Cam🙈: are you ready I'm outside
Me: Kay I'm coming
I took a look at myself in the mirror, I was wearing a nude pencil skirt with a white crop top and gold sandals; "you look good girl" I said to my reflection smiling.
Its been a week since the hospital incident happened, Cam ended up canceling the pool party so me and him never had a chance to talk; but tonight he's taking me out so we can talk.
"You look beautiful"
I heard someone say I turned around to see my dad standing there, I walked up to him and gave him a hug
"Thanks"
"But isn't that skirt a little too short maybe you should put jeans on it's kind of cold out"
"Jacob leave her alone she looks fine" my mom said shaking her head at my dad
"Thanks guys but I have to get going Cams waiting"
"Lainy, get up its time for school and you better not be late again or imma beat yo lil behind"I heard my mom yell from downstairs; I swear I hate getting up this early they needa have school at night this 5 a.m shit dead asf. "Gurl you better be up, if I have to come up ther--""I'm up ma" I yell back "damn" I mumble"keep on mumbling imma bust you in yo head" she yells back I roll my eyes forgetting black moms can hear from a mile away"I'm leaving and my house better be clean when I get home"I get up when I hear the front door slam. My mom works as a nurse at the local hospital so getting up early is nothing for her, but its a stroke for me.I walk to my bathroom and take a quick shower when i get out i throw on some skinny jeans a white v neck and my air force ones.I check myself out in my full l
When the bell finally did ring I rushed out of the class happy it was finally over but already dreading tomorrow, but at least tomorrow was Friday.As I got to my locker to get my binder, out when I open it all my things fall out I look to ceiling and let out a breath just great I start picking up my papers as kids just walk on and around them I wait till everyone is out of the hallway before proceeding to get the rest of the papers that flew; when I finally get all my papers together and in my book bag, I walk outside to see the last bus leaving fuck I yell as I start my walk and of course the sun is doing an excellent job of making me blazing hot."yo Lainy" I keep walking speeding up I seen them movies where they kidnap girls and my mama would beat my ass if I got taken;"Lainy slow down girl its just me" I turn around to see Cam jogging towards me when he finally reached me he blew out a breath 
"Alaina Ginger Rose Jones"I hear my mom yell waking me up from my nap"gurl get yo behind down here now!" I pop up and look at the time on my phone 9:42 when I got home the first thing I did was do my homework then face timed Cam to help him with his homework, then Sam called to gossip about this guy she's talking to, then I took a shower I didn't mean to fall asleep but I was worn out and didn't feel like cleaning.As I walked down stairs I feared for my life "hey mom" I say as she glared at me and pointed to the dishes in the sink "didn't I tell you to clean my house""yes ma'am but I had fell aslee--" she held her hand up for me to stop talking"why were you late again, after I woke you up and told you not to be late" I looked at the floor and played with my fingers"I missed the bus so I had to walk" she blew a breath and sh
"Imma be over here everyday so get used to seeing my face bitch"I say harshly as I walk out Tanisha's house yeah that was rude but she put me through a lot of bullshit lemme start from the beginningI meet Tanisha in high school she was a cute thick lil brown skin girl and was my first love, back then I wanted a relationship I mean I wasn't no sap or nun like that but I wanted some I can call mine; a ride or die type shit.Back then I used to sell drugs to keep my mama lights on, she raised me and my two cousins Tony and Tyler they like my brothers at least one is.But back to the story me and Tanisha dated for four years and she knew what I did for a living, she didn't like it but it was what ever, when we found out she was pregnant we were seniors in high school.I was happy, but she wasn't she felt we was too young for a kid I did too but so what. 
"Alaina get up before you be late to school" my mom said as she shook my shoulder I rolled my eyes and got up"I don't know who you rolling your eyes at but you better check yourself lil girl"I turned around and looked at her"how come you didn't tell me about my dad" I say crossing my arms my mom looked at me like I had three heads"ion know who the fuck you think you talking to but you better check yo tone before I bust you in your mouth"I uncrossed my arms and turned around and started getting my clothes out for school ignoring her presence"I don't gotta explain shit to you" she said walking out and slamming the door I rolled my eyes and got dressed putting on ripped blue jeans that actually made me look like I had a lil butt, a white n black striped shirt and all white Nike air maxes;I brushed m
Mr. Davis, please bring your phone up here to my desk, you can get it back after school"I sucked my teeth "come on Mr. Harrison imma put it up, my mama was texting me"I lie with a straight face hoping he'll buy it"okay, but put it away or I will take it" I grin and slide my phone under the papers on my desk.I look up at the board and try my best to pay attention, but my phone vibrates making a noise on the desk Mr. Harrison looked up at me and I pretended to be writing down the English notes; till he looked away.It wasn't a message but a snap notification it was from this girl I used to fuck with, I didn't look at it cause I already knew what it was so i just deleted it.When I was about to get off Snapchat I noticed Chynna had put some new on her story and it looked like Lainy was with her; I grabbed my headphones and
Cam had me weak the whole lunch, especially when he dissed Chynna I mean I've seen people turn red before but her flashlight ass was like a damn tomato.And it didn't even stop at lunch, for my last two classes me and him was having a debate through text on what shade of red she turned either the color of a baboons ass or a ripe tomato.Though I was having a good day my dad was still in the back of my mind, so when the final bell rung at the end of the day I was nervous "what if he doesn't like me" "what if I'm not pretty enough or light enough", while I was thinking this through I bumped into someone"sorry" I say when I look I just see Cam"watch where you going then" I roll my eyes and hit his shoulder "shut up baboon kisser"I yell loudly as I start running to his car; I don't even get close before I'm lifted into the air and hoisted onto his&nbs
When Cam dropped me off at home I rushed up stairs so I could shower up and put some decent clothes on.I decided to wear floral dress with some white flats; I brushed my hair up into a bun and put on diamond stud earrings.As I walked past my body length mirror I stopped and looked at myself and I liked what I saw not love yet but Ill get there, the floral pink complimented my dark skin making my melanin pop."Alaina, your fathers here, come on girl" I hear my mom yell, I roll my eyes at the sound of her voice and grab my white handbag and my phone; I take one last look at myself and smile.When I come down the stairs I can hear my parents speaking in hushed voices, when I get to the last step its quiet as I walk into the living room I see my mom glare at dad before looking at me"you look pretty" I nod my head at her, before she can yell at me for