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Chapter 319
Chapter 319
Cleo
The point where you need to know how you feel and where you are feeling wise so that you don't get held emotionally hostage is the worse you don't know how to feel about someone because you've been through so much with them and you don't want to let them down , or disappoint them in some way.
When you get married you learn different dimensions of intimacy the before you get married you need to know yourself inside out and be comfortable with the demons that you have inside of you however I'm still struggling to figure out how I addict To be in a full-blown relationship not someone that I really do love her but I am still yet to discover how we should communicate in such a way that we both understand each other and understand each other's language and I can attribute my not communicating properly with Michelangelo to not going out on dates with him. When you asked me yesterday if I wanted to go off
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Chapter 321 Cleo If anybody asked me how I was doing today I would tell them that I'm not gay but then again I'm not okay. I understand what's going on and I am very fine but I'm not fine at the same time I don't think the pain of ever losing a child goes away it never goes away. However I did learn that; it is only under earth that we can experience a wake because the wake is a sign of rebirth . I've said it before when I'm going to say again that people never really die, they are just in a different universe and a different time and space and I used to believe that there is a portal that leads to a place where loved ones could always visit the ones that they miss and come back to earth . I've always feared waking up and finding everyone I've loved gone hasn't there is no trace there is no way for them to be found and russellville I wouldn't know where to start to look for them and then again my husband goes in pulls a stunt that he knows will turn my world upside down . It's un
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Chapter 324 Angelo There is a moment in between waking up and falling asleep where everything seems to be silent and everything seems to be peaceful it is true that The guilty get no sleep and no matter how many times I tried to fight sleep sleep keeps on coming back to attack me and it's my body's way of telling me that I need to take a break and I need to just breathe for a little bit sometimes I pass out to the point where I don't know how I even passed out but last night I couldn't sleep and the only reason I couldn't sleep was because my wife had left me an emotional number I didn't know what to do but I need to do something big and in my trying to do something big I made the mistake of not making sure that I called my uncle and told him that I was coming to Johannesburg I knew that he was going to ask me if I was with my wife and kids. I wish I had told my wife; what I was thinking before I did it. She normally thinks of everything , from start to finish and then the in-betwe
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Chapter 325Cleo I'm no stranger to moving around or finding new places to live but this is feeling that you get and it's a feeling of nostalgia that you get when you go back to a place that you left all the memories start coming back everything you've been through starts we're playing in your mind and you end up not knowing which memory to take or keep because every memory that you have lives rent-free and runs riot in your mind.I'm not the person that I was 4 years ago A lot has happened on lot has changed and there are days when I feel like I didn't sign up for the life I have and there are days when I am thankful for the life I have and when you caught in between the two it's kind of hard to figure out where you stand emotionally and mentally mentally I'm strong but emotionally I feel like I'm an emotional basket Case because with everything that's happening with husband and kids. I never in a million years did I dream that Michelangelo would do what he did to me and if he hadn'
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Chapter 327 Cleo I don't think I have a drinking problem. Given what happened as upload days ago wasn't really in a stage to cope with anything and I wasn't using alcohol as a crutch I was actually talking to take off the edge which is the same as using alcohol as a form of knowing the feelings I was feeling cuz when you're used to doing something every morning and all the sudden you wake up in the morning and everything is turned on its head the one here that you feed your whole entire life for the whole entire span of your relationship has come through then you need something you just take off the edge. On my way to Johannesburg on the plane I made myself some whiskey and Coke. I needed something strong to numb the pain that I was feeling. What I drank wasn't strong enough but I was sober enough. Angelo is a recovering addict and if he told me that I should also clean my act up then maybe I will clean my act up when I feel like cleaning my act up but he was the one who was neglig
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