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29 - First Step to Happiness

Two weeks went by at puro physical contact ang nangyayari sa amin ni Julian. I am always the one that initiates. He doesn't say anything pero pakiramdam ko, bigay na lang din sya sa hilig ko. Hindi pa rin nagbabago ang pakikitungo ko sa kanya. Medyo cold at distant.

Hindi ko rin maintindihan sarili ko. I can't deny the fact na tuwing magniniig kami ay tsaka lumalabas ang tunay na nararamdaman namin. I know that Julian can feel it too. Maybe i'm just too afraid to give in, maybe naiisip ko lang kasi na once bumalik kami sa dati, mas masasaktan ako kapag nagkaroon ulit ng chance na may mangyari.

Ayoko isipin na mangyayari ulit yung ginawa nya or may mas worse pa. He's been too possessive at hindi malabo na gawin nya iyon or worse, mas malala at ibang bagay pa just to let me stay. I will stay. I will always stay, pero naiisip ni Julian na baka mawala pa rin ako.

Kinapa ko ang bulsa ni Julian habang nakaibabaw sya sa akin. He was kissing me in my shoulders when i re

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