JEREMY
I walked down the stairs dressed for the day ahead,but feeling like death after one too many Macallan's at last night's business dinner. Thankfully I wasn't the only one in the same boat,I remember Colin stumbling out of the restaurant too. That's what I call a good business dinner,although I'm not sure my Father would agree with me.
I walked into the kitchen and saw her standing at the island,a coffee in one hand and a book in the other. Vanessa struck me as the type of woman that liked to read in her spare time instead of going out and having fun. Typical!!
She glanced up from her page when she heard me walk her way."Good Morning."
"Is it?"I replied,walking past her and straight to the coffee machine. I hate that she's so chirpy in the morning..It kills me. What's there to be so fucking happy about?
"I'm guessing you're hung over after last night then,there's headache tabl
I was drumming my fingers lightly on the table,growing impatient the more time went on. Natasha was sitting across from me checking her watch every 5 minutes and clearly not impressed by my Husbands tardiness.That Prick is standing me up and I was absolutely livid about it. What happened to the agreement that we made?He gets to do what he wants for one night a week,for one simple dinner with my friend in return. He couldn't even do that.Jeremy was supposed to meet me at the Studio an hour ago,he didn't show so I had to make my own way here.I've called him but didn't get an answer,so I texted him the address of the restaurant so he knows where I am. There's still no sign of him,I guess he's too busy doing god knows who,to show his face."I don't think he's coming,Hon."Natasha looked down at her little white wristwatch."He's over an hour late."I sighed."I'm sure he just got held up and forgot. He's just
The cold weather had started now that it was the end of November. My three months of Marriage to Jeremy thankfully didn't drag by like I thought they would. I've been keeping myself busy which explains why. Jeremy keeps himself busy with his work so I don't see much of him,unless it's a dinner or something family related that we have to attend together.It was Friday night and I was sitting on Natasha's couch,having a catch up with her and Alex. Like every Friday,I'm spending the night here so Jeremy can have his one night away from our Arrangement just like we agreed upon."You know I love having you stay the night,Hon.Especially since we can have our Girlie catch up and a drink."Natasha smiled."But I'm sure you miss being away from Jeremy for one night a week?""Um,Sure I do.But Jeremy and I haven't been together all that long,we don't want to suffocated each other by being so close all the time. If we want us to
I was nearing the end of Mondays ballet class with the kids. Usually classes would help take my mind off any problem I'm facing,yet my current problem is very much whirling around in my head.I need to focus..Not on what happened on Friday night,but on anything but that."Pile.."I said,and all kids did as I instructed and bent at the knees. I stood back and watched proudly as they continued with the routine."Excellent,I like what I'm seeing.""Vanessa."I heard his deep voice from behind me and my heart jumped into my throat.Did I just imagine that? If not he's here in my ballet studio..But why?I turned around and saw that he was in fact behind me,dressed in his designer suit,that didn't have a crease in sight. As always he didn't have a dark hair out of place. I admired that he always looks so presentable,even if his attitude wasn't.I tucked a curl of light brown hair around my e
JEREMYIf things between my Arranged wife and I weren't bad enough,now I have to sit through a dinner of 6 and play the role once again. My life is just one big fucking act,like a play I didn't want to be apart of from the very beginning.Things between us are twisted now more than ever,ever since our foolish attempt at a three way. Fuck!! I don't even know what that was.Vanessa was partly naked in front of me,kissing Alissa like she had done it a thousand times.I was already riled up,but witnessing that before me just made it worse. A man has his needs and I had gone a week without mine being met.How the fuck was I suppose to restrain myself in a situation like that.Nine more fucking Months!!"Jeremy,Do you want to check on your wife and see if she's okay?"My Mother asked,as she set the meal in the middle of the table."I'm sure she's fine."I dished
My eyes were on him as he looked out the window of the hospital room. Alex has had a couple of days to prepare for this talk,4 to be exact. Even given the time to prepare for this conversation mentally,the truth of it all didn't go down any easier. Alex is a friend,a good friend. I'm sure right now he's thinking he could have done something to prevent this from happening, prevent my fake marriage to a man I didn't even know.Truthfully,he couldn't have done anything to help me. I wouldn't have allowed him to anyway. It was my responsibility to figure this out and I did. I made the best out of the situation and I did what I had to do.Alex sighed."I wish you would have come to me,Vanessa. I'm not swimming in money like the Austin's are,but we could have found a way to figure this out together.""I appreciate that,Alex. I do. But I didn't want to burden anyone with my problems,they were mine to figure out alone."I looked a
Ava and I were indulging in a rather expensive shopping spree at Union Square in San Francisco.Of course shopping in all the high end stores like Louis Vuitton,Valentino and Macy's wasn't something that I was used to. Despite being born and raised here,I've never shopped in the heart of the city.Christmas time here was something out of this world,colours of red,green and warm white lights surrounded us.I couldn't help but smile as I watched the romantic couples skate around on the ice rink holding hands."Christmas is quite a romantic season for young married couples."Ava winked at me."You should ask my Son to take you ice skating."I chuckled."Oh,I don't know about that. I don't think ice skating would be something that Jeremy would be interested in doing. He'd probably think it's too silly."I took my eyes off the ice skaters and walked on ahead.I couldn't imagine Jeremy Austin on the ice in one of hi
VANESSA Early Morning I was standing by the kitchen counter,rubbing my pained back from spending the night on Jeremy's bedroom floor. I had no choice in the matter! I'm trying to keep certain boundaries between us so there's less confusion. He's so Hot and Cold!! One minute he's kissing my face off and the next he's turning back into an arrogant asshole. It's quite clear that he doesn't want to discuss what happened.But the boundaries need to be in place,so it doesn't happen again. "Looks like someone has back pain this morning."Jeremy crossed the room towards me."I wasn't happy about you invading my space,Vanessa..But you didn't have to spend the night on the
I was filled with anxiety as I paced the floor,in my pointe shoes and my Red tutu dress that was covered in sparkles to catch the light as I moved.Backstage at the War Memorial Opera House,I glanced in the direction of my Male Ballet partner that I've been practicing with for weeks. Unlike me,Julian seemed cool as a cucumber.Pull yourself together,Vanessa!!I pulled back the Gold curtain made of silk,just slightly so I could have a peek.Big Mistake..Huge Mistake!! Seeing the Men and Women dressed up in their fancy tuxedo's and floor length gowns,filling up the 3126 seats had made me all the more nervous to get out there.Jeremy's face had caught my eye in the front row,as he chatted on his phone.Of course,I wouldn't really expect anything less from him since he doesn't even want to be here. He dressed up and he made an effort though,he's here for show. Not my show but our lives,the even bigger show!!