The heaven was so gloomy right now, I don't know if the heaven is sympathizing with me and trying to console me. I couldn’t help but smile sadly as I stared at the dusky cloud, it will rain anytime soon.
I looked to my side when I heard Lautner calling my name, I force a smile on him when I noticed that he's confused if he was going to smile at me or not.
"I'm sorry for your loss, Ashy," Lautner said and caress my shoulder, I just smiled sparingly at him before I hugged him, Mason came up to me and hugged me too.
"We're always here for you, Ashton. You're always welcome to our home if you want to breathe some fresh air." Mason whispered to me so I couldn't help but smile at him.
"Thanks, guys," I said sincerely and after a while, I gently pull myself from their hugs.
"It's time to go, boys." Luciano suddenly said to Mason and Lautner, they both just nodded and then said goodbye to me, I just smiled at them before
ZieI don’t know what should I feel right now, I’m like a kite that doesn’t know where to go. I don't know where I'm going now but I just keep driving my car, maybe I'll just let my heart take me wherever my heart wants to go just like a kite that lets the wind take it wherever the wind desires.Until I realized that my heart had taken me to the cemetery, where the remains of the person I love lay along with my heart. I got out of my car and slowly walked inside the cemetery. I always go here every day to the point where I can almost memorize all the names of everyone that was buried here.After a few minutes of walking, my legs suddenly stopped, because I had reached my destination. I sat on the green grass while looking around the cemetery, it was so serene here that I think I'm the only person in there, the cold breeze of wind was caressing my body and for some inexplicable reason, it makes me feel calm other than feeling nothing at all.