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Chapter 70
My dearest Hazel...
By now you are a young woman, full of dreams and your heart still searching, for more to recieve. I do hope that by the time you read this letter, every bit of desire I had for your life, has come to pass.
I hope that you are happy and in love. I hope that you are finally at that point in your life, where you know that your decisions matter, your voice matters.
I hope that finally you and Roman have realised that you two, are soulmates.Maybe it's my wishful thinking but I see something there, something that is rare. As young as you two are, I see it and you two ending up together makes total sense, if you know what I mean.
I hope that in whatever life has thrown at you, in every way, you must know that you will breathrough each hurdle that comes your way.
I want you to know that it's okay to trust people, it's okay
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