~Jada
“There has to be a mistake.”
~JadaI startle so hard, whoever is in the other end of that voice loses their grip on me.
~JadaFinding an excuse for why my face is cut and bruised isn’t coming to my mind as easily as I had hoped.A first aid kit I had found underneath the bed is a blessing. A smear of antiseptic cream and a plaster strapped over wound is all I can do. The bruises, which surround both my eyes, and part of my forehead, a dark mess of blue and purple, have no hope of being hidden. And at this point, no hope of being explained.Naturally, at breakfast, it was Parker who pointed it out.“Someone is desperate to win this competition,” he say
~JadaI have no idea how to respond.There’s no flinch in his gaze. No sudden smile to express his joke. No reprieve for the increasing silence, heavy with expectation. He simply stares, those dark eyes slightly narrowed. This must be how he interrogates information out of people. I feel as though I’m about to spill every secret I have ever kept. Even the most mundane kind.I tread carefully. “I have no doubt you’re already aware of any secret that I might have.”If he is offended by my tone, he makes no mention of it. The impassive
~JadaI couldn’t sleep that night.My mind was whirling, pouring over every word Kael had said to me. I’m not sure if it was his intentions to make me confused, but if it was, he succeeded. I never knew his family had died...or gone missing. I’m not sure what he had meant. All I know is he has on family left, and is left alone to be an Alpha. Is that why he has Silent’s?Tomorrow we are revealing our secrets to Niko. Part of me wonders what I should say, considering no one else surely knows about this. Niko will be surprised. I would surely make it to the next round…
~JadaI’m not looking forward to today.Last night, I was left staring at the ceiling until some ridiculous hour of the night. I couldn’t get Kael out of my head. This morning I woke cursing myself. I know I’m not allowed to be thinking about him like I am. I’m here to become a Silent, where my job will be to protect and serve him. Nothing more.But is that why I dreamt about him last night? It may have only been fleeting, but it was all him. Those dark, sultry eyes...tall stature...soft, rousing voice.I need help.
~JadaI freeze. They freeze.I’m not sure what is worse. Being caught rifling through someone's stuff, or being the one to catch a stranger doing so. Especially when by the looks of them, they are a Silent. And a Silent I’ve seen before too. Those eyes are tied to a night not too long ago, that I would like to forget.It’s the Silent that interrogated me that night. Who made me admit what I’ve been keeping to myself. It was part of his job, however, I swear I unmistakably saw him feel some kind of pity for me. I saw it in his eyes.B
~JadaMy first thought is I have to tell someone.My second thought is questioning what I’m meant to do. It feels improper to be watching his scandalous act take place, but I’m so stunned on what to do. All I know is this shouldn’t be happening. It is forbidden to have a relationship with a Silent or Trainer. And yet here I am, witnessing Baylee making out with Niko.I have to interrupt. It might not be the best thing to do, but what if this is a mock situation? What if I’m meant to intervene and stop Baylee from getting eliminated? Is this my chance to protect her?
~JadaI have no idea who Sinful is.By the way he looks at me, he clearly assumes I should. But just because I don’t know he is from first glance, doesn’t mean I’m not terrified the moment my gaze lands upon him. It doesn’t mean I don’t see something in those strange, lavender coloured eyes that could frighten even the bravest souls.It’s because he’s immortal. I can tell. No one looks like that, asserts that aura and confidence without being of high power. But what an immortal is doing on mortal soul, I’m not sure.I watch Sinful ca