Her misery

Ishani's P. O. V.

I woke up breathing heavily, I had that dream again...

" Shani?  Shani are you okay? " Nisha asked, I nodded as I closed my eyes and wiped the sweat from my forehead.

Nisha handed me a glass of water which I took gladly and gulped in one go.

" what actually happened to me this time? " I asked.

" I don't know when I found you your friend had already taken you to the infirmary and that idiotic doctor wasn't allowing me to give you injection...fucking idiot but your friend he actually helped " she explained, I closed my eyes in pain not physical pain but the pain in my heart.

That name was enough to get me panic attacks and this mental condition of mine isn't helping me.

" Shani? Do you remember what happened to you any of it " she asked tensed.

" I remember everything I asked him his name... " I couldn't say a word more, it was difficult for me, my trauma was triggered again.

" what's his name? " she asked looking a