The sunlight seeped through the thin curtains of my bedroom. My whole body was aching and I swear the throbing headache could almost crack my skull open.
Another day another phase of what ever pain I left.
Nothing was well with me today. I felt so worked up and exhausted. You could swear that someone was beating upy whole body the previous night. I felt a sharp pain below my bust cutting through the middle of my chest.
I had no idea of what it was but it was killing me. If possible I could have just removed it and sent it as far away a possible but irvwa shere to stay.
My skin was pale , the palms of my hands had no colour
What is wrong with me ?I couldn't raise a single part of my body. It screamed pain in all sorts of languages and accents.
I tried lying by the side of my body to grab my phone on the side of the bed . The pain still unbearable in each an
Just as a wise man once said. Time heals but you know what ,time doesn't heal but healing takes time. I wanted to be positive but I ahd to give myself time and overcome this one step at a time.I felt more attached to this chapter that kept reminding me of him.How could one move on when they know very well that someone would not be in that chapter. I was told I could get better as time went by but I felt each and every minute ticking by sunk me into greater depths of this darkness.I couldn't wait for these John Cena's to finally stop follwing me around. They would take turns gaurding my door. There was absolutly no fresh air to breath. My Father grew that habit of asking about any love love relations I had with anyone. I was old enough to date whom so ever I want yet I still had to answer these questions. Am I a teenager?What ever happend that day was a secret, only Eliz knew. I told h
On my way home I could not think of anything else but tried to connect the strings , thinking of a way possible that they would know eachother. I was very confused and never realized when I reached home but I found myself perked by the gate and that's when it hit me. I should open the gate. The moment I got inside the house I found Eliz sipping on some juice with a book on tge other hand. "Father wants to see you", she said widening her eyes full of question. "When did he arrive?", I didn't think he would be home ealier than me after what happened earlier. "What? Why are you giving me that look", I snicker. "It's nothing but just to warn you, he's furious make sure you don't mess whatever it is you have to talk about with him". "Yeah sure thing, I'll see him after taking a shower ", i say making my way to my bedroom. "Woah no you don't . If I were you I'd go right now", she says and sti
Weeks later.I woke up to the sound of my alarm. I stretch myself and take my phone from the night stand to switch it off when I suddenly realise that I can't move. Something heavy is lying ontop of me . Juts buy the look of the hair I knew who is was , Eliz.I push her so that she's not on top of me and switch it off." When did you sneak into my bedroom Eliz?"She snuggles and brings me closer and wraps the blanket around us."Hey , don't make me sleep with you. I need to go to work"."Call in sick and you'll go to work next week."Mmm. She was right. It was friday anyways and I won't get to work the whole day. But, on second thought I'll go. I push her off the bed and she lands on her hip."Ouch why did you do that. Oh my goodness it hurts", she stand up rubbing it."You deserve it , you snuck
The rest of the day went smoothly and when I looked at the time I'm shocked to see that I've been here longer than I planned. It's actually been an hour since Pat came in and told me that she was leaving and I told her she could leave. Everything went so fast and I could do nothing but signed in relief , glad that this week was over as I'd been in Mr Grumpy's office for mistakes I did.Actually what's got into me for the past few weeks. I've been acting strange. I think I bumped into three people and spilled my coffee on them because of my clumpsiness. Whatever it is , it better stop because next time it might be Mr Grumpy and I'd be skined alive .Just as I was closing my office door I bump into someone the moment I was turning and about to go I hit on someone's chest.I look up and see Mr Grumpy towering over me despite me wearing high heels and I feel like a dwarf right now. Boy am I gald t
Alex's pov.I've been seating here longer than I can remember. It's been weeks since that incident. And I don't want to talk about it as every flashback makes me want to stab myself a thousand times right now. But it wasn't like I had a choice, I couldn't let him place a single finger on her. He placed me between a rock and a hard place and I ended up making some decisions I knew would shatter her. But she meant everything and I would not want her being hurt because of me.That was the most cruel thing I never thought I'd experience in my life. How could he , I loved her to the core of my heart and seeing her in tears the other day made my heart crash into a thousand pieces.He means everything to her and I wonder how he has the nerve to be selfish and greedy in that kind of manner and had to even stoop so low.How did I fall for his trick. He didn't fulfill his part of th
Jean's POV.Finally a Saturday where I can seat infront of the television, wrapped in a blanket with some popcorn and Netflix , so I do excatly that. I stay in my pyjamas and slippers with my bathrobe hanging .I closed all the curtaining and left the lights off and I feel like I'm in my own kind of cinema. I don't want the loneliness to consume me, with Eliz gone I had to find something to do or else I was going to go crazy since my so called boyfriend desided to break my heart leaving me with all sorts of anxiety and depression.Why can't I stop thinking about him?With that thought in my mind I feel like he would be right here caging me in his arms possessively and not let me go but who knew that things would turn out like this . Oh okay wait ..I turn around looking at my surroundings for a second. I thought I heard his voice but there's no one.
A little silence filled the room for a few seconds before I had gathered enough words to say to him. "Wait what?....no I can't ", I say and this time I carefully place my coffee mug that is now a little bit cold since I barely had a sip of it. "Why not , give yourself a second chance". "No that doesn't have anything to do with second chances. You're crazy were friends not what you think". "Yes I know that but I want us to be more. We've been friends for a very long time now and I think....". "What! No! There's nothing a being freinds for a long time . You're just out of your mind", I say with venom laced in my voice. I'm now pissed off . He's been my friend but I didn't know that he'd been patiently waiting for me to break up with him so that he could say that he wants me. "This is insane ", this one is going to drive me crazy. Actually all this is just too much to handle. Jean pull yourself togethe
Alex..I ditched Beau with my credit card in the middle of her shopping amd told her to take a cab yet she never stopeed yelping since it was her car that we came with . Telling me that I should fetch her. She's always like this but she sure would make a sacrifice for my credit card.I drive straight to Jean's place and Just as I'm about stop by the corner I spot a car by their drive way . It's not her's or Eliz amd I don't have an idea whom it might belong to.Suddenly the door opens and someone stumbles outside as if being pushed or forced to get out. He ran his fingers through his hair and kicked the tyre. Damn he's mad. Now I want to see who it is. He takes his phone out and makes a call before getting inside the car.I drive back a little making way for him to come out but it stops and the tinted windows slide down and my blood boils when I see who it is. Jean's o