Pain and Gain [i]

“We are leaving”, Christian grabs my arm as we get into his car, we seat at the back of the car, I am guessing its new, I have never seen this one before, Christian has a thing for cars, he has a thing for almost everything, once it’s a luxury brand and it just launched he is literally the first to cup it, shoes, wrist watches, suits and all that.

Immediately I feel his hands slide through my gown, “Christian, we are in your car and besides your driver will see” I say to him hoping he would stop,

 “hey you ,get out for a few minutes,” he half shouts at the driver, the driver hurriedly steps out of the car, Christian wastes no time as he starts to kiss me roughly, forcefully ripping off my dress in an attempt to gain unrestricted access to my breasts, I gasp in horror but he mistook that as an opportunity to deepen the kiss, as he roughly grabs my breast, squeezing my breasts like they did something wrong, it was hurting so much, but I dare not complain, call me whatever you want, I know I stayed in this relationship for all the wrong reasons, but I was in too deep to back out now,

 he starts to unbuckle his pants with one hand, lifting my leg with the other, turning me to the side, my back now rests facing the door of the car, he spreads my leg then leans in to continue the kiss, I gasp as I feel his hard dick inside me, he thrusts in and out making loud pants, I stay still, patiently waiting for this to be over, finally I hear a loud groan ,he gives me one last kiss on my forehead as he pulls away, 

“That was amazing Catalina” he says to me smiling, buckling up, I return the smile as I try to cover up with what little clothing I have left, he winds down the window glass and signals the driver to get in .

  We ride in silence as he was focused on his phone,I notice a call come in, taking a slight peep to see the caller ID and it says “Tokyo investors” he picks the call and they begin to talk about meeting and going over plans, I shift uncomfortably as my dress is torn and I feel sticky in between my thighs due to his release. 

“I have to leave now, I will be back in three days darling, I have to be in Tokyo tonight, my presence is required, where should I drop you off, your place or Anna’s?” 

I look at him surprised, no apologies, he has to leave? I mean this man makes millions per second, can this wait, on the other hand I am actually really grateful for this change in plans, I can get drunk with Anna, watch movies and have a really long nap. 

“Drop me off at Anna’s,” I say to him,

“Anna’s place” he says to his driver and begins to make another phone call, I zone off.

“darling, we are here” I turn to face him, half expecting him to offer me his suit jacket, he did rip my dress off, he leans over and gives me a kiss “good night baby, I love you, would give you a call, say hello to Anna” he says, 

“no problem, have a safe trip”

 I open the door and immediately the cold breeze hits me, I shiver, I turn around deciding to ask for the jacket myself, since he was never going to offer even at this point, before I could open the door, the car immediately speeds off,

 I rush up into the building, people staring at me like i'm insane, well I do look insane I immediately cover my face with my hair, in a desperate attempt to avoid been recognized by anyone, I dash towards the elevator and press the button 24, why does Anna have to live on the highest floor I groan, my head is bent, running my palms over my hands to try to keep warm, it’s really freezing , finally the elevator door opens indicating I’m on Anna’s floor, I rush to the door, punch in her code, hurriedly running up the stairs to get to the bathroom to wash off in a hot bath, and to avoid Anna from seeing the state of her dress but that does not go as planned.

“Bloody hell!” Anna screams, “What happened to you? Oh my goodness! The dress!” she comes closer to me and gives me a hug and looks at me waiting for my reply, I just stand there feeling really numb 

“I am cold, and dirty can I take a hot shower first?” I say in an apologetic tone, “No problem, I would be downstairs, would make you a hot cup of coffee, I just ordered Chinese, your ring looks gorgeous though” she said, giving me an apologetic smile in return.

I took my time trying to wash away my mind and dwell in the silence, finally I decide it is okay now.

 I stay in the second guest room, whenever she has a boy over, but most times I sleep on the same bed with Anna, I quickly dry up, I’m starving, I put on white undies, Nike sweatpants and Nike long sleeves, hurriedly making my way down the stairs.

I sit on the sofa and Anna hands a cup of hot coffee, 

“Now tell me exactly what happened, and don’t you dare try to lie to me”

 I begin to tell her every single detail, how he proposed, the dinner, how he hungrily tore my dress and fucked me like a prostitute without caring if it’s pleasurable or not, how he left me cold and went off for his trip,

Anna listened without interrupting me and I noticed she would clench her jaw once in a while as I spoke,

I finally finished narrating my night,

“Let's get drunk sweetie and eat some real food” I did not need a pep talk or a pity talk, Anna knew me enough to know what I needed at that moment and I am very thankful for that.