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Chapter Ten - Are You Okay
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VALENTIA'S POV Like, did you ever find yourself in a position where you kinda felt lost and everything almost seemed to be foreign... Seeing Zai now and reflecting on everything that we've been through since I was 18 was just fucking me up. It had me ask myself if I even knew her or if this, what I was seeing now was the real her.I'm not talking about a couple of months or days.. I'm talking about years. We practically grew up together and started fucking in our teens. I thought I knew her.. I thought I honestly did. This is to show that the duration you spend with someone don't really determine how much you know them. It's how true they decide to be around you that does.But I couldn't go back.. This divorce was happening no matter how many tears she showed and how many times she apologized. Oprah once said, 'when somebody shows you who they really are... believe them..' and this right now I believed. I hated how much time I've wasted.. these past four years trying to build what
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Love Ain't Easy Chapter Thirteen - Don't Stop
She continued slowly moving her tongie in my ear making my body shiver a bit as I involuntarily started to grind on her a bit since I was getting fucken turned on...My body was failing me. Even if I wanted her to stop it just couldn't happen, not when I was yearning for her touch like this. She moved her hands to my back and before I could register what was up, she had my bra unclasped. I pulled away, "Vee...." She smiled, "what?" I looked at my chest, "you just unclasp my bra.." She took it off of me without removing my blouse and then she looked at my chest. I smiled, "I shouldn't have worn that bra, I should have just fetched you like this." "Mhm..." she laughed, "I was going to murder you..." "Oh really?" She cupped my breasts and pushed me backwards, making sure it's slowly and towards my bed, "yes really." I rolled my eyes and she pulled the blouse off. Leaving me naked above and with skinny jeans under. She climbled on me, putting her left thigh in between my thighs an
Love Ain't Easy Chapter Fourteen - What Is Wrong With Me?
I could feel my heart beat on my chest slowly. I listened to it silently as the quietness of the room consumed me. I just had sex with Valentia. I just told her I love her. How could I be so stupid. She was married. God! "Hey... you good...?" I nodded slowly not even caring to look at her, "yeah.. I'm good.""Did you guys talk?" I didn't respond. "God.. did you talk or did you have sex..? please tell me you didn't have sex with Valentia Olwethu...!" Paige said and I got up into a sitting position then looked at the girl, "what? Where were you?" She shrugged, "I figured you'd need some privacy and left immediately when you guys got into your room.. what happened..?" I sighed in relief. Ahh.. she didn't hear anyone moaning. "I.. we..." "You had sex?" She said now sounding shook. I sighed in defeat, there was no need for me to actually lie, "I couldn't stop her.. we couldn't stop.." "Why did you start in the first place? God Olwethu Valentia is married...!" I couldn't hel
Love Ain't Easy Chapter Fifteen - Set Yourself Free
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Have you ever found yourself so utterly lost or tired emotionally? Well I was, because I realized I was wasting my energy trying to chase what my heart was down for... which I had no idea if it still felt the same.Valentia wasn't okay, she's just gotten divorced and she was trying to get herself together and I on the other and was unknowingly trying to force things... I was pushing her. I needed to chill and leave her alone. So I'd stop feeling like this. Because right now I felt like everything I was doing was wrong and that ended up resulting in draining me emotionally. I ended up feeling like she was just tired of me or whatever and I was thinking why even bother... why even keep on trying when she has staff to deal with. Why bother when she looks like she ain't even interested... I should stop telling her I love her or I miss her or I'm here. I should just treat her like my boss and just be me at work. Never even try to hope for something because she wasn't her old self. I shou
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