It was an impossible choice but failing to choose and picking both by default was worse.
'So convince him to do neither,' she told herself.
"Why would you do this?" she asked. "You don't even know me. Why are you doing this to me?"
"I'm giving you what you wanted," he said. "Now pick. You have till the count of five."
"Please, I'm begging you," she blurted.
His breath tickled her neck as he snickered.
"Yeah?" he asked, twisting to face her with a half-smile.
Lexi nodded, staring at him with the most pathetic eyes she could manage.
"You're begging me?" he asked, nodding back at her.
Something in his expression was dark. Scary.
Without warning, he grabbed her by the hair, pulled her from the chair and shoved her to the floor.
"If you wanna fucking beg, beg properly," he shouted.
She winced in pain as he let go of her hair, feeling tears sting the back of her eyes.
'This is what you wanted,' she told herself. 'You asked for this.'
The only problem was, she didn't want anyone else to get hurt because of her twisted fantasy. Especially not Sam.
"Can't we just keep this between us?" she asked, staring up at him. "Please, Jayce?"
He scoffed at this staring down at her with the same look of disdain Aaron used to grace her with.
"Please?" she begged, knitting her fingers together in prayer. "I'm begging you, Jayce."
He surprised her by laughing.
"Please, Jayce. I'm begging you, Jayce," he mimicked in a breathy, high pitched imitation of her voice. "I kinda like the sound of my name when you say it."
Lexi felt a fresh rush of blood to her cheeks, filling them to the point it was painful. She knew her face had to be roughly the colour of a lobster or a beetroot by this point but thinking about it only made it worse.
'He wants you to call out his name,' she told herself. 'So give him what he wants.'
"Jayce," she said in the sexiest voice she could manage. "Please, Jayce. Please let me off."
His lips curled up into a perverted smile and raised his eyebrows. "Please get you off?"
"Let me off," she corrected quietly, though she was fairly certain he'd misheard on purpose.
"If you want to get off," he went on, ignoring her. "You'd have to get me off first, don't you think?"
After fantasising about this moment so many times, the actualisation felt dreamlike and unreal. In her imagined version of events, it was Aaron shoving his cock down her throat. Still... Jayce was basically the same as the high-school Aaron in her memories. If anything, he was an even meaner version.
'It's almost as if all my fantasizing dreamed him to existence,' she thought, thinking of the song lyrics to that one Savage Garden song she'd liked briefly.
"I knew I loved you before I met you,
I think I dreamed you into life."
Her mind went off on a tangent as it often did, wondering what had happened to Savage Garden, before reaching the conclusion it didn't matter right now and she was either losing her grasp on reality or this was some kind of lust-addled dream.
'Could I be in a coma?' she wondered.
"Ah," she cried out as he pulled on her hair. The pain felt pretty damn real.
"Well?" he asked.
"If I suck you off..., will you keep this between us?" she asked.
As he held her head level with his crotch, he tilted her head back and sneered down at her. "Who said I wanted you to suck my dick?"
"I, er, I just assumed," Lexi stuttered.
"Well get your mind out of the gutter, slut," he said. "I never said I wanted that. That's your dirty mind."
'The way you're holding my head so close to your dick kinda implies it!' she wanted to scream at him. It was difficult to bite her tongue, but she managed it. Antagonising him wasn't an option.
"Tell me what you want, and I'll do it," she said instead. "I'll do whatever you want, just pleeeease—"
"You'll do anything I want?" he asked.
He let go of her hair and circled the kitchen, kicking away an empty box of cereals that lay on the dirty tiles.
Lexi nodded as she smoothed down her hair. She'd only spent two hours making it look perfect for this trip.
"Sit back down." Jayce tutted. "You suck at begging."
‘I do?’
Those words hurt more than they should have. Aside from the times when Aaron had threatened her in school, she'd never been in a situation that required her to beg. Still, she liked to think she had the pout and puppy dog eyes down to a T.
The chair scraped noisily against the tiles as she pulled it out and sat, making a wide-eyed face at her reflection in the microwave.
"Actually, make us a cup of tea," Jayce said as he sat, put his feet up on the table and crossed them. "We are going to have a little chat."
When Lexi walked over to the kettle, she found the three obligatory coffee, tea, and sugar containers that all houses had, but no clean cups.
"Erm... cups?" she asked.
"They're dirty," he helpfully informed her. "Do the washing up."
As her face turned toward the sink, she made the same wide-eyed face.
'Great.'
She filled the sink with hot water and liquid soap, letting heat and chemistry do most of the work. As she made the tea, she also wiped down the sides and cleaned the sink, making the kitchen look a million times better. It wasn't bad beneath the grime and food stains.
The entire time she cleaned he didn't say a word. Every time she glanced over at him; he had the same satisfied grin plastered across his lips.
"Three sugars," was all he said.
'Yuk,' she thought. Tea with anything more than a single sugar was basically hot glucose syrup.
When she passed him the mug, he didn't say thank you but did flash an appreciative smile, which to be fair was more than she expected.
"So tell me…" He took a sip of the tea, slurping loudly. "What did my brother do to you that turned you on so much you just had to see him again?"
