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Airlea"

I saw a girl named Lizzie was coming our way. She was simply irritable, cause she was always following Troy, so when I saw Amadeus waving at me not far away I immediately waved back at him. I don't want to look like a pathetic girl who falls in love with a man who already has a girlfriend that obviously Troy loves. Cause if not he would push that girl away right from the beginning.

It's damn hurt yet there was nothing I could do about it. I was too late for his heart to get it and maybe because I am a girl I don't want to hurt my fellowmen. I love Troy but I think I need to accept the fact that we couldn't be together, maybe, just maybe if we could go back, in reality, there's a little bit of a chance but since we were living now in this time, that small chance was gone. While I fight myself not to think about him the more this stupid mind crazily wander around my head. It's a bit frustrating yet there's no one I could blame. It's my fault that I fe