bare everything but not your silence”, To which he just jerked off my hands from his and just went out of the room without further words or statement in response to my appeal which left me feeling guilty once again

     And almost whole day passed, but he didn't returned which started making me more worried about him as he wasn't in the condition to stay out of the surveillance if anyone as he still had dressings on both of his hands and while I was still thinking about the same at around 8 in the evening suddenly I saw him entering inside the room, and he came towards me and saw that still I didn't have my food, so he tried to feed it to me in response to which I just hot away from him,” Who the hell are you to take care of either I eat or just die, you are not supposed to talk to me and I should remind you that in case if you must have forgotten that because I am a culprit and you are a judge who has given me a punishment, isn't it ?”

    In response to which he came close to me hold me by my shoulders speaking,” see I am extremely sorry for whatever happened last night as I just lost my temper for sometime and I don't know but I have a habit to hurt myself even though it's someone else's mistake and hence I just ended up reacting so stupidly last night which I realized a while ago when I was seating in the park outside the hotel but still I wasn't in the mood to listen to him as I was really very much hurt by his behavior for what he did with me 

   But still he made me sit on the bed with him now seating on the floor,” please forgive me as I am extremely sorry, last night I overreacted and thus everything happened which wasn't supposed to happen, it was all because of my anger which I was unable to control last night because of which I hurt you as well giving you bruises and scared you as well, so please just forgive me”, he explained everything calmly holding both my hands with his bandaged ones but I soon broke into tears looking at his bandages,” I was so scared last night that I could have died, please I beg of you never do it again as even I don't know how much you mean to me” 

     I gushed out still crying and hugged him again seating on the floor because of which we both lose balance and went flat on the ground with him handling his bandaged hands and now I was over him still crying, and he was below me calming me down and promised me to never repeat any such actions again but with each passing moments the speed of my crying was increasing to which he tried calming me down for almost 15 minuted after which I was finally able to control myself and I responded with my sorry again and soon the matter got settled with both of us reuniting again like before which made both of us happy

  And that day he promised me that no matter whatever happens, but he will not be showing his wilder aside again which I was still unable to believe as even he also wasn't aware of what he does when he gets angry or gets out of control as I was the one to witness and even fall prey to his anger and came across the beast inside him who doesn't understands anything once he gets out of control but still for that day everything was settled down between me and him at least for sometimes