Lexi took a sip of her tea. It didn't taste bad considering the cheap teabags and degree of limescale in the kettle.Her hand shook as she placed the mug back on the table, almost spilling the tea."Well," he prompted. "Spill it. And I want all the gory details."The idea of explaining her kinks and fantasies was far more humiliating than she'd expected. This guy was clearly a douchebag, yet she didn't want him to think badly of her.'I don't have a choice,'she reminded herself. If her brother got bullied because of her it would be horrifying. She imagined having to explain her fault to him, apologising for getting him into Jayce's crosshairs, and almost cringed out of her skin."Why do you want to know?" she asked, staving off the inevitable.Jayce shrugged. "I want to see you squirm. Don't tell me you were lying when you said you'd do anythin
"You called me a dirty slut," she reminded him."Yes, I did." Jayce flashed her a smug smile. "And you loved being called a dirty little slut, didn't you?"Lexi sucked in her chest, feeling defiant."What are you?" he asked, leaning in so close his forehead pressed against hers. His hair tickled her forehead as he pressed forward, making her shrink back.When she didn't answer, he grabbed her by the arm and spun her around. She gasped as he shoved her forward, pinning her to the wall and let out a cry as he twisted her arm in a direction it did not want to turn."Ouch, ouch, ouch," she gasped, shocked by the sudden onset of violence. It wasn't the pain that bothered her so much, but the casual way he ragged her about."If you want to do this the hard way it's all the same to me," he whispered into her ear. "The result will be the same in the end."&nbs
Lexi felt a hand on the back of her head at the same moment she felt the tip of his cock pressing into her lips. As soon as she opened her mouth, he shoved it down her throat, making her panic and choke. He pulled out, slapped her round the face with it and carried on.As he thrust in and out, she tried so hard to relax her throat and let him fuck her face but ended up choking again."You're reallyreallybad at this," he told her.Lexi swallowed away the mixture of saliva and precum so she could speak up for herself."Then let me suck it. I don't know how to deep throat. I'm... not a porn star," she said."I guess we can do it your way," he said.He stood still, letting her lick and suck at it. As she tried to slide it deeper into her mouth, she understood how big it was.'No wonder it made me choke.'
Lexi was just getting used to the layout of the University. It was so much bigger than her school, and she'd get lost every time her lessons were outside of the science block. She circled the English building, hoping to bump into anyone she recognised from her group. There were almost 200 students, but the area was deserted. There weren't even any staff members milling about in the background."Hey, there you are," Chris cried, appearing from the front entrance. "They moved us again so I figured you hadn't read the email.""Oh, damn, I should really start reading those," Lexi said. "Thank you for finding me.""No worries." Chris scratched his head and looked down as he led her towards the new classroom.When they arrived the teacher had already kicked off the lesson. Lexi did her best to close the door quietly but still received an angry glare from the moody lecturer.She r
When Lexi snuck into the kitchen, she checked the hallway to make sure nobody was lurking about. Her Mum did the night shift last night so would be sleeping and her brother wasn't exactly a 'morning person.'When she was certain nobody was about, Lexi opened the fridge and had a snoop around the bottom shelves. She picked up a cucumber, frowned at it and put it back."Sorry, Big Boy," she muttered, selecting a carrot instead."Are you talking to the vegetables?" Sam asked, appearing from behind with ninja-like stealth."Woah." Lexi almost jumped out of her skin. "You scared me!""I scared you?" Sam scoffed. "You're the one talking to a carrot. Weird breakfast by the way."He stood back and looked at her like she'd lost her marbles."It's a new diet I'm trying," she lied as convincingly as she could manage."But
When Lexi entered Jayce's room, he pulled the door shut behind her."What did he want?" he asked, looming over her with a dark expression."Oh, he just told me I'm stupid and not to come crying to him when the shit hits the fan," Lexi told him with a casual shrug."Heh." Jayce snickered. "Are you worried?"He looked down at her with a half-smile, biting his lip.'He's even fitter than I remembered,'Lexi thought, shaking her head slowly."Good." He sighed. "Now go and clean my bathroom and do a good job. You're making me dinner afterwards.""Okay," Lexi uttered. It wasn't exactly what she'd expected or dressed for.'But I said I'd do anything,'she thought.He placed a large hand around the base of her back and guided her towards the bathroom. After reaching
"Wha—what are you doing?" she asked as he pulled her into the bathroom and shoved her onto the freshly cleaned tiles.She had a sneaky suspicion of what the answer was, though she hoped it was wrong."What am I doing? What am I doing?" he asked, leaning in. "Whatever the fuck I want!""Okay," Lexi whispered, nodding. He scared her when he shouted. It made her feel thirteen again."Go on, take your dress off if you don't want to get it wet," he warned.Lexi crossed her arms and pulled the dress off in one swift movement. Not wanting to get ruined any further, she folded it and hung it over the side of the bath before turning back to Jayce and looking up at him."Ready?" he asked, eyes wide and manic.He didn't wait for a response, just grabbed her by the back of her neck and forced her head down, leading her toward the toilet b
Lexi repeatedly squeezed the can of beer between her fingers, listening to the satisfying 'ding' sound as it popped back into shape. She'd been hiding it from the bus driver under her coat, but since Jayce was drinking his openly, there seemed to be little point.He was also smoking, leaning forward every few minutes to tap the ash out the window of the double-decker. The driver had to know but was thankfully choosing to ignore it, probably for fear of his safety.As Lexi turned to Jayce she frowned at the 'no smoking' sign, placed ironically just above his head."Please be normal around my friends," she begged."Hmm." Jayce took a swig of his beer. "Define normal.""L—like... I... I don't know," Lexi stuttered, struggling to explain what she meant. "Erm, just be nice."This made him laugh so hard he sprayed beer all over the seat in front.