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Chapter 13
Joining training had given me a renewed sense of purpose. Instead of thinking about what I had lost, I filled my mind with thoughts of tomorrow. I waited for the fear to consume me at any moment, realizing I had made a horrible mistake in joining. When the fear refused to settle into my bones, I found myself surprised and relieved.
With something new to fixate on, the tears that waited behind my eyes began to fade and I found myself enjoying my day with Tyra and Nicki.
"See, nothing a good old girls' day can't fix." Nicki shrugged, examining her freshly painted nails. A smile of approval formed on her face, and she held them out for me to see.
"Their beautiful." I nodded, taking my wolf's advice to remain in the present. "But how do you fight with fake nails on?"
"Very, very carefully." Nicki rolled her eyes, "You wouldn't believe how many times I've chipped a nail."
"Were werewolves, Nicki." Tyra rol
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