I kind of have a knot in my gut.I suddenly lost all sense of hope..also i wasn't hoping or wishing that there'll be "something" between us..Does that mean that he has a girl?Or does that mean that he has some side chicks everywhere,and that he's trying to include me in it..?Or maybe he's just cheating on an innocent girl who trusted him,who gave him all her time,love and affection..I just hope that he's not cheating on anyone behind their backs..because it hurts so much..i know what i'm talking about..But if it is not the case then i hope that he's not flirting with everything that moves,just because he's sexy,handsome and..a bad guy.
Jealous?Huh! Who's talking about jealousy,of course i'm not jealous at all..but i still don't know why i felt as if the sky is about to crash on me.I knew i should'nt have fell for him..
These guys just come and go; they always come messing up ,enjoy with you,with your feelings and body,and as soon as they're satisfied they just drop you in
I was a bit nervous being here alone at the bar..i mean,i've never been in such a place it's something new for me.There were some other people at the tables nearby; who were drinking and chatting.I picked my phone from my handbag.Damn!Mom hasn't called yet!Suddenly i felt a strong hand patting my right shoulder.I didn't turn because i knew it was Dylan."Oh Dylan,that was quick!"He didn't answered but came closer instead.I can feel his warm breath,near my ears..he reeked of alcohol and garlic.Well that's weird because he was sober when he left..I just hope he won't drive in such condition!I turned to face him and to my surprise ,it wasn't Dylan!The man in front of me was around 5′7 and had a roughly average but slim build. He was a brunette with dark brownish hair that ranges from slightly curly at the front to being long and wavy and also possessed wide and expressive brown eyes and an average complexion.He touched my c
Sunday 17th February 05:53pmDylan leaned over his car ,with a cigarette in his hand,puffed on his cigarette, pulling smoke into his mouth.As he drew in the smoke,he curled his tongue up and back towards the roof of his mouth. He then took the cigarette out,slowly opened his mouth,and slightly moved his tongue back forward.Then he opened his mouth wide at first, then partially closed it - pushing the ball of smoke out from his lips a little.He was looking at the sunset at the same beach where he brought Hayley yesterday.The intense assortment of orange,yellow,and pink colours all over the sky reflected on the clear water..it was mirroring the colours of the sky,like a canva drawing being painted by a talented artist.He was wearing a tshirt,a denim jean,black sneakers ,and a black leather jacket.His black hair was messy.He looked like those bad boys from soap opera movies.Dylan suddenly felt his pocket vibrating.It was an incoming call.He picked
Sunday 17 February 09:43 pmIt was dark outside and i could even hear the owls hooting. Mom and i were craving for some hot creamy cheesy lasagna,so i decided to cook.I had my red cooking apron with peppa pig printed on it;around my waist.I opened the fridge to look for some ground meat,and other ingredients.Then i used a large skillet over medium heat brown the ground beef and sausage together,then i drained off to discard the fat.Then i added minced garlic and spaghetti sauce and let it simmer for at leaat 5 minutes.I then mixed ricotta,mozzarella cheese, eggs,Parmesan cheese, dried parsley, salt and ground black pepper in another container.Mom was lying in the sofa,she looked at me and laughed."What is it?" I asked."Haha..nothing baby,oooh i wish you did this everyday""Uhhmm? Lasagna?"i said,while layering the lasagna before putting it in the oven."No ,i mean,cooking,like this..you barely do so..but when you do,your food taste so good!haha"
Her words really healed me.My mom is an angel sent to earth to spread love to everyone she meets.I love her so much.She's the best mother ever.We've went though ups and downs together..and even though i was..i mean i'm the only reason why she's here..why she was rejected by everyone..she never let me down.I'll always be there for her,i want her to be proud of me.We had our dinner peacefully,while chatting with each other.Mom asked me about many things."Haha ..do you remember that girl from Cps..,Amber?"i asked."The brunette with fake eyelashes or the fake blond?" She said."The..well the blond..the brunette's her cousin Darcy..they're quite simmilar..well anyway..you know what..last week she told Proffesor Harlow that she'll not be able to come to school this week because she'll be busy..""Oh really?A whole week? Well that's weird..what did Professor Harlow said then?""Try to guess,why she'll not be able to come mom,try to guess..!""Humm..i don
Monday 18 February,08:53 am《Have you ever thought you were special to someone,but then you see that same person acting the same with everyone else..?And..You just kind of.."Ohh..alright.." 》At Heden High School, students would classify each other into different factions,like the jocks,the nerds, thein-betweens among others...Well the jocks were very much into popular sports and activities such as basketball, football, baseball for the boys.They are always surrounded by pretty girls,and you can never define wether they are single or not.Well ,Dylan was the peefect living example.And well,for the girls; cheerleading and dancing were their key points.Some jocks were often stereotyped to be snobbish, aggresive, and not taking studies as seriously as the nerds or the in-betweens.They were overall the most respected group as they were strong mentally, physically and socially.The perfect example was that snob Sara Risings.She active in che
《Why do bad guys always make you do bad things..i mean..Temptation is the worst sin ever..we can't resist to their charm..even if you try to..you can't..the more you try..the more you sink.》I went back to my locker.I was sad and angry at the same time,but noone at school would even notice or care.What if my mom called me and Dylan pick up?I was so nervous that i couldn't even focus in my studies.I was daydreaming.I tried to avoid Dylan a whole day,but i can feel his eyes on me everytime.When it was lunchtime,i went to the cafetaria,and sat in a corner,to eat alone.The snob girls made a stunning introduction to the cafeteria; Sara Risings in the middle,catwalking like a diva,with four others; Kelly White,Dona Mikealson,Cherry Hart and Samantha Parker.Sara was chewing a chewing gum,and her hair was whipping in the air as if there was a big fan in front of her. She stood and looked around to see where she would sit.She spotted a corner where f
I didn't even lock my seatbelt because i knew he was expecting me to do it.In fact,i was trying to annoy his."Won't you lock your seatbelt?" He asked me."No .I won't!Because i'm not going anywhere with you!""Why are you here then?" He asked me."You told me to..grrrr..forget it! I want my phone back,did you hear me?""Well what if i don't..give it back to you,huh?"He was literally trying to tease me,he thought i was kidding,he's not taking me seriously!"Just give me my fucking phone back!Ahhhh!I hate you!"I yelled at him.I was trying to slap him,when he blocked my attack.Dylan gritted his teeth and the corner of his mouth lifted in a wry expression of amusement.He liked it tho."Well i'll be nice to you if you're being nice to me!Grab this opportunity now,okay!" He said.I tried to resist but could not get his hand off from mine,he was too strong."Listen to me! Please..just ..just listen to me now!I will give y
I was quite embarassed about the fact that he was kissing me in a place like this in this Fast Food..The more i tried to stop him the more he pulled me closer."Ohh wow..!What a cute couple here..!So adorable!You two,were made for each other.Well,you both are dating ,right?"One of the waiter was staring at us,with an empty platter under one of his arms.He smiled wide, his brown eyes crinkling slightly at the corners. His ebony black hair contrasted against his snow white skin.He had small frekles on his nose,and there was a small curve to his lips, as if was he was a bit embarassed for disturbing us..Dylan stopped kissing me ,looked at him and smiled."Well...uh..we're not actually..." i was so embarassed."Yes we are dating!Isn't it baby? Humm..you're such a cutie pie" Dylan said ,while taking my hand.Red leaked into my cheeks as i nervously smiled and bit my lip in embarassement.I looked away nervously, but i couldn't hide the red glow that c