Cleo Rebirth There are defining moments in your that change the person you are. There is a life you have always envisioned for yourself ; and then there is the life the universe ,and a higher power that is supernatural intended for you. Both are intertwined in some mystical way . There is the law of attraction which simply means; you get what you ask for eventually if you ask with , Intent and faith. The waiting part is the tricky part. What you do while you wait your turn makes all the difference. It took messing up one too many times to realize that ; the waiting period is there for you to take necessary steps to attain what you asked for. The best lessons are learned after messing up. If you don't mess up you will never learn. Life is not life without its fair share of obstacles. The one thing life has taught me throughout the adversity I have faced was that; you don't always get what you always want, you get what you fight for. What you feed will always manifest. If you feed fe
Angelo Happy Birthday Cleo Birthdays are meant to be celebrated. The gift of life is a miracle , and apart from the fact that you get to celebrated every year it should be named rebirth day. We always have a choice. Choice is closely linked to free will. Regardless of circumstance or situation, we should always be comforted by the fact that we are powerful. We have life ; death , and rebirth. We are all born with gifts. The sooner we realize that everything starts with ourselves, we can never learn to move forward. A stagnant river harbors filth. A river that flows always finds its way to the sea. Without life; there cannot be death and without death there cannot be rebirth. For everything that is lost , something is always found. There are many things that put life into perspective, and most of the time when some sort of awakening happens, we realize what's important, and what matters. It takes a part of you dying in order to live, and rebirth creates some sort of balance. This
Cleo Flashes and Plays Three weeks later . It's been three weeks since my birthday and birthday party. I didn't expect what happened to happen. Angelo had organized a surprise party , at Marc's restaurant. Carl the owner of the restaurant I had booked for dinner was injured. Angelo was still quiet about how he got hurt . He has this thing where he keeps quiet and gets intense .He gets in his head about whatever the hell is eating him up... Meaning my beautiful beast is processing a lot and trying to be all tough. We did have our talk the day after my Birthday. He came clean about how my brother died. Thinking about it makes still makes me sad and I still feel pain. I can't get over how everything happened and how it played out . I have always had a part of me that was broken. It has been broken for so long ,I knew that it would be broken beyond repair by the time I get to it and deal with it properly . I wanted to focus the present. I can't do anything about the past and I can't co
Angelo Pillow talk Messing up ,gives you a chance to start over again on a clean slate. I have messed up badly before, and thought I wasn't worthy of forgiveness. Cleo has a way of approaching a problem or mistake. She looks at it from different angles and she looks at ways she can learn from the mishap or experience. No experience is ever wasted; be it good or bad , you can walk out knowing that you tried . I am very lucky to have Cleo in my life. To think I almost threw it all away when I lost it at her in the hospital and how much it hurt to see her hurting, because of what I did cut me deep. We learn from each other in different ways .What's done is done. Own up; clean up the mess you made and move on. You cannot be stuck on your last mistake; doing that robs you of the chance to live life fully. We are human after all mistakes are made so that; lessons can be learnt, we can be educated, and try not make the same mistake again. It took almost dying to realize I needed to change a
Cleo Home There is something that just clicks when you know that you are with the right person. There is the right kind of wrong ; and there is the wrong , kind of right . The latter is always the safe option , where as the first option is the option you should always go for. There is always safety in comfort to a certain extent. Being safe allows you to stay in your comfort zone, and staying in one zone for too long can stunt your growth . Things are constantly in a state of change. Even glaciers change form with time ; that in turn creates balance. Where feelings are concerned; you sometimes don't know what you're looking for, until what you are looking for finds you. You will know it once it does and it will be an aha moment . There can be reward no without risk and there can be no comfort without adventure. If I didn't say yes to Angelo at the restaurant after Sunday lunch with his parents; I'd be telling a different story. Before I got most of my memory back ; I questioned my
Angelo Lost Cleo is to me what, kryptonite is to superman. My weakness in a good way though,I'd be lost without her. I don't know how she happened all I am is thankful to God and my lucky stars . I am happy she has her parts of her memory back and she remembered that she loved me and loves making love with me. Last night after we talked about the job she was offered; she agreed to explore her options. I personally don't want her to get on that plane . She said ; she would call to cancel the meeting and she was thankful that, I told her how I was feeling. The reason I threw her phone on the floor was because; Salvatore told me he was doing inappropriate things while he was talking with Cleo and that I was lucky he didn't steal her away from me. He admited to sleeping with my ex wife at her funeral. Cleo didn't go for obvious reasons; one of them being that she had no right to be there , and she didn't want to talk about it. Nina didn't want to have my children. She had left a lett
Running Cleo Running has always been my go to thing, if I need to make sense of everything. I run to clear my head and get rid of any energy that may be harmful to my wellbeing. I went to bed with Angelo and he slept like a baby while I couldn't sleep at all . It felt as if I was being used again. Angelo is by no means asexual. He is a sensualist through and through and when it comes to the things he loves he goes all out. Physically our connection is off the charts , we need a little work on the emotional side of things , but spiritually we are on the same wave length. I had only slept for an hour after our love making sessions . That man has stamina for days and I am not complaining. I don't think I ever complained. I knew he was tired and needed his rest; the twins were also asleep. I was the only one in the house who was wide awake . I slipped out of bed and decided to go to the home office to work. I had my emergency phone in one of my drawers and it came as no surprise as to
AngeloFound YouWhen someone means everything to you ; you will move; heaven , earth , the in-between , hell , and purgatory to make sure that they are okay. I have always had trouble expressing how I feel ; because I am practical by nature, and stubborn to a certain extent. The only people who can sway me are; my baby girl, my baby boy , and their mother. I don't know why she chose to stay with me after what I put her through , but she sees something in me I can't see. I'd be a fool to let her go , or let some guy steal her away from me ... that's just my jealousy talking. I put tracking devices in Cleo's stuff... I can't be too careful. The Luca's are a very dangerous family. When I talked with my father he said; we had a truce with them .He also told me that Romano knew nothing about Cleo being my girlfriend and he is a guy who usually gets things done. He knew that Cleo knew how to get the job done without any excuses or problems, and he has no control because his son Salvatore .