Alyssa pov.
I know for certain that I have been a positive girl all my life. I know I was a little spoilt when I was younger *okay maybe a lot spoilt* and I know that my world was at my fingertips. I know all these things because my parents always ensure that I have the best of everything I ever wanted. So what if it made me a little spoilt or can't I be a positive girl when there is no real reason for me not to be one and don't get me started on my world I was queen and I ruled it and now I don't. As simple as that, it is was horrible to learn that I was living in a fairytale and now I have been jolted and taken to the real world. My life feels like it is not mine to live any more. I feel like stumping my feet and saying I want to go back to my life but that is just going to be me throwing a tantrum and in the real life. People who throw tantrums are not taken seriously and are ignored. Why did my life take this ugly turn? I always imagined that I will be close to my parents even when I am married. It is not as if one of them died. No, nothing of that sort happened. What happened was that if I want to be close to my family I would have to be close to two different families. My parents are divorced. I wish I could answer the question, who cheated on who. I wish I could say that it was that easy. That I could end up hating one of the party for cheating but no, I can't because no one cheated. What happened was that they simply fell out of love with each other and they have being living like that for a while now... because of me and my mother could not do it anymore, so she closed her schedule for the next three months, filled out the divorce papers and had a family meeting just before school started to destabilized me although she didn't know and I know for a fact that, that was not her plan but she would have thought about it but no, she was too busy setting everything in place.
In the family meeting, she told me that she loves me and my father but she cannot continue to be unhappy, that she had been for a long time that she had even forgotten how happiness felt like. She wanted to be free and experience life as a happy person and if she meets someone who make her happy, she doesn't want being married to hold her back. Of course I was trying to convince her that, that wasn't the right thing to do that she should sit down and let's discuss the situation like normal adults * after I thought they were playing a prank on me,* when my father reached for the document and started reading it then he told my mother that he agrees with the document and told me that he has been feeling the same way too. He signed the document and hugged my mother while I stood watching them tear my life apart when my mother finally turned to face me. She tried to reach for me but I snapped at her to leave me the fuck alone. If there is one thing my mother hates is language like that. She always try to make me act like a lady at all times but then again, my best friend is a guy so figure out how well that went for her. I took great relish in the flinch she made. It was a childish thing to do I admit but I wanted her to feel an atom of the pains I was feeling. It was not a nice thing to do but I was okay with it. I needed to hurt her and I could not say that I did not love her. That is a lie because no matter what my mother will do. I will always love her, she did gave birth to me. Nothing could diminish that bond except if it is cheating, that is what I cannot stand.
My dad snapped at me for making her flinch then I decided that he was just as responsible as my mother was for the divorce so I blamed him too. That it was his fault why my mother felt like she was unloved. That it was his fault for not fulfilling his marital obligations that was supposed to make her happy then I drive the nail in the head by saying that I would never forgive them for ruining my life with this divorce and for making me be the outside child when they start their separate families, they can bet on the fact that I will leave them at the earliest chance I get which is on my 18th birthday and that when my Trust fund matures, when I am 21, that they will never see me again. With that I stormed off to my room while my mother broke down and my father comforted her. Why can't they see that they fit each other so perfectly? Why can't they see that they love each other even when they say that they have fallen out of love with each other? And why can't they see that they are making me sad. They promise not to do that. They promise to always love each other. I know because I read their marriage vows and now they broke it and broke a something as sacred as marriage. I am not religious by any means but what they did is against God. Yes I believe he exists but I don't want to push the envelope but I will if it will bring them together again. Can't they see that they are prefect for each other? Can't they see that their type of love is the type that fairy tales always talk about, it is the stuff of legends, and the one that always seem to last forever. Saying that love has faded is like saying that Cinderella died when she was 28 and made the prince to be a widower and to raise their children alone when it should be that they died when they are old and even on the same day if it was possible. It was the type of love I have always wanted for myself and my future husband but that was before.
If their kind of love can fade then I want absolutely nothing to do with it.
Right now I just want to be with Micah. He always make me have a good day.
Where is he...?
