Since Alexa dated with Sam, our relationship has become strained, more precisely I was the one who deliberately kept a distance from her, and was ignorant of her. And I did this, not only to protect and respect Sam's feelings, but because I was so annoyed with Alexa who didn't want to listen to what I said. If you say I'm jealous of her, then the answer is 'No.' Because I don't feel that way at all, I don't love her anyway, although I admit that sometimes I feel afraid of losing her. It's funny, but that's how I feel. Maybe it's because me and her are used to being together, so there is a fear of losing.
Tonight, I intend to have dinner outside, and of course just by myself, because I don't intend to invite anyone. But when I was going down the stairs, suddenly Alexa got in my way.
"Nath, why are you just silent?" she asked, snapping me from my reverie.
I sighed slightly harshly, and looked away from her. Actually, I don't feel the heart, if I have to continue t
Alexa and I just finished eating breakfast together. And now, we are back to sharing tasks like last night.I watched her tidying up the dirty plates and cutlery and stacking them together.But suddenly a bell rang, indicating that someone was coming."Looks like it is your boyfriend" I said, looking at her."You opened the door, okay? Let me wash all this." She turned to look at me and smiled.I nodded and sighed slightly harshly, and reluctantly turned my back, walking to open the door.When I got to the door, I immediately opened it, and my guess was right, if it really was Sam."Is Alexa there?" he asked, and looked at me."He's washing the dishes," I nodded, and stepped away from the doorway."Then, I'll be waiting for her" he said, nodding, and walked into my house.I sighed again, turned around and walked with him. To be honest, I actually feel sick looking at his face, especially if I remember, he was the one who ma
"So, what do you want to talk about?" asked Mike, who sat in front me.Currently Mike and I are in a cafe, which is not far from my office. Earlier I asked him to meet me, because I have something to tell him.I sighed and lowered my head, "Alexa already has a boyfriend" I replied."Then?" he asked again."And her boyfriend is my business partner and friend, Sam.""And you feel jealous?""No" I shook my head softly, "It's just that I don't like to see that, and I'm afraid to lose her but it's not because I love her, but because we are used to living together. And I feel very sorry, for not following your words" I continued.Mike sighed and turned his gaze around this cafe, which was not too crowded, "From the beginning I told you, you should marry her, even if you don't love her, after all, love is a affairs later, now you can only regret it, right?" he said.I sighed roughly, and kept my head down. Right, the saying goes, regr
I opened my eyes and found myself in Nathan's room. Last night, we did it again, because he said he wanted to touch me, and of course I let him. Maybe I have gone crazy, or come across as a bad girl, because having sex with another man even though I already have a boyfriend. But I can't refuse him, and if Sam asked for it, then I will think a thousand times to give my body to him, even though he is currently my boyfriend, but different with Nathan, even if he is a sugar daddy, then I am willing to be his baby girl without having to be paid by him. Yes, sometimes, love is that stupid.I watched him who was still sleeping soundly next to me, and looking so tired, because last night we didn't do it just once but several times, until finally we were both exhausted and asleep."If only you were my boyfriend, Nath," I muttered, and ran my index finger across his face, but I hoped he wouldn't hear it.A few minutes have passed, I am still loyal next to him and watching hi
Currently, Alexa and I are sitting in the living room watching television. Today she asked me not to go to the office, because she said, she wanted to spend time with me, as we used to often do, because didn't want to disappoint her, I finally complied with her request, and luckily there is no meeting today."Actually, I'm still wondering, why did you accept Sam's love?" I asked, turning to her at the seat next to me.I couldn't help but ask this question, because I always wondered why Alexa would want to be my friend's girlfriend."Can you please not discuss that?" she says, turning her head at me and looking at me from the side."So what? Do you have any objection, if I want to discuss it?" I asked again, looked at her, and frowned."No" she shook her head and looked ahead, "It's just that I'm not in the mood to discuss other people, including Sam, today is ours Nath, so please don't mention other people's names".I nodded, sighed and lowered my
I breathed a sigh of relief, after finishing setting the dinner on the table. Then I glanced at the clock on the wall, which was already half past seven. But all this time, after what happened this afternoon, I didn't see Nathan again, and I was sure—he must be shutting himself up in his room. And actually, I feel so curious, why after answering the call from his mother, his attitude immediately changed like that? Even his mood suddenly went bad, not to mention he also said that his mother was not important. Really! I really feel so curious, and I want to ask him about it, but I have to refrain from doing that, because it will make his mood worse, and of course I don't want to, unless he tells me. With a bit of a heavy, I sighed, walked towards the stairs and up them, to the second floor. Once on the second floor, I headed for Nathan's room, the door was tightly shut, and I was sure it was probably locked. I immediately stopped my steps when I arrived in fron
"Finally done too" I mumbled, smiled, and breathed a sigh of relief after successfully completing my work. Then I stretched the muscles in my body that felt tense, and looked away from the computer screen in front of me, but my forehead immediately wrinkled, when I accidentally saw the time that just showed 3 pm. It's only 3 pm, but my work is done? And that means, for the next two hours I'll be bored, having nothing to do. But suddenly I was a little surprised, when I heard the sound of my cellphone vibrating, I immediately took the object which I put on the table and looked at the screen. "Agnes?" I said, with a furrowed brow, when I saw there was an incoming message from my friend's number. Out of curiosity, I immediately opened the message and read it. "Hi Alexa, are you busy? If not, can we meet? I miss you" A smile immediately appeared on my face, after reading the message, and apparently she missed me, because we had not seen each other
After being satisfied talking with Agnes, while relieving fatigue, I finally said goodbye to go home, because I remembered that I had to cook for dinner, because I didn't want Nathan to have dinner out. But I deliberately didn't tell him, and asked him to pick me up at the cafe, because I didn't want to bother him, until I finally went home by taxi.But until now, I still don't think that if my friend like that, she said, almost every day she will have sex, with different men. Just imagining it makes me shudder. And she said, if it's so much fun, is it really like that?"Good evening, darling"I immediately woke up from my daydream, when I felt a pair of strong arms wrapped around my waist, along with a head resting on my back, made me look back, and I saw, Nathan was standing behind me, hugging my waist."Are you home yet?" I asked, looking at his face, which looked a little lethargic."Yes," he nodded, "And why didn't you call me to pick me up?"