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Chapter 8
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Clara
When I told Brent the news , he didn't seem okay . He gave me a look I hadn't seen in a while... I remember the look very well . I had seen it when we talked about his sister Laura and his parents. The day Andrea passed away and the day he almost lost Andrew and me...
" Honey bee , What's with that look?"
He swallowed hard and held back tears. He raked his lush brown locks, held my hand and looked back at me.
"What look sugar?"
"You are not a Rosanerri... "
He chuckled.
" Na ah ... But I'm a Carlyle . I'm just happy to be able to look into your eyes again . I just realized I wasn't there when you woke up and got transfered. I was busy having breakfast at the canteen a full breakfast so don't...
Some of the old staff asked me if I was coming back. "
"It wouldn't be a bad thing. Besides . You were go
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