Alyssa pov. Micah did come, at the same time he always came to my house in the morning then we would spend the whole day in my house doing whatever we do to past time but be in each other company. Today was his turn to choose what we should do. Yesterday it was mine and I made him give me a manicure and pedicure and he begged me that when he finally have a girlfriend that I should not tell her that he is a pro at girls stuff because he does not ever want to do that again. I reminded him that next week he has to do it again and he grumbled but agreed saying that it is just me and that he wants to keep it that way. He do not want the number of girls to increase to two so he made me promise and I agreed. Now it is his turn I am sure that he would make me do something completely embarrassing, he always does after my manicure and pedicure day. It is not as if I cannot afford to get it done at a proper
Micah povI can't believe that about Alyssa parents even if I saw her father acting broken, I refused to believe it. It just isn't possible. They were one of the forever couples I knew about. One of the only two. My parents being the other. I know that anything can happen even a tragedy as big as this but come on. This is Alyssa life we are talking about, her world. Everything has to be perfect and under her control. It isn't possible any other way. Any way whatever happens, I am here for her, I will always be here for her. To the best of my capabilities. She is too sad for my liking, I hate to see tears in her eyes, and I hate to see sadness in there. I have to remove her mind from what is going on around her. And I told her just that. Hey remove your mind from that okay. Where would I put my mind instead? She asked with her hands folded acr
Alyssa pov.I wish that Micah could spend the whole day with me but he can't he has to go pick up his sister and brother from their friends place where his mother dropped them off four hours earlier when they finally got on her last nerves. I certainly don't want to go back to that house, not anytime soon and even if I go, I don't think I want to be sober when I do it. Then again I have never drank to the point of inebriated before so I might as well get that experience before I move to college. That reminds me. I have to ask Micah if he has made his choice on colleges yet. I know that he might not be able to get in an Ivy League college but because of his athletic championships he has been winning since he was twelve, he has a wide range of schools to choose from. He needs to make his choice and I need to tell my parents my own choice. I guess it is just parent now since my father is the only one aro
Alyssa pov Where to, Miss." the cab man asked me when my sobs reduced. Far away from this place. As far away as possible. I replied through my tears. What about the park close to town council hall. " he asks quietly. I know that right now he is talking softly because he recognized what is going on. He saw the bastard on his side view mirror and he knows from my tears that I was the girlfriend.Yes please. I answered in a low tone.My life is turning into a typical cliché story. What is remaining is that I fall in love with either my best friend, Jake best friend or the school bad boy then we get married and live happily ever after. The end. I can't deal with this. I just cannot. This day is too horrible for me. It has just been too horrible. Wait... did Micah know about this, is that why he wa
Micah povI have been searching for Alyssa for about an hour now. Driving with top speed to get to our favorite spots where we hang out but I didn't see her there. I stop and sat down, * use your brain and think this boy, stop acting like you are insane. Alyssa is your best friend, you know her better than you know anyone else. Where would she go since she had her heart broken? What would she do? * I am supposed to even know how she would think dammit. I need to calm down, I can do this if I just calm down. I slowed down my breathing as I try to think with a clear head, pushing all the worries that have been swimming in my head so fiercely that if me brink I can see them behind my eyelids. She must have been in a situation where she couldn't think and that would have made the taxi man to drop her off in an extremely popular place. I paused that flow. That would be what
Alyssa pov.Waking up to shouting is not a good way for someone with a hangover. My head was banging and pounding as if they were trying do an operation on it without giving me morphine. I groaned as I sat up in the bed and when I could finally open my eyes without closing it back because of the brightness, I looked around at the room I slept. Sure, I remember last night, the important details like I was dropped off in a park, I drank myself to oblivion, I woke up at night to discover I am alone and I started crying and as he heard my cries he appeared and was there with me. He took me home and dropped me in this room. I don't need to be a psychic to know that Micah will be pissed at me. I don't know what I did but I know that it was something stupid. I know this because the only part of our conversation I can remember was when he was calling me daft for thinking about something. * Oh Alyssa, when will you realized
Micah pov.Alyssa makes me so mad. Why is she so annoying at times. Sometimes I feel like taking her head off but I know that if I near her I would just kiss her silly. That is me for you. A lovesick boy who is hopelessly in love with his best friend, had been for about four years now. Had known that she was the only one for me for about two years now and I sat still, said nothing about my feelings while she went out and started to date a boy I certainly knew will hurt her. Why did I do something like that? My own heartbreak is not funny one bit. If I could go back in time, I would go back to a year ago when Jake came into her life and the punch I gave him yesterday would have been done then, I would have warned the cheating asshole to stay away from my best friend and I would have told my best friend about my feelings for her in a grand way. I would have made Tiffany to stay away from the squad and I would have made her parents
Micah pov.By lunch, everybody had heard of what happened during class today, they were all staring at me while I eat and although I am used to ignoring people attention on me. This one was different. It is like they are all waiting for me to stop eating and turn to tell them that yes, I broke their quarter-back nose and that it is because he cheated on my best friend. Apparently that news started spreading since yesterday evening. Everybody who is anybody has heard of the news already but then again that do not concern me. Why you may ask, and I will reply that Alyssa doesn't care about things like that. She is used to back talk and negative comments. Those don't get to her again. When we were small and she was always getting hurt by what people say about her. I will retaliate by beating that crap out of whoever said what hurt her. When she saw that I was always getting into trouble, she started to build her amour and now anybody who has