Back at work, finally out of my funk. I feel more positive. Still confused, but positive.
I'm sat there at my desk typing out a letter for my boss, Mr Fray.
Mind numbingly boring but it keeps my brain busy.
Just as I press print, the office phone rings. I clear my throat and take my professional mode.
"Good morning, Mr Fray's office. How can I help you?" I speak politely.
"Lizzie? It's Holden!"
I grin, hearing his bright voice.
"Hiya!! What's up?" I ask.
"I err... was err... calling to err..." He hesitates, stumbling over his words.
"Just say it, Holden." I murmur gently, trying to encourage him.
I hear him down the line taking a deep breath. "I wanted to ask you on a date." He rushes out.
I blush at the request.
"Ask me properly and you might get an answer." I tease.
Holden chuckles slightly. "Sorry, I'm just a little nervous."
"I was wondering if you'
I was awoken by my phone ringing with a high pitched shrill.I rolled over and grabbed it drowsily."Mmm?" I answer."Lizzie Knight?" A powerful voice questioned down the line."Yeah? Who's this?" I ask, trying to sit up.I hear a chuckle. "Frank Paulson, you left a message about your... predicament?"My eyes widen, and I leap off the bed, bounding around."Hello! Oh, thank you! Thank you for calling back so quickly!" I rush out, begging for answers."Right, Lizzie. I would prefer to discuss this matter in person? Are you free at some point today? From my records, you are located in Nottinghamshire?"God, he's formal!"Yes, yes I am. I live just outside of Newark."Our conversation ends after we decide on a cafe in town at 4pm.I am on edge all day!I have a half day at work today as Mr Fray leaves for a business trip to Vancouver at 11.30am.Just another bonus.I rush off to the bathroom, show
"It's a very unconventional solution though and can end up with the mates fighting for attention."I swallow back bile at the idea of Dean and Holden fighting each other for my attention. I couldn't handle losing either of them. I couldn't imagine it!"Right... so, how would it work? One of my mates is an Alpha? How could I be a Luna if I'm another wolf's mate as well?" I ask with a shaky voice.My heart is pounding out of my chest, I feel beads of sweat trickle down my back, and my heart aches painfully.I am so confused!"It just would. His pack would accept you as Luna because that's your right as his mate.""The only problem I can see presenting itself, is your mates not accepting the situation you're in and making you choose."I shake my head, not wanting to picture the scenario in my fragile mind."I'm still confused. How can Holden AND Dean both be my mates if my wolf hasn't stated Dean is? She feels pleasure and excitement by h
Six long weeks since that fateful night.To my dismay, I am still alive.I haven't seen Dean nor Holden since I gave them the soul destroying news.I go to work, do my job, return home and huddle up on the sofa until I fall into abyss.Sleep is my only friend. It blocks out the pain.Why can't the wolf spirits let me die?Today, it's just another boring day. I arrive at work to start dealing with meetings and clients, making calls and typing up letters like always.I sip on a strong black coffee while typing an email reply, when my stomach churns.Eurgh!I leap up from my seat, sprinting full pelt to the ladies bathroom, throwing myself at the toilet. I vomit violently, so bad that my eyes stream with pain.That's how the rest of the day continues; working and throwing up.I have no idea what's going on.Wolves don't get sick!We have an unusually high immune system, so no human bugs or viruses effect us.<
Last night was wonderful. I finally slept with Soul and oh wow!He wasn't as good as Dean or Holden but it was still intense and he was so soft and romantic.Rose petals all over the bed, candles everywhere and fizzy grape juice--a pregnant craving--with chocolate covered strawberries!It's as though he read my mind, followed my heart and was making up for all the shit I'd been through over the past few months.In the middle of the night, I'd also woken up to fluttery kicks in my stomach!It was the most amazing feeling!I get my first scan next week as my doctor couldn't fit me in for one until then.The idea of seeing my baby for the first time is so exciting and heartwarming.Would it be a girl or boy?Would they be Alpha blood or not? Thus meaning Holden's or Dean's?I couldn't care less either way. They're both my mates and they both rejected me at the same time.I thank the heavens I didn't let them m
I spoke to the postman the other day, and afterwards, Soul beat ten shades of shit out of me.I ended up with a black eye, a bruised cheek, cut lip and multiple bruises across my body.My pregnant belly is now swollen up. My scan informed me that not only one baby was taking up residence in my uterus, but two!Two babies?! I was happy. For me, anyway. Not for them. I have Soul threatening their lives as well as my own.I have to try and do whatever I can to protect them, and give them a chance at life. I could have them and send them to my mates, giving them more of a chance than if they stayed with a weakling and an unfit mother like me.Right now, I'm sat, waiting for my next sonogram. I get to find out the sex of my babies. Finally, sixteen weeks, I can see what I'm having.Soul is sat by my side, reading a book. He won't let me go anywhere alone! I feel so claustrophobic!I want to scream!That reminds me of one of my favou
I turn my head and look. Holden and Dean are in a giant bed holding onto me as they dream.I run through what recently happened in my head trying to understand.Soul!Fuck!Did I really kill him?Am I still pregnant?I look down to a bump and sigh with relief.I cringe as I remember seeing my men beaten up before me.I'd rather it was me than them.I was marked!Shit!I carefully untangled myself from Dean and Holden to slide off the bed.I recognise this room. It looks like the one I slept in at the pack house but bigger and there are belongings in it. A pile of clothes on the floor, photos of Holden and other people.It's his room.I head to the bathroom and look in the mirror. The mark is still there, clear as day despite Soul being dead.Though I don't feel a connection to him. No emotions, no thoughts.He must be dead.I sigh with undeniable relief.That's shor
Holden jumps off the bed and takes the envelope, thanking the wolf before shutting the door and coming back to us. He passes the envelope to me. "You can do the honours Lizzie."I sit there, turning the envelope around over and over."Are you sure you wanna know?" I ask them both.They both nod.I take a deep breath. I guess it's as good a time as any.I rip open the envelope and read...The results... Wow!Just frickin wow!It's like God was on our side.Twin one: Alpha genes. Father: Holden Riley. 99.99999766666%Twin two: Father: Dean Law. 98.77777775275%Yes, yes, yes!!!!I put the paper down and look into the concerned faces of my mates."Welcome to fatherhood you two." I murmur, with a smirk on my face.Dean and Holden's faces change instantly, their eyes wide and huge smiles on their faces."Both of us?" Holden asks."I'm gonna be a daddy?" Dean questions incredulous
"Rose for the lady?" A smartly dressed man asks us at the table, holding a basket of beautiful red roses.Dean goes into his jacket pocket, and pulls out his wallet, and hands the guy.. A what? Is that a fifty pound note? I've never even seen one before!The guy gawks and widens his eyes, but takes the note,"All of them." Dean states.The guy just places the basket on the table and leaves.'All of them?" I question in shock.Dean just nods with a smile.I blush and take out a rose, pressing it to my nose and take a sniff; it's so beautiful.Our deserts arrive; a vanilla cheesecake with cherry syrup for Holden, poached pears and creme freche for Dean and warm chocolate brownie and ice cream for me."So, Lizzie.. How are you feeling about the impending birth?" Dean asks over his desert."Nervous.. Not sure how I'