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Walls

I've hit a wall.. a huge wall.. a wall known as..The unknown.

I can't seem to know what it is and I fear it might be my best or my worst choice. I keep hesitating and keep on contemplating. That unknown wall everyone keep on stupidly stumble upon everytime. Expectations, future, responsibilities; all unknown and unseen yet haunting. What must one do to choose? What must one pray to acquire. Are choices correct? Are decisions true? What motivates you? What keeps you alive? 

Are humans actually dead fishes? Continuously flowing, a goal without a choice. What is fate? Why does it bound us? What is destiny? Is it worth sacrificing one's happiness? What are questions to begin with? Why must they exist? Are we ever so doubtful? Why can't we just walk true? Walk pass the wall

I walk away but still can't seem to ignore it. I swam across but always found myself on the same side of the river. When can the wall break down so I may cross it. Why is change so slow? Why is change so hard? Why am one so weak!

Does strength matter or does the heart do? Do greed work or is it just being selfish. A man or a woman. None matter for the one you're fighting has been none other than yourself. If I'm so strong then why am I so weak? Why is 'I' a wall? 

Is it wrong to walk alone? If it is. Why didn't you take the hand? It stretches so from atop the wall. 

A key. A hand. A choice. A step. 

Easier said than done. So easy a single step is all it takes yet Why must this wall be so high? So irritating. 

What does it take to wake up? To sleep. To get up. To work. It's so easy yet why must it take so much effort. Is it your fault? I can't seem to blame myself. I should but it's a shame. Why must Pride favor me so? Why can't a Goddess slap me? Why can't I wake up? Days are near. Days are clear. Yet my eyes blurry and my head is cloudy. Love heals. Clears the path. Yet why must it leave? What do I do to get it back? Is everything up to me. It's right here yet so far away. 

Comeback. Come forth. I need excuses to not need them. Am I a slave? No. I want to be free. Free from it all. I want to break the wall. I could. All I need is right here. Do I need help? Yes. Should I overcome myself? Yes. What do I need? Myself. I want to climb it. Today. I must. Tomorrow is an excuse. Just a little more. Half a step I take with this. And then. It's all over. 

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Joe
i just obsessively read the whole story in like 3 days i need more
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Joe
sorry for haggling but can get some more
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kenn Aidan lim
next chapter please
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