I'm sure most available woman in the room were looking up at the top table, admiring the handsome Billionaire that was sitting next to me.A glance or two in my direction as I sat in the expensive white wedding gown that he had paid for, even in the dress it was clear we weren't from the same worlds.
Amongst the rich I felt like an Alien, it wasn't a life I was used to.I was used to suffering and pain, working my butt off to make ends meet so my Brother could go to college and be the Doctor he's always wanted to be.Going it alone was a struggle,that's when Tom Austin came along and gave me an out.
Today I married his son,not for Love like I had always planned but for money instead.There isn't a woman on earth who is ashamed of herself more than I am.I've married him now,committed myself to a year long lie of being his Mrs Austin.
"Ness,I should get back.I've got a class early in the morning."
I looked up at my Brother Finley as he stood in front of me at the top table.Even not fully understanding how I ended up with a man like Jeremy Austin, my brother was still happy for me."Okay, I'll walk you out."I stood from my chair and walked around the table.
"It was nice meeting you,Jeremy."Finley said, trying to be polite.Jeremy has been nothing but nice to my brother since he met him after the ceremony. If only he had the same regard towards me.
"Finley."Jeremy stood up and shook my brothers hand.At this point of the night he was drunk on Scotch."The party has just begun,Are you leaving already?"
Finley chuckled."Afraid so, I have an early morning class."
"Well it's a pity,I was hoping to hear some embarrassing stories about this wife of mine."He looked at me, a smirk was playing on his lips."We're still getting to know each other,Aren't we Vanessa?"
My cheeks blushed bright red. I didn't know if Jeremy would out our current situation to my brother.Seeing us today Jeremy would know that we're close knit,I wouldn't be surprised if he tried to ruin that just to spite me for supposably ruining his life.
The corners of Finley's mouth quirked up."I'll save the embarrassing stories for another time."
I chuckled nervously."We should get going, I'll walk you to a taxi."Finley and I walked away and through the crowd of wedding guests.I wanted to get my brother away from Jeremy as quick as I could.
"He's a nice man,Ness. Our parents would have been proud."
I looked at my brother as he walked alongside me."They would have been proud of you, being so responsible and pushing to get your degree. I'm proud of you."
"Well thank god for that Trust Fund Mom and Dad had set aside.It's been such a weird year, the anniversary is coming up next month."
"I haven't forgotten."It's been a hard year, now that it was close to the anniversary it's going to be even harder.
We walked out of the hotel, feeling the warmth on a September's night.The taxis were lined up and waiting outside the hotel to take people places.
"Right,I should get going."
I hugged my brother."I'll see you soon,make sure to call me and keep me updated on school.Us Garcia's have to stick together."
He chuckled,pulling back from the hug."You're an Austin now."
Don't remind me. I can't even bare to think about it. I'm sure I'm going to have nightmare about this for the rest of my life."I'll always be a Garcia."I've just adopted the name Austin for a year,no longer.
Like a protective older sister I watched my Brother slip into a taxi and pull away from the hotel before I walked back inside.The Maybourne in Beverly Hills is definitely not where I imagined I would get married,The Austin's made the arrangements.
Arrangement..Hate that word!!
"There you are,Darling."Tom walked towards me in his expensive designer suit, beaming with happiness.
His son was married today,which meant his business would be on the up. Jeremy will look like a responsible man to prospective clients, which is clearly not the case.The Austin's have a part to play too.
"Here I am. Is everything okay?"
"Everything is fine. My wife has gone back to the room with a headache, so I must follow her up."He placed his hand on my back and we walked through the hotel.
"Oh,I hope she's okay?"
He smiled."Nothing that a dark room and a few hours of quietness won't fix. I need to find my Son before I retire for the night."
I'm guessing he's not where I left him 10 minutes previous.Tom and I walked the hallway, until he spotted Jeremy in the private lounge with some other man.They were smoking cigars,drinking scotch from expensive glasses and hitting on cute waitresses in short skirts.
A lump formed in my throat just watching his display.The disrespectful ass was my fake husband and he wasn't playing the part.Part of me cared just because of what others were thinking and the other part of me didn't care because I simply didn't like the man.
It was quite clear that Jeremy Austin was never going to be the type of man to settle, not for any woman.He would never be the type of man I would allow myself to fall for..My parents would definitely not approve of him.
"Jeremy.."Tom called,and stood outside the partly opened door waiting for his son.
Jeremy walked out with a cigar in hand, still lighting."What's going on?"
Tom took the cigar from his hand and put it out."This is a fancy establishment,Son. I don't care if they allow you to smoke, you won't make me look a fool."
