A Step

I am at my hotel room, I booked the penthouse suite, apparently there is just two of this suite in the hotel, and the other is occupied, the door is right opposite mine, my suite looks really beautiful, more beautiful than the pictures, and for a hotel it is up to standards, it has a breathtaking view of the city, the sitting room has large space with a 60 inch television, and don’t get me started with the kitchen, the kitchen is absolutely divine, with the beautiful designed marble tops and space, I am a fairly good cook but I don’t cook as much as I ought to, I’m just too lazy for that I guess, moving on to the bedroom, it has a really large king size bed and a huge walk in closet, with a magnificent bathtub. I start unpacking my clothes and my mind begins to wonder to the conversation I had with Philip earlier, If I was curious before, right now my curiosity level was off the charts, I needed to know what Stiliyan Dimitros story was all about, I know this is not part of my job but I just needed to figure him out, my curiosity level was so damn high to drop it, age is really just a number in his case because from the little I know, the boy is more of a man than anyone I have ever met. 

I am finally done packing, I turn on my phone, and see different messages, one from my dad, one from Christian, I smile to myself when I see fifteen new messages from Anna, 

I decide to read my dad’s text first, “call me as soon as you are settled,” 

I check on Christians message and it read “call me as soon as you get this,”

 I decide to check Anna’s messages when I am done calling my dad and Christian, because I am definitely sure she is just been Anna, extremely dramatic as always and besides our conversation would last hours.

   “Hello, I just got your text, how are you doing?” I say to Christian, really eager to end this conversation, 

“Hey babe, I got your note, why didn’t you wake me up so i could give you some good loving before you left?” I cringe at the thought of Christian fucking me, I wonder how I would spend a life time with this man, 

“You were sleeping so soundly, I felt you were really tired with work and all, didn’t want to disturb you,” I said , using the sweetest voice I could muster up ,

 “it’s all good babe, I understand, but next time don’t leave my house without me fucking you, I have to go now would call you later, bye, I love you darling,” 

he does not wait for me to reply and he ends the call, he never waits for my reply after saying I love you and i’m glad, and then it hit me, Christian has never said “I love you’ in person before, always through a phone call, and he never waits for me to reply, does he know I don’t feel the same way or he is afraid I might lie and say I love him too just to please him when he knows i am being insincere, or was he mindlessly saying those words, or is it Christian just been Christian, urghhhh!!,I just shrug it off as I am mentally and physically tired at the moment.

I called my dad, he just wanted to make sure I got here safe and I should start my job as soon as I can, so I can finish up early and get ready for my wedding.

 I take a nice bubble bath which lasted for an hour or so, I really needed my body to relax, I get dressed in a pink see through nightgown, grab a bottle of wine, I finally open Anna’s text, the first one reads;

 “hey bitch I miss you already” the second one reads ;

“I’m lonely Cat, must be in Bulgaria this weekend,” 

the third one just says “Catalina”, same as the remaining eleven, the fifteenth one reads; 

“you better call me really soon or we are so done,” I smile to myself, typical Anna.

I spent hours talking on the phone with Anna though I was so fucking tired, we talked about random things but I did not mention the whole thing about my discovery on Stiliyan, it felt weird not telling Anna everything but I just had to keep this one to myself, and surprisingly she did not mention him either, and she still does not have any idea who keeps sending her flowers, 

she asks for Eliot’s number so she can figure out who is sending her flowers, but I discourage her, I tell her to wait a little, if she finds out now, the excitement would be short lived and she might end up not been interested with whoever her secret admirer is, so let her enjoy it while it lasts, and besides he might show up, if he doesn’t, then I would personally figure out who he is.