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(29) Shit! Shitty! shittier!
Two years ago,
I snuggle under the covers deeper grimacing at the pain in my abdomen. Just why do I have to be a girl?
I have this huge awesome idea of flaunting my boyfriend to my classmates and now I am stuck in the bed moaning like a cow giving birth.
Mom left for work early claiming she has answers to evaluate and dad being the workaholic left at dawn.
Liam won't be picking me up today because he's dropping Justin to his school. I've got no means to tell him I am not coming to school since my battery is at 0% from sleeping in the middle of the movie.
My tears stream down my face when I couldn't hold the pain anymore. God, how did my mom gave birth to me?
I tried sleeping yet I couldn't, my hands are trembling from holding the sheets with all my might.
I pray mentally to let it stop yet it never calms down.
Where is God at this hour?
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