"James get your fat ass out of the shower we are going to be late" I screamed through the corridor, I've made breakfast and even cleaned everything up yet his ass is still showering.
I swear I thought it's women who take longer to shower yet this man has been in there for a good hour.
" chill out chicken" he yelled back, chicken really?? If anything I'm a lion, ignoring his loser self I sat at the table and placed Emily on my lap, she leaned back before watching the cartoon play on the screen.
After about 10 minutes James sat down at the table with a sigh, glancing his way I huffed in annoyance.
"James how bloody long do you take" I groaned making weird gestures with my hands making me look Italian. He smiled but didn't reply, What is it with him and hardly ever replying with words. His eyes literally tell stories. If you stare at them for long enough you see some sort of pain.
Not regular pain though it's like guilt mixed with pain. His eyes also turn black when he's mad and they go hazely when he's happy.
After James ate I dropped Emily of at Dixies, beginning our walk to school 10 minutes late. If I get a detention I'm killing him.
Upon reaching the parking lot the same thing happened, many many people were staring at us with confusion written all over their faces. Yeh I'd be confused too.
"Hey sexy" Aiden hollered through the corridor, turning around I faced him and fluttered my eyes like a desperate bitch.
" hey handsome" I squealed, he laughed before pulling me closer for a hug. Patting his back I pushed away with a laugh.
" how's my baby doing" he asked with his hand still around my shoulders.
" Meh I guess hows you're sexy self" I added with a wink. Aiden and I spoke for a few minutes still trailing behind James.
I was so happy, the feeling was radiating all over me. With a massive smile on my face I turned to James, I waited expectedly for a smile but he didn't.
His face conveyed many emotions but the main one was anger, his clenched jaw and blank face showed me I was right.
" what crawled up your ass and died?" I questioned as he looks like he could tear Mars apart, his eyes are clouded with an emotion I can't decipher.
" you, fucking whore"
That weirdly hurt me, I stopped walking, my face turning into one of confusion. He didn't add nothing on instead giving me a blank look he slammed his locker and walked away from me. The little hope left within me expects him to turn but no......he didn't.
Turning back towards the guys they looked at me sympathetically, but I didn't want that. I wanted an explanation, I mean they are best fucking friends. Aiden and Connor gave each other knowing looks before sighing in despair.
Not this again. Running to the library I sat in my little corner and didn't plan on getting out . I hate it when people look at me like that, it's been happening nearly all my life I don't want that shit, not any fucking more.
I thought everything would be different, new people new school new life. Where no one knows my past or what I've been through, where teachers won't let me of because I was going through shit. Worst of all the people who I really enjoy are doing it.
Why do things like this happen to me, I want a normal fucking life with no bullshit.
Even though what happened isn't a big thing I don't want to deal with it. Not again.
I was too engrossed in my thoughts too realise that school was already over. Relief coursed through my body as I can finally go home to see Emily, only she can make me feel better.
Saying my goodbyes to the library staff I ambled my way home distracted.
There was another sight to see as soon as I got outside. The parking lot was almost empty except for a few lingering student, and James. He was stood beside Barbie, her hands all over his body.
Walk away Ava, it doesn't matter. For fucks sakes you've only known this man for less than a month he's nothing.
I fall easily, I fall into like easily. What does that say about me, that I'm easy or that people can use me for a while then discard me like I'm nothing. God! I only knew him for 2 or 3 days but he actually showed me care, and some sort of love.
I should've learned by now but hell look where I am.
Dixie could tell I was in a bad mood, she handed me Em with a small smile.I changed Emily and I into our nighties before sitting on the bed, she sat beside me mumbling weird words. Usually I would concentrate on her but today my mind isn't letting me.... He pissed me of and I let him. I didn't even do anything.Emil
Morning came around pretty quickly, with a quick morning stretch I cleared the sofa of the blankets and went back to my room. My bare feet padded against the cold wood making me shiver.With a yawn I gently opened my door to see James laying so still you'd think he was dead, the blanket covered half his body leaving the rest out to be seen....by me cause he's sexy.
James pov FINALLY " I'm a gangleader" I mumbled quietly, I was afraid of this, of her being afraid of me. I finally got the courage to look back up and all I saw in her eyes was worry." James" she whispered looking at her feet and then back up at me. I could see fear in her eyes, pure fear. Well fucking done James you've scared her away." I can't" was all she said before she left the room taking my rotten black heart with her....... Shit I sound like a bitch now. She didn't even listen for the whole story.She doesn't know why I'm here, she doesn't know what I've been through or what I've had to deal with.I can't fucking let her walk away from me like that, not many people make me feel. Ava's pov Shit. He's a gangleader How could I not see this coming. Nothing ever goes right for me I should have fucking expected it. I have to take Emily and leave fast. I'm not risking anything if they find us this time we're going to die, don't get me wrong I don't care about my life whatsoev
I stared into his bluish orbs trying my best to force the words out of my mouth. They wouldn't come out. James gently held my hand rubbing them to make me feel better. " I...I was abused" I whispered slightly turning my head so I don't have to look into his disgusted eyes. Taking in another deep breath I started with the full story. " I was abused every day by my parents, I kept Emily safe by hiding her they forget she even existed" I laughed with no humor present in my voice, wiping away the falling tears I kept my eyes glued to the floor." one day I decided to escape, so we ran, I stole money from my dads safe, he had millions but I only took a few thousand, yes I was a bit stupid. We ran here to start fresh" I'm not even near finished, he hasn't even heard the most important part but he interrupted me." I'm so sorry Ava" he said as he pulled me in for a hug, " but why did you run, you know I can protect you" he whispered huskily into my ears, I looked up at him and wiped the
We had been in the penthouse for a few hours and James had been in his room since he showed us around. He said he had some business to take care of, I tried not to dwell on the word business to much.The clock hit 9pm, Emily and I were busy watching spongebob whist James was still stuck in his room. I should probably go check what he's doing. Slowly pulling away from Emily I nervously walked towards his door and knocked three times. After a few seconds I heard a 'come in'.
After I put Emily to bed I walked into the room opposite. The walls were black and white and so are the bed covers, there's 2 other doors which I'm guessing lead to a closet and a bathroom. Like his office there was again nothing sentimental or anything that reflected a home.This penthouse feels like a pretty prison.
I woke up on top of a hard yet soft rock, oh wait it's James. Snuggling deeper I sniffed him by accident. Honestly he smells so fucking good all the time. I was too busy in my sniffing moment that I didn't feel his body shuffle under mine. Oh shit, he probably thinks I'm a weird sniffer person." good morning avyy" he sighed, I internally smiled at his beautiful morning voice, mumbling a morning I stayed laying on his chest comfortably until his phone rang.
James povI woke up with the feeling of guilt floating in my stomach, maybe it's because I know I have to tell Ava that Im going to kill her father.I need her help to do it.