Jeremy sighed, with attitude and braced his hand against the wall. His shirt pulled, hugging the muscles on his body."We're celebrating,Dad. I'm a married man now."
"Enough of the sarcasm."Tom took a key from the inside pocket of his suit and handed it to Jeremy."A key to your Honeymoon suite?"
Jeremy scoffed."Honeymoon suite,that's not necessary.This is all fake,I'm not sleeping with this woman."
My face reddened again. Yes, I'm being paid to be married to him but all the money in the world wouldn't be enough for me to sleep with him.I was polite on the outside and biting my tongue.
"A moment alone, Now!!"Tom snapped at his son.He smiled at me to reassure me that everything was okay, before walking to a quite corner with his son.
I glanced over seeing the tension between the two of them, neither looked happy.It was only Tom, Jeremy and I that know about this Arrangement and Tom wants to keep it that way.
I stood uncomfortable in my white wedding gown, that was tight and restricting. I had been up the early hours this morning getting ready for this charade, now I was ready for my bed.
ALONE!!
The Austin Men walked towards, One smiling while the other had that pissed off expression he likes to wear.Is this a turn on to women? I don't understand it. I guess some women might justify his personality because he has a pretty face.
"Now,The suite is ready."He looked at me."Your personal belongings are in your room,Darling.Let me know if you need anything."
"Thank You."I smiled,but the situation was a little awkward.
Jeremy had already decided to walk on without me, so I followed behind him. We took the elevator up in silence,not even looking at one another.Did I want conversation..Not really. But he doesn't have to make things as awkward as this.
We walked the hallway towards our honeymoon suite, people smiling and congratulating us along the way.Again it was awkward, because there wasn't anything to congratulate us on.
Jeremy opened the door to our room and we walked inside.Just like you would expect for a Honeymoon suite, there was candles and Rose petals everywhere.As we walked further into the room, I noticed the bedroom was the same.
"Somebody wasted a lot of time and effort."Jeremy had walked past it all and towards a drinks table that was set up in the living room.He poured himself a double scotch.
"Don't you think maybe you've had enough,Jeremy?"
He looked up and glared at me."I haven't had nearly enough, and it's none of your business."He emptied his glass,before removing his suit jacket and throwing it down on the chair. Jeremy walked towards me with his hands in the pockets of his trousers.
"You're my wife,Vanessa..But only for a short time because of this fucked up Arrangement.What kind of woman would agree to marry a man she doesn't even know?"
A desperate one. But Jeremy Austin wouldn't know the meaning of the word desperate.He wouldn't last in my world."Being nasty to me won't work, I've already been through enough in life your judgement won't bother me."
He smirked."Is that right? I'm sure I can brake you,I have a year to do so."He looked me up and down,spending a little longer on my assets that were stuffed into my dress."At least that's something."
I covered my chest feeling a little awkward now that he was paying closer attention to me.His eyes were dark and full of misery. Just from today I could tell that he was an aggressive man, who likes to drink more than he should.
Jeremy walked back to the drinks table and filled another glass."I'm getting drunk and I'd rather do it alone.Take the room on the left, the bed is smaller and you don't need the space."
I crossed the room,the train of my dress trailed along the floor behind me.Before closing the door to the bedroom i looked back at him as he downed another glass.Today I agreed to marry the DEVIL and now I have to live with it.
I'm an Austin now which means I could no longer work at Trix Bar,the bar that I've been working at for years.My hope was to continue working there so I wouldn't have to take much from the Austin's,but I understand that it isn't really proper.Wife of a Billionaire,pouring pints and wiping down tables it's not a believable story.I still had my job at the Gym at least.I teach Ballet on Mondays and Thursdays to cute little kids that want to learn how to dance.Fridays I teach Couples Ballroom classes,that's where I met Tom actually but that's a story for another day.Ballet is my life,it's something that's been a part of me ever since my Mother gave me a pair of Ballet slippers when I was five years old.As a young girl I dreamed of making it big,teaching young girls my skills in my own ballet studio.At the age of 22 I was pushing myself hard in Dance school,to be the
It's been less than a week of Marriage to Jeremy Austin,yet we haven't had a single civil conversation.I don't see much of him,he doesn't like me so he's trying to avoid me as much as possible. Jeremy comes home at odd hours,leaving a mess of Empty Scotch glasses and Bottles in his wake.The Guy is clearly an alcoholic that needs help,but it's none of my business.The door to the studio opened and I turned around with a fright.Thankfully it was only Tom,but I was still surprised but delighted to see his face."Tom,Hi.""Hi,Darling."Tom crossed the studio towards me,and pulled me into a hug."It's been a few days,How are you doing?""I'm fine..I'm good."I was lying of course.Today was the day and I was a wreck,I'm surprised I made it through class."You don't have to hide your feelings from me,Darling. I had parents..I know what you're going through. I came to pick you up just like we planned."
Standing at my Mother's grave holding a bouquet of Daffodils in my hand,I felt the unbearable sadness looking back at the crazy night that took her from us.I never would have thought that at such a young age,Finley and I would be without parents to care for us.We weren't little kids that needed our Mom and Dad to tuck us in at night,but we still needed them all the same.I wish things were different!!I wish we knew who did this to us,who ruined our family by running that stop sign.The person responsible for this is a coward and a killer,who needs to own up to their actions."Life is cruel."I muttered,as I placed the Daffodils down on my Mother's grave."Our parents wouldn't want you to hold on to that anger,Ness.It's been a year,we need to move forward and try to be happy."My brother is a
JEREMYFucking Parents!!I love my Mother,but she's putting me in an awkward position and I wasn't happy about it.Lunch at her house just the four of us,including my arranged wife.I sighed in agitation,as I leaned back against the kitchen island with my arms folded across my chest. I was contemplating telling them that she couldn't make it. But I know my Mother,she will ask me a million questions and I'll never hear the end of it."Fuck!!"Three to Four hours of fake bullshit,I couldn't bare it.Vanessa was good at playing the doting Daughter in law,too good actually. Fucking Bite the Bullet and make her go,get her up out of bed.It was almo
VANESSAToday's dinner with the Austin's was more eventful than I thought.Ava's surprise Honeymoon Gift for Jeremy and I had me feeling a little anxious,which I'm sure wasn't the emotion that she had in visioned when she surprised us.Living in Jeremy's house wasn't easy for me,although I never see him.Having to spend a week with him in a romantic honeymoon suite,having to sleep in the same room as each other for the first time since we said our wedding vows..It's going to be the Honeymoon from Hell with the Devil himself."You need some more Eyeshadow.Your eyes are definitely your best feature so let's make them sparkle."Natasha dabbed the eyeshadow brush in some dark glitter eyeshadow."I don't want to look slutty."She chuckled."You won't look slutty,You'll look hot. I do your makeup all the time,Just trust me,Hon."I sighed."Alright."A night o
I was standing in front of my mirror looking at my reflection,grimacing at the bruising around my eye and the bridge of my nose. This is what a night out resulted in,I wish I didn't bother now. It's going to take a lot of make up to cover up this mess.To my surprise,Jeremy rode home in the taxi with me last night,I guess he felt guilty. When we got home I grabbed some frozen peas from the freezer and went straight to my room,I haven't heard from him since. I know it was an accident,I'm not going to hold a Grudge over it. Although he really shouldn't have started that fight in the first place,the guy seriously has some anger issues.A knock came to my bedroom door."Vanessa..Come out here,we need to talk."Speak of the Devil!! I sighed,I guess I better face him now. I remember him telling me the day I moved into this house,that he would make me pay if I got in his way. Seeing how sorry he seemed over something that was an
JEREMY6:15 and there was no fucking sign of her,I was livid as I waited. I wondered if she was doing this to me just to be funny,or if she was trying to get back at me for the other day."Bitch!!"I mumbled. Although there was worse things I could say about the woman that is my wife. I imagine she's a virgin,the look of shock on her face when I took my clothes off in front of her the other day led me to believe that she was. I should of fucking took my cock out just to scare her away.Alma had left for the day and I was at home alone,which was rare these days. I looked at my bottle of Macallan on the counter,feeling the urge to have a drink. It's been a long fucking day at the office and I had to leave early for this fucking dinner,never mind the headache that's been coming on for the past hour of stressful waiting.I was just about to grab the bottle off the counter,when I heard the sound of
JEREMYI walked down the stairs dressed for the day ahead,but feeling like death after one too many Macallan's at last night's business dinner. Thankfully I wasn't the only one in the same boat,I remember Colin stumbling out of the restaurant too. That's what I call a good business dinner,although I'm not sure my Father would agree with me.I walked into the kitchen and saw her standing at the island,a coffee in one hand and a book in the other. Vanessa struck me as the type of woman that liked to read in her spare time instead of going out and having fun. Typical!!She glanced up from her page when she heard me walk her way."Good Morning.""Is it?"I replied,walking past her and straight to the coffee machine. I hate that she's so chirpy in the morning..It kills me. What's there to be so fucking happy about?"I'm guessing you're hung over after last night then,there's headache